☆, Chapter 77
Xi Mo thought for a few seconds, "You have been busy these days, and we have not communicated much. I miss you and want to communicate with you."
"I was a little unhappy when you didn't reply to me this morning because I thought you should have replied immediately," Xi Mo said, condemning herself: "I know this is wrong."
"Later, when I was waiting for you, I saw you with someone else. I felt like you ignored me, and I felt unbalanced, sad, and angry."
"I don't want to see you walking with others, I don't want to see you chatting with others."
"You didn't look at me, and you left very quickly, even running. Although you only went home to get something, I..."
"He didn't look at me or talk to me in the car."
"He didn't look at me or talk to me on the bus."
Xi Mo finished her story and began to explain: "I realized that I treated you as my property, and I didn't respect you or treat you as an independent individual."
At this point, Xi Mo felt that she had gone too far and continued to blame herself, "I'm sorry, I'm too willful, I shouldn't be so selfish."
"I care about you too much, and I'm too possessive of you. It's my fault. My emotions are wrong. Now I..."
Before she could finish her confession, Xi Mo was hugged tightly by Xiu Yangui, "Xi Momo, I won't say anymore."
Xiu Yangui's emotions fluctuated even more than Xi Mo's. He held Xi Mo tightly in his arms, his heart full of love running through his chest, carrying continuous electric currents and a tingling sensation from the inside out.
"You're right, you just like me."
Xi Mo hugged Xiu Yangui back and admitted naturally, "I like you."
Xiu Yangui began to take deep breaths, and his already hot body temperature became even more like a raging fire. Today was definitely his lucky day, and no one in the world could be happier than him. The ecstasy was like a heavy rain in a dream, pouring down and soaking his whole body.
His voice was slightly hoarse yet gentle, and he whispered softly, "It's over, I'm done."
The fabric of the clothes could not stop Xiu Yangui's violently beating heart, and the sound came as clear as drumbeats. Xi Mo listened for a while and thought that she might have been infected by him, and her body temperature began to rise.
A hug after a mutual understanding always has a special taste. Although Xi Mo was reluctant to leave, she still had things to deal with. "Student Pu Nuo just asked for me, I have to go over now."
Xiu Yangui was about to get upset with Pu Nuo, but then something clicked in his mind. "He just came to you, but you came to me. I'm more important than him, right?"
Xi Mo answered without a doubt: "Of course."
Xiu Yan was relieved. The boy posed no threat to him at all, so he happily let go and said, "Okay, go ahead."
Xi Mo just nodded when she saw Xiu Yangui turn his head and take a small step back, his ears flushed. He pretended to be calm and said quickly and steadily: "Come back soon, don't forget you have a family."
He didn't dare look at Xi Mo, nor did he want Xi Mo to look at him. He manually asked Xi Mo to turn around. Perhaps he really couldn't control himself and hugged her from the back again, "Go early and come back early."
It seems that Xiu Yangui doesn't want to be separated from Xi Mo at all. Although he acts generous, he still doesn't want Xi Mo to waste her time on other people, especially Pu Nuo.
It’s okay for others, but people like Pu Nuo who have unclear intentions towards Xi Mo are not okay, not at all.
But what can he do? He has to be an open-minded boyfriend and be broad-minded to be worthy of Xi Mo. And if he targets certain people for no reason, he will appear petty and calculative. What will happen to his image in Xi Mo's heart?
So, he could only endure it, standing where he was, watching Xi Mo in the distance approaching Pu Nuo over there. Pu Nuo also approached Xi Mo under his watchful eyes, and noticed Xiu Yangui in the corner who was like a beast waiting for an opportunity.
Xiu Yangui didn't know what happened next or their conversation. Pu Nuo pulled Xi Mo aside to talk to him alone.
Xiu Yangui was so angry that his teeth were itching. What a cunning brat.
Facts have proved that although Xiu Yangui is a man, his sixth sense is quite strong, and his hostility towards Pu Nuo is not groundless.
Xi Mo had just heard a confession fifteen minutes ago, and now she was facing another person and another confession.
However, Pu Nuo was much calmer than Xiu Yangui, and he didn't stutter when he spoke. When he confessed, he was as serious and solemn as if he was giving a report on stage.
I had already rejected him once in my freshman year of high school, so of course I gave him the same answer this time, "I'm sorry, Pu Nuo-san."
