Chapter 89 I can't stop you from shaking
"What's wrong? Why did he leave so suddenly..." Yun Yang chased after him, and he didn't stop. She could only shout, "What they said makes sense, why didn't you listen!"
Xue Yu suddenly stopped and turned around, and Yun Yang bumped into his chest.
She covered her bruised forehead, stumbled back a few steps, and said unhappily, "What are you doing? You suddenly got angry and left suddenly. Aren't we discussing matters? We can discuss anything. Why are you leaving..."
His face was stern, and his whole body was filled with chill. He suddenly grabbed her waist and held her in his arms, staring at her with burning eyes, "Do you miss Lu Jie?"
"...Me?" Yun Yang was a little at a loss for words. He had indeed thought of Lu Jie just now, but this thought was different from what he understood as thought.
Xue Yu's tone remained cold, but the hand holding her waist tightened. "Do you still want to find him after returning to Shangjing? Do you want to rekindle your old relationship?"
Yun Yang noticed that Xue Yu's breathing became rapid and suppressed, and his voice was lower than usual, but inexplicably had a charm that made people blush and heartbeat. His cold face was particularly charming. The charming thing was that he didn't really want to treat her coldly, but he was wearing a mask of coldness, wanting her to coax him, wanting her to tell him that she only liked him and only wanted him.
She wanted him to do the same in bed. The sound of his breath and the look of unrequited love were too attractive, but he was too shy to show it. He would only whisper a few breaths into her ear when he was about to lose control.
Many explicit images emerged in Yun Yang's mind.
She thought she must be sick.
She suddenly felt a subtle joy, a joy that came from a long-lost sense of control. She wanted to know, to see, just how much Xue Yu liked her. To what extent?
She seemed to have become bad, no, she was just spoiled by him.
A hint of teasing flashed across Yun Yang's eyes and eyebrows. She nuzzled her face into the crook of his neck, her warm, sweet breath lingering beside his ear. "How did you know I wanted to rekindle my relationship with him? Why would you think that?"
She watched him breathe faster because of her anger, and saw panic and pain flash across his handsome face, and she actually felt a morbid sense of satisfaction.
She wanted to know how much he loved her. Only by worrying about gains and losses and repeatedly lowering his bottom line for her could he free her from the guilt of violating the moral code.
Who made him ask her that question last night!
Her answer was obvious, that is, she would love him even if he was her brother-in-law.
She is guilty of walking on the line between taboos and incest. She is a shameless bad girl, so he must atone for his sins to her.
It's all his fault. He made her a sinner.
In the dim light, Yun Yang heard a very light sneer.
He grabbed her and tried to pick her up, but he moved so quickly that she lost her balance and subconsciously hugged his neck. Her fingertips touched the skin on the side of his neck, which was cold and covered with fine sweat, and the blue veins were beating and trembling.
She smiled and called him softly, "Xue Yu?"
He said nothing, but walked with a breeze and gritted his teeth. He was handsome and arrogant, with the veins on his forehead throbbing.
Arriving at the familiar cave, the black stone bed was already covered with a thick white fox fur coat. It looked warm, dry and clean, as if the restlessness and bloodstains of that night were an illusion after the killing.
He threw her into the snow-white cleanness, covered her with a swift movement, and stretched out his hands to tear off the hem of her skirt.
Yun Yang pretended to be frightened and dodged, kicking his feet on the fox fur, but the friction made the slippery feeling even worse.
A lot of blood flowed.
She boldly said one thing and meant another, continuing to pretend to be the innocent Yangyang in his mind, screaming, "What are you doing? You're hurting me!"
He remained silent, his eyes growing darker. To prevent her from screaming, or perhaps because he had been waiting for this for a long time, he grasped her wrist, pressed it against her head, and kissed her lips...
She had an increasingly despicable desire for him. She wanted to pull down the powerful Master Xue, who was as bright as the moon and self-disciplined in the eyes of everyone, from the altar, and fall into the invisible abyss with her without restraint, so that they could love each other without hesitation.
To love someone is to know the other person’s meanness and evil intentions, and to be mean together with the other person.
This would give her a little comfort for loving him regardless of ethical principles, wouldn't it?
The young man frowned, his cold, pale face flushed with a sickly color.
What was he waiting for? Yun Yang decided to provoke him.
"What do you think I'm thinking?" she suddenly asked.
The next moment, he did as she imagined, as if it was a natural process, and like wild beasts biting each other in harmony.
Yunyang used to be afraid of the dark.
It is impossible to tell day from night in the mine because there is not much fat, water and glycerin, so candles are used very sparingly and are not lit before dark.
He and she suddenly returned to the cave, and the old women had no time to light the candles here.
And now, the extreme darkness is no longer a terrifying thing to Yun Yang, but a fig leaf to cover up her despicable thoughts.
And with Xue Yu around, he wouldn't let her be afraid. He always held her hand tightly to protect her. He was always doing his job conscientiously, wasn't he?
In the narrow and dark cave, he and she intertwined their fingers. Her fingers were invaded, and her body was suddenly exposed to the cold air. She shivered slightly from the cold and bit his shoulder hard.
Xue Yu groaned and silently tried to pry her legs apart so that she could accommodate him without too much pain.
Yun Yang cried and pushed him hard, and even the tip of her nose was tense.
But he seemed even angrier, because her tears represented her reluctance. Why did she become reluctant after mentioning Lu Jie?
