Chapter 64: Brain Flower said he wants to sleep with you. ...
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Learning never ends!
Learning never ends! Even in this strange place, even if these characters are all tall and strong, even if your classmates are not by your side and you can only fight alone.
But how can you give up so easily?
If you can’t learn, can you not learn anymore? If you can’t understand, can you not read anymore?
Your great uncle Zenin Zhibiren's theory that "you can continue to study even if you are not good at studying" was regarded as a classic by you the moment he said it.
So even if you can't read or write Chinese characters, even if you have no idea where you are or what you are doing, how can these small setbacks stop your firm determination to learn?
You study tirelessly and spare no effort.
Such perseverance really surprised Juanjuan.
He had long heard that you were born with wisdom and the ability to think, and at the same time, you also showed an extraordinary talent for spells.
It seems as if you were born just to save this chaotic and dark era where humanity is endlessly entangled with the curse.
The Zen family tells people that your eyes can see through the past and the future because you are born "enlightened".
Your legend is spread throughout Heian Kyoto.
You are beautiful and powerful. No matter where you appear, you can make countless people bow down at your feet in awe.
Countless waka letters poured into the Zen temple's courtyard wall like snowflakes. People who loved you were staring at your figure outside the wall, but those loves and gazes fell on you like stones sinking into water, and received no response.
Whatever Luosuo knows, he knows everything.
He saw it clearly: in those golden pupils of yours, there was only coldness and arrogance. You saw no one, and you cared nothing for anyone.
Learning increases day by day, while the Way decreases day by day. Decreasing and decreasing, until one reaches the state of inaction. *
You were born above the world.
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Nose once saw you from afar at the banquet.
His gaze passed through the crowd and through the screen.
Dressed in splendid attire, you walked by expressionlessly, ignoring the crowd of people bowing their heads. All around you were as still as a cicada, their hearts racing at your arrival, but your gaze remained fixed on no one.
The waka poems praising you linger in your ears, and the haiku poems praising you are all around you.
But you just sat there quietly, with your eyelids slightly drooped.
It is calm and peaceful, like a quiet and secluded pond.
Nosuo looked at you, a gentle smile appearing on his beautiful face.
He whispered your name softly: "Ari, Ari..."
Practice step by step to achieve the principles of nature.
But Xusuo was thinking, do you really still need to practice?
Rumors abound in Heian-kyō that you single-handedly slaughtered tens of thousands of cursed spirits.
Everyone says that you are acting on behalf of God - they call you "Daitian".
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"Ari."
Juanjuan chatted with you as you were studying, asking if you had ever thought about the current state of the world. Everything, about humanity, about the curse...
You put on a serious expression and then nodded.
"So what does the world look like to you?"
What is the world like? You look at the uneducated Juanjuan with pity.
Of course the world looks like what's in a geography book! Although your memory isn't great most of the time, you're a very knowledgeable high school student!
You raised your head and very seriously gave a scientific lecture to your illiterate friend Juanjuan who had no academic qualifications.
This includes but is not limited to: the sky is not actually round, and the earth is not actually square. But the world is round, so if you start from here and keep walking in one direction, never stopping, sooner or later you will return to where you started.
"This is really..." Juanjuan thought for a moment, unable to think of how to comment, and finally could only say, "Novel and interesting."
You know, this is the unbridgeable gap between you as a high school student and Juanjuan as an illiterate person.
It's normal that Juanjuan, who has never been to school, doesn't understand your explanation of "what the earth is".
After all, the teacher once told you that people with wisdom that transcends their time will always be unable to be understood by others. This is the loneliness of the wise.
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You lie on the teacher's lap and ask her, "Is the teacher lonely?"
The teacher stroked your head and said, "I'm not lonely, because I have Arisa."
The teacher said she likes you, and she told you that she likes you very, very much.
Your eyes are full of eagerness: "I like the teacher too."
You happily tell your teacher that you want to be with her forever!
The teacher just smiled and said neither good nor bad.
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Although you studied very hard, as everyone knows, this knowledge never enters your brain. So just after you said righteously to Juanjuan who always harassed you and seduced you to chat with her, "I want to study, don't disturb me!", your eyelids began to droop quickly.
The gentle and virtuous tutor Juanjuan looked at your head moving up and down like fishing, reached out and held your head, and gently placed it on her thigh.