"Thank you for your love, but we are more suitable to be classmates."
Pu Nuo nodded in understanding after receiving the expected reply, but he did not end the conversation. Instead, he suddenly asked, "Do you like Xiu Yangui? Are you with him?"
The topic changed abruptly, and Pu Nuo continued, "Just now they said that you and him... kissed."
He was gossiping, but his expression was as if he was discussing some difficult math problem with Xi Mo. Xi Mo didn't seem shy at all, and answered his question: "I like him, and we are together."
Pu Nuo's expression changed, but Xi Mo remained calm and gentle, "There was no kiss."
After that, the two of them were left in silence. Seeing that the time was almost up and Pu Nuo probably had nothing more to say, Xi Mo prepared to leave, "Then I'll go first..."
Pu Nuo rarely revealed his true emotions. He was puzzled, dissatisfied and unhappy. "Why is it him?"
Young people are always arrogant and unwilling to admit that they are inferior to others. They are unwilling to accept that the person they like does not like them. Although Punuo is a rational person, he can't help but be impulsive and let his emotions interfere with his rationality.
Pu Nuo was indeed not convinced. Logically speaking, he and Xi Mo were a perfect match. They shared the same rationalism, were low-key but not weak, always calm and composed, and had a strong core. He and she were people on the same wavelength, while Xiu Yangui was too detached and sensitive, acted on impulse, and was an immature person who naturally could not take responsibility.
He didn't mean to look down on Xiu Yangui, he was just speaking the truth. It was obvious that Xiu Yangui was not from the same world as Xi Mo. Their growing environments were very different.
Although Punuo's family is not rich, they live a rich and happy life. They also have a clean family background and their ancestors were all teachers. Based on this point, no parents would be unwilling to let their daughter marry into such a family.
However, there are not so many "whys" in matters of the heart. Xi Mo is not a professional relationship expert, so she cannot give Punuo a logical and regular answer. After thinking for a moment, she said, "Because..."
"Only him."
Xi Mo turned and left, and Pu Nuo stood there like a stone statue. From Xi Mo's answer, he understood that he had no right to be dissatisfied. In Xi Mo's eyes, there was never any other candidate. She never took anyone else seriously except Xiu Yangui.
He could not be considered Xiu Yangui's love rival at all, because Xi Mo didn't care about anyone except Xiu Yangui and was extremely cold and indifferent.
As Xi Mo's suitor, since he was not taken seriously by her and was ignored to the extreme, he naturally could not be a competitor of Xiu Yangui. It can be said that from beginning to end, it was just his own one-man show and his own wishful thinking.
The only person who can enter Xi Mo's world and be accepted by that fragile yet tough world is Xiu Yangui, but to Xi Mo, he is just an ordinary classmate.
Xiu Yangui, who was hiding in the corner and observing secretly, couldn't hear what they were saying, but he could still tell something from their expressions. Although it was very unkind, he felt relieved when he saw Pu Nuo's sad look.
Xi Mo was stopped by Qin Xinwei halfway through his walk, so he didn't see Xiu Yangui who was having fun in the dark, which allowed him to maintain his image.
However, Xiu Yangui's happiness could not last long, because Qin Xinwei had taken Xi Mo away. Now they were surrounded by girls, and Xiu Yangui could not approach them. The young couple who had finally found a mutual understanding with each other had not had a good time together before they were separated by the "bad guy". This was doubly hurt to Xiu Yangui.
Chen Nianyu opened a pack of soda crackers and said, "Here, Ayan."
"Don't look at the princess. She and the class monitor are having fun."
Xiu Yangui was shaking the dogtail grass boredly. Xi Mo was following Qin Xinwei and a few other girls as they browsed the small shops and stalls over there. They looked happy and cheerful, and had completely forgotten about him.
Chen Nianyu looked at Xiu Yangui and sighed, then tugged at Zhou Beizhen, "Ah Zhen, is this the legendary love brain?"
Zhou Beizhen could fully understand Xiu Yangui's situation. If he was also with the girl he liked, he would definitely want to be with her all the time and not be able to be separated from her at all times.
Chen Nianyu was speechless. Neither of his two brothers was useful. When zombies broke out, they would gnaw on their brains, and after chewing them, they would spit them out and say: Bah.
"Let's play games, how about that?"