But he was also very puzzled, because her body did not give him that feeling, so in order to verify whether it was his illusion, he went even further.
Yun Yang allowed herself to be pushed up by the primitive joy and ecstasy. She couldn't bear it and subconsciously looked for his lips, but he turned his head away, unwilling to accept her kiss.
Yun Yang called out to him anxiously, crying, "Xue Yu...Xue Lingjun."
"Husband..."
His breathing hitched for a moment.
Yun Yang simply reached out and hooked his neck. Without much effort, he fell over as if he had lost his balance.
"Do you love me?" He asked in a low voice, kissing away the tears on her face. "You're crying so much, what's wrong? Are you so wronged?"
"You, you're so mean to me!" Her voice was filled with tears. "You ignored me and didn't even kiss me."
"Don't you like me being too much?" He smiled, raised his fingers and rubbed her neck, bringing a damp and slippery feeling, "It doesn't seem to be the case..."
Yun Yang was as soft as a puddle of water, but she still wanted to wrap herself around him. Her slender white wrists were wrapped around his shoulders. His shoulders were not as thin and frail as those of a young boy. They had a mature and broad quality, which she liked very much.
She kissed his lips with not-so-light force, "It's all your fault. I don't love everyone, only you, only you can make me like this..."
He was merciless, his jawline was tense, and a storm was about to come. Finally, the cave seemed to be shaking and boiling.
"Don't think about Lu Jie, just think about me, love me, and be nice to me, okay?"
"What if not?" She bit her lip and said stubbornly, her breath trembling.
He seemed to be pushed to his limit. After a brief pause, he became even more ferocious. His eyes were red as if tears would fall at the next moment. He used a voice she had never heard before, mixed with strong affection and death-like threats, "Then I will kill you and die with you."
*
The next day, Shuzhou City was inexplicably quiet, and even the sound of military training could not be heard.
The spy returned to the mine and reported everything he had observed. The eldest prince's troops had all entered the city unhindered.
The largest cave chamber was brightly lit by candlelight. The young man in a snow-white coat looked calm, and he did not seem to have the irritability of yesterday at all. Instead, he looked more comfortable in an inexplicable way.
"The matters discussed with my colleagues yesterday cannot be delayed any longer." Xue Yu stood up and walked over to the map. The fan bone in his sleeve pointed directly towards Lucheng in the southern border. "One way back and forth, running under the stars and moon, we can arrive in less than five days."
"Let's not even talk about how so many of us are going to break out of Shuzhou, which is surrounded like an iron barrel. We don't have that many horses to feed so many people. We also need to plan for food, fodder, water bags for the road, and money. If we had that much time, those ambitious people would have already marched north." Someone said.
Lord Wen lowered his voice, his eyes filled with warning, "Many of us are officials from Shu, and their families are still detained in the city. I'm afraid they won't want to go with us."
"Family? Do you have any family in Shuzhou City?" Yun Yang tugged at Xue Yu's sleeve and asked in a hoarse voice.
"Miss Yun's throat? Is it inflamed?" Lord Wen asked in surprise.
I can't help but sigh that her voice became so hoarse overnight. Miss Yun really has a pure heart that cares about the country and the people...
Yun Yang's face turned red and she glared at Xue Yu angrily.
He held my hand tightly under the table.
Fourth Master Xue had long suspected that the two had already done something, so he was no longer surprised. He replied to Yun Yang, "There are quite a few officials' wives, including wives and concubines. Not all families are like the Xue family, who don't take concubines. Many women didn't follow us when we fled."
"Ah, then don't save him?" Yun Yang asked hesitantly.
Everyone looked at each other in bewilderment. In the past few days, some officials had become agitated. Some had secretly escaped and disappeared without a trace, while others had gone to Xue Yu and insisted that someone go in to rescue them.
But everyone knows it's in vain.
Let them go in and rescue themselves and keep quiet.
Xue Yu stood up, looked at them calmly and said, "Who said everyone has to go together?"
"What do you mean?" Fourth Master Xue asked, "If we don't go together, how will King Hui know our determination? And if we don't go together, who would dare to go? What if we fail and King Hui kills us? With more people, we are more united, and the law does not punish the masses..."
"Fourth Uncle." Xue Yu rejected his suggestion and told the whole story. "I will go to the southern border alone. Fourth Uncle and Master Wen must find a way to hold them back and prevent them from destroying the iron mine."
"You're going alone?!" Lord Wen said in astonishment.
Fourth Master Xue held his chin in his hand and thought. In fact, he had already thought of it. He didn't want everyone to die. He had already made up his mind to go alone.
"Too many people would be too conspicuous," Xue Yu said. "Besides, the more people there are, the more likely it is that we will persuade King Hui to send troops."
Yun Yang tried hard not to make any sound, and held his hand tightly under the stone table, only then did she feel a little relieved.
It didn't matter what he did or where he went, she would follow him anyway.
"I'll go alone. Even if anything happens, I'll bear it myself." Xue Yu said it with certainty, leaving no room for questioning. "If I can't return within five days, then you all will just have to leave it to fate."
After saying that, Xue Yu took Yun Yang's hand and walked out in the silence of everyone.
There was nothing to pack, so I picked out two good horses and set off.
Yun Yang's voice was hoarse and he didn't say anything.
Xue Yu put his arm around her waist and said softly, "You won't stop me?"
"Can you stop me?" she said bitterly. "I told you several times last night to stop, but you didn't listen!"
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