In a daze, you felt as if you were back in the high school classroom, as if you were resting your head on the thighs of your dear angel, Nitro-chan.
"Glass-chan"'s soft fingers caressed your face and forehead. When you were half asleep, you instinctively muttered to her words like "I love you the most", "I will always love you", "Let's be together forever".
"Really?"
"Glass-chan" asked you back.
You can hardly open your eyes, but you can still understand Nitro's answer. Because you know, Nitro is just such a tangled little girl who is sometimes unsure whether she is really loved by you.
So you fluttered a few times, squirmed on her thighs, hugged her waist and said, "I love you, I love you..."
"Glass-chan" said: "The love of a sorcerer is a curse."
But so what? If love is a curse, if falling in love with your angel is a curse to you, then even if you are cursed a thousand or ten thousand times, you will only feel happy about it!
This is the bond between you and Nitro-chan!
When a gentle laugh came from above your head, you were finally sure that your love had been conveyed to your angel, and you were finally able to fall asleep peacefully.
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The illiterate Juanjuan is secretly rolling you up while you are asleep.
Although he looks very gentle and virtuous, he actually has a very cruel heart.
You originally thought he was different because when he spoke to you he used a mixture of plain language and quotations from classics, but now you realize that he is no different from the nobles of Heian-kyo!
Because you suddenly see him lying on your desk, writing a little note that looks very familiar to you!
Although you have never written one yourself, you have received too many of these little notes.
The small notes come in a variety of colors and are always decorated with various flowers, which is very exquisite.
You really can't understand these people here. What can't be said directly? What can't be said simply and clearly?!
Either they write incomprehensible notes to people, or they stare at you with a serious face and speak some flowery and difficult words.
You have asked yourself countless times from the bottom of your heart, why are there so many people in this world who are unwilling to speak properly?
You who cannot read Chinese characters and cannot understand elegant words can only keep your mouth shut in crowded places.
And in order not to attract other people's attention and get involved in the round-robin speaking procession, you have to lower your head and pretend to be deaf.
But in this case, you will not only be a deaf person who can't understand what is said, but also a dumb person without a mouth.
You are deaf and dumb, so sad.
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You stared at Juanjuan with a sharp gaze, trying to use your condemning eyes to make him wake up and confess the unforgivable sin he had committed - the sin of secretly studying behind your back.
But Juanjuan slowly put down the brush, blew on the small note he had just written, and looked at you gently as usual.
You looked at him very seriously.
"Why?"
Your voice is a little hoarse at this moment.
Yes, you know that Juanjuan always exudes a very complex smell like a hodgepodge, a mixture of the scent of teacher, Jie-chan, and Nitro-chan, but Juanjuan, after all, is a person who has not received nine years of compulsory education!
Having not received nine years of compulsory education, he could have become a meaningless passerby like your relatives and those people you don’t know, leaving no trace in your heart.
But he took the initiative to greet you and become friends with you...
In this cold and cruel world, Juanjuan melted you and warmed you with his tenderness, but he secretly seduced you and distracted you when you were determined to study, and secretly studied behind your back when you accidentally fell asleep...
The more you think about it, the more wrong it seems, and the more terrified you become!
“You don’t really want to be friends with me!!” you yelled at him.
The smile on Juanjuan's face froze for a moment, and you interpreted it as his guilty conscience. It must be because you guessed right that he felt guilty!
"I knew it! How could someone become my good friend for no reason? How could they be so close to me and always bring me delicious food... Turns out this is all a conspiracy!"
You turned your head away sadly.
You are so stupid, really. How come you only realized now that Juanjuan is not just making friends with you out of pure desire, but to hinder your studies! To hinder your pursuit of knowledge!
"I knew it! You're befriending me just so I can neglect my studies and become more knowledgeable than me!"
Juanjuan: “…”
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Juanjuan didn't understand, but she was shocked.
He asks you, "Ali, do you really not understand?"
Suddenly realizing that your friend isn't really your friend, you suppress your sadness and ask him, "What do you understand?"
Juanjuan then explains to you the meaning of the note.
He said this was to express his feelings.
He said it was a sign of love for you.
Juanjuan, he wrote the note not to secretly flirt with you or do things behind your back, but to tell you that he loves you and wants to sleep with you.
"Ali," Juanjuan looked at you, his soft face showing a deep expression like the insignificant people you usually meet. He asked you, "Are you willing?"
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