There was silence along the way until the two of them sat in the private room. The air was filled with the spicy and fragrant smell, which really stimulated people's appetite. Lin Su sat down and said, "Looks like I have to go home and take a shower later."
"Yeah." Li Xiutang responded.
Lin Su tapped his fingers on the table and looked at the boy opposite him with his eyes downcast. "You're already a senior, why do you suddenly want to live on campus?"
Li Xiujian's face turned pale. He had always lived with his brother before. As a young boy, Mu Ai always knew about the love between men and women.
It’s not that no one has sent love letters to Li Xiujian. The other person is very beautiful, but he just doesn’t have any feelings. He has sent several letters, but he still doesn’t have any feelings for them.
He originally thought he hadn't met the person he truly loved until Du Weiguo jokingly said that day, "You're such a hopeless brother complex. Every time you're with your brother, you never take your eyes off him."
The speaker may not mean it, but the listener may take it seriously. Li Xiujian wanted to deny it, but perhaps as he thought during the day, he dreamed at night, and he had a dream that night.
Even though his desires had faded since he matured, he knew that dreaming about another man was not normal. And that man was his brother, which immediately made Li Xiujian no longer dare to stay at home.
I kept denying it in my heart, but my body wouldn't lie.
He likes his brother. He doesn't know when he started to like his brother.
That's why I blushed and felt nervous about some of his actions over the years, and why I was dissatisfied with those who came to propose marriage.
But this is not right. It is not right for two men to do this. Not to mention that people will stab him in the back and scold him, if he really says it out loud, his brother might find him disgusting.
The younger brother he had raised for so many years actually had such dirty thoughts about him. His brother might never see him again.
"I just suddenly wanted to live on campus," Li Xiutang said. "Living on campus is good for building good interpersonal relationships."
"Oh..." Lin Su looked at him and said, "Then why didn't you live there for the past three years?"
"Brother, I'm going to be independent after I graduate from my senior year. I'm going to be an adult soon, so I can't live with my family forever." Li Xiuyan said anxiously, "Besides..."
He met Lin Su's gaze and was suddenly speechless: "And..."
Besides, he didn't want to lose his brother, nor did he want to be criticized and stabbed in the back again.
My childhood memories are already very vague, but the feeling of being scolded still remains. I was very scared at that time, and when he cried, my mother would sometimes cry too.
Lin Su was about to say something when the waiter opened the private room and brought up the meal.
The spicy aroma filled the entire private room. The waiter said, "The dishes are all here. Sir, please take a look."
"Okay, that's fine." Lin Su said.
The person serving the food left, and Lin Su picked up his chopsticks and said, "Let's eat first. We'll talk about this later."
Li Xiujian responded, but when he picked up his chopsticks, he seemed to have no taste for the food and even picked up a big fish bone and put it to his mouth.
Lin Su reached out and grabbed his wrist. Li Xiuyan raised his eyes and subconsciously tried to break free. Lin Su did not force him, but only reminded him: "Don't swallow the fishbone."
"Oh..." Li Xiutang glanced at the fish bone on the chopsticks and said with his head down, "Thank you, brother..."
He was in a bad mood. Lin Su stared at his unconscious movements and frowned. The little guy was afraid of being excluded, so he tried his best to avoid the possibility of him being excluded.
However, once homosexuality is exposed in this era, exclusion and backbiting are inevitable. He thought that the little guy who grew up in this era ran away when he was on a business trip and had no time to pay attention to him because of this reason. Now it seems that is not the case.
"Forget it, today is not a good day to eat fish. I'll make you something else when I get home." Lin Su said.
"I don't." Li Xiujian retorted subconsciously.
Lin Su raised his eyebrows and said, "You don't? You won't go home anymore?"
Li Xiujian lowered her eyes, her face pale. Lin Su asked someone to pack up the fish. The fish could not be eaten. If she continued to eat it, she would have to go to the hospital.
Lin Su held the vegetables in one hand and held Li Xiujian's arm with the other. The young man lowered his head and said nothing. When he got stubborn, he was the kind that even ten oxen couldn't pull him back.
It was still daylight when he got home. Lin Su put the fish away, looked at the boy sitting on the sofa with his eyes downcast, took off his tie and walked over.
Li Xiuyan blushed because of his action and called out hesitantly: "Brother..."
Lin Su sat down beside him, the sofa slumping. Li Xiuyan couldn't help swallowing his saliva. Lin Su looked at him and said, "It seems you don't hate me?"
"How could I hate you?" Li Xiujian looked at him in surprise.
He likes him too much, but this kind of feeling is not something he can show to others. His brother treats him as a family member, and he always tends to overthink things.
"Tangtang." Lin Su called his name.
"Yeah?" Li Xiutang responded, "I really don't hate you, I just want to be independent, that's why..."
"I always thought you were too young, so I didn't make things clear." Lin Su reached out and stroked his lips. "I thought my baby was such a good student, so he should understand. Now it seems that he is really an idiot."
One is to make him realize it, and the other is that once it is made clear, he may really not be able to help it.
But he forgot that this little guy's emotional intelligence in the original world was quite low.
Everything seemed to be going smoothly. The little one would blush and his heart would beat fast when he looked at him. Everything was stable before the business trip, but when he came back, he was gone!
His actions were somewhat ambiguous, and would never happen between brothers. Li Xiuyan felt the touch of his lips, and his palms felt a little hot: "Brother... um... brother..."
Lin Su kissed his lips. He originally wanted to wait until he was an adult and had the ability to make rational judgments, but the opportunity was about to fly away. To hell with rational judgments.
After the kiss, Li Xiuyan gasped for breath, staring at Lin Su with wide eyes, unable to speak for a long time: "Brother..."
"Li Xiujian." Lin Su rarely called his name like this.
"Here." Li Xiujian looked at him nervously.
"I love you, I want you, what is your answer?" Lin Su looked at him and said.
"Ah?" Li Xiuyan blinked in astonishment, her face burning hot. "Love me?"
"That's going to have to wait until you come of age," Lin Su said.
"Oh..." Li Xiujian responded confusedly, his mind becoming a mess again.
His brother seemed to say he liked him. How could that be possible? It had to be a dream. But the kiss just now felt so real. What would he do if he really agreed to be together? Would his mother beat him if she found out?
"Don't think about anything else for now." Lin Su saw his confused look, patted his cheek and said, "Answer the question first."
"What answer?" Li Xiujian shook off the questions in his head and looked at him.
"Do you like me?" Lin Su asked.
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