Chen Nianyu firmly believed that the game could arouse the fighting spirit of the two brothers. Although Zhou Beizhen could not play it, Xiu Yangui was able to play it, so he directly took Feifei with him.
Xiu Yangui nodded boredly. In this situation, anything to play was fun, so he took out his phone and said, "Okay."
Speaking of which, after he asked Chen Nianyu to tell Le Duo his good news, Le Duo was encouraged and wanted to go find her ex. She didn't know how he was doing now.
Speak of the devil, and he will appear. Chen Nianyu had just held the phone sideways when a voice call came in, "Hey! Leduo Leduo, someone's calling!"
All three of them thought they would hear good news, but unexpectedly.
"Woo woo woo! Feather woo woo woo! Where's Brother Yan? Aa ...
As soon as the phone was connected, Le Duo burst into sobbing as loud as bells and drums. It was over. Xiu Yangui looked at Chen Nianyu, and Chen Nianyu looked at Zhou Beizhen. None of the three knew how to comfort others.
Chen Nianyu went up bravely, "What's going on, Leduo, did you fail?"
"Wow, wow, I confessed, I said, I apologized, but, he..."
"He said he doesn't like me anymore, and it's all my fault! I've drained away all his love for me! It's all my fault! I was too much of a drama queen."
"He also said that after we broke up, he realized that it made no difference whether I was there or not. Feather, woo woo woo, he doesn't want me anymore. It's over."
Relationships need to be maintained and require an investment of time and energy. A momentary impulse can certainly become the rope that keeps two people together for a long time, but it also requires both parties to be in a healthy and stable state and have more love.
All I can say is that matters of the heart are never easy to comprehend or understand. Leduo’s “acting” has its reasons, and Yakult’s choice to leave is also understandable.
Le Duo gradually accepted reality, even his crying became quieter, his voice sad and melancholic. "He said he wanted to get into a key university, and he couldn't waste his time on anything else. His future path would be different from mine. He couldn't slow down, and I couldn't speed up."
"I'm done with him..."
After the phone call, the three of them lost interest in playing. Chen Nianyu was fine, he just felt sad for Le Duo. Zhou Beizhen, who was next to him, felt the same way. As a secret admirer, he knew the pain of unrequited love. Xiu Yangui fell into deep thought.
Chen Nianyu was sending a message to Le Duo to comfort her. Xiu Yangui, who had come to his senses, noticed Zhou Beizhen's loss and asked, "A Zhen, are you really not going to confess to Yin Ya?"
Zhou Beizhen looked frustrated and lonely, without the silly smile he used to have on his face. "Ayan, it doesn't matter to me whether you confess or not. It won't change anything."
Xiu Yangui knew that Zhou Beizhen was not being stubborn or too embarrassed, but that confession was really useless. Although confession was only for expressing inner feelings, some people preferred to hide their love deep in their hearts and treat it as a treasure, because that was the last thing that belonged to him, the thing about her.
Zhou Beizhen is well aware of the gap between himself and Yin Ya, so he will not waste Yin Ya's time and will not let her face him, even though it is only for a few minutes. He is so humble that he thinks he should not even occupy a few minutes of hers.
"Ayan, you must be brave and take my share."
Zhou Beizhen glanced sideways at Xiu Yangui with encouragement and envy in his eyes. Xiu Yangui understood what he meant and felt a little emotional. Just like Chen Nianyu would not urge him to confess to Xi Mo before, he would not put pressure on Zhou Beizhen, because brothers should trust each other. Zhou Beizhen must have his own plans and ideas. As a brother, all he should do is support and trust him.
Xiu Yangui sat up straight and nodded seriously, "I understand. I will."
Two seconds later, "A Zhen, I hope you can be happy."
Zhou Beizhen stared at Xiu Yangui in a daze. In the past, everyone would say caring words like "take care of yourself, brother" and "brothers will walk together for life", but they were always said with a smile and in a joking manner. This was the first time that they said it so seriously.
Although words are light and without substance and will be blown away by the wind, the influence they bring is still infinite, like the sweet rain in the desert, the warm sun rising in the cold winter, and a flower blooming on barren land.
Xiu Yangui is sentimental, but he doesn't like to show it. Because of his different upbringing, he is independent and smooth. At the same time, he keeps everything in his heart and will not trouble others. He is his own heaven and earth.
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