I regard you as my lifelong enemy.
What do you take me for?
Mental defect?!
Is it a mental illness?
Jiang Che: Isn’t it?
Lin Duying suppressed his anger and asked, "Why?"
"You are Pan Yan, the eldest son of the Pan family and the most likely heir to the Pan family in the future."
"Although the Pan family is not the largest family, it is still a large clan. Are you doing justice to your Pan family members by doing this?"
According to the records of Donglian, Pan Yan did not encounter any dramatic incidents.
There are no so-called real or fake young masters, and there is no adoption of random children.
The legitimate children did not engage in particularly excessive power struggles.
There was no evidence of any confusing behavior on the part of the parents, or any cerebral palsy behavior such as not treating their son as a human being.
A child raised by a very beautiful and wealthy family.
Why did Pan Yan become like this?
It was precisely because he had no complaints in the past that Pan Yan was able to gain the trust of Donglian so easily.
But now, he betrayed his family and the Eastern Alliance for no reason.
He even betrayed himself, exposed everything openly, and put himself to death.
What is his purpose in doing this!
Pan Yan shrugged.
Even when facing death, he remained calm: "No reason."
"I just do what I want. It's that simple."
Perhaps because he had been suppressing something for too long, he spoke a lot unconsciously when he opened his mouth.
"If there must be a reason, it might be for freedom."
Lin Duying couldn't help but scold: "You are the eldest son of the Pan family. You are not free to go wherever you want!"
"Shh! Listen to me." Pan Yan didn't care about Lin Duying's anger at all.
He put his index finger to his lips, signaling her to be quiet.
"It's impossible for an ordinary person like you to understand me."
After saying that, he looked at Jiang Che.
In his opinion, perhaps Jiang Che could understand him.
"I don't know if you've ever felt this way, but wherever you go, you feel like you're in a cage."
“I’ve had this feeling since I was a kid.”
"This world is a huge prison, and I am a prisoner trapped inside. No matter how hard I struggle, it's useless."
Having said that, Pan Yan's eyes fell on the red aurora outside the window.
"To outsiders, my life seems very happy."
"But they will never know that this is an act of happiness."
“I feel like there’s no one like me around me!”
"I can't understand why others can't learn simple things in class."
"I also can't understand why the people around me are all so emotional. They can't control their instincts at all."
"You know, I can easily make them cry, make them laugh, make them happy, and make them miserable."
"They're like... a bunch of monkeys."
Pan Yan's eyes became dim, and even the live broadcast screen fell into a brief silence as he spoke.
"You know..."
"From the moment I was born, I felt so much pain..."
"The adults around were all smiling and saying 'congratulations'."
"But who can hear the despair in my crying? Who knows how anxious I am inside? Who has ever asked me if I am willing to come to this strange world?"
Hearing this, Lin Duying was stunned.
This guy can remember things as soon as he was born?!
So outrageous!
How does the saying go?
The genius is on the left and the madman is on the right.
Pan Yan is obviously a genius, but also a madman.
"So, after you fully developed, you recklessly used others for thought experiments?"
As soon as Jiang Che said this, Pan Yan's eyes lit up: "You really can understand me!"
Lin Duying took a few steps back in horror, looking at Jiang Che with eyes as big as copper bells.
At this moment, she felt like she was going crazy!
"What a shame, we're on the opposite side. I think I defected too early."
Pan Yan had a look of regret on his face, but then a smile broke out on his face again: "Fortunately, I won in the end."
Jiang Che interrupted him this time: "It's not about understanding you, but reasoning."
Changing the topic, he asked a question that stunned Pan Yan.
"Have you ever tried going hungry for nine meals in three days?"
He didn't answer, so Jiang Che continued.
“If you’ve ever been hungry, you’ll find that being able to eat your fill is a happy thing in itself.”
"Grandpa Yuan still makes people eat too much."
"In my opinion, most people like you are just bored."
"I think about random things every day, and it smells like the painful literature of youth."
"Brother, you're not a student. It's okay if you're a student. It's normal for this age group."
"But you're already middle-aged, and you're still this idiotic."
"God has given you such a great talent. Even if you don't use it to repay society, there's no need to trample on it, right?"
Jiang Che really couldn't understand the other person's "pain".
It always gives people a feeling of "why not eat meat porridge".
Damn it.
If you are a rich young man and have money but nowhere to spend it, you can donate it to him!
So rich yet still miserable?!
Please, give me the money and I will bear this suffering for you!
After hearing what Jiang Che said, Lin Duying felt inexplicably relieved.
Fortunately, this is normal.
Except for being a little money-obsessed, everything else is good.
However, when he talked about "youth pain literature", he always felt that he was quite young.
When you first enter college, it is the time to experience the pain of youth.
Love and affection are the most simple at this age.
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