Aunt Yuan?
Fang Jinxiu turned her head slightly.
What is she here for?
As the thought flashed through his mind, the light in the room came on with a click, illuminating Yuan who was sitting at the table.
Yuanshi was taking off her raincoat; she had already changed into her bedtime attire, but because she had come out in the rain, the hem of her skirt was wet.
"I can't sleep no matter how hard I think about it. What are you going to do?" she said straight to the point.
Fang Jinxiu retracted her gaze, closed her eyes and ignored her.
Yuan came over and sat beside the bed.
"Are you going to stay in this room pretending to be dead for the rest of your life?" she said. "You're only fourteen years old now, and you've got a lot of life ahead of you."
a lifetime.
Does she have a lifetime left?
Fang Jinxiu still ignored it.
Yuan was silent for a moment.
"Go away, leave here." she said suddenly.
Fang Jinxiu clenched her hands tightly at her sides.
"This is not the decision of the old lady or the first lady." Yuan smiled and continued, "This is my idea."
Fang Jinxiu clenched her hands and did not move.
Yuanshi didn't want her to answer, so she just sat on it with her legs crossed.
"I know what you're thinking. Everyone knows me. I don't have my own ideas. Everything is decided by the old lady and the eldest lady." She smiled and patted Fang Jinxiu. "And you always use your temper as a weapon."
Fang Jinxiu seemed unwilling to be touched and moved inside suddenly.
Yuan didn't mind at all.
"Jinxiu." She said with a plastic surgery, "I am different from you. I am actually useless and timid, so I stayed in the Fang family."
At first.
The family dismissed the concubines. Although Jinxiu was still young at that time, she had heard about it.
They were young and in their prime, and the Fang family couldn't bear to let them spend their whole lives alone.
Many people took the money and left happily, except Su and Yuan, who had a daughter.
"The Fang family is so good. They are so rich, they eat well, dress well, and live a comfortable life. Although they don't have a man, as long as they please the old lady and the first lady, they can live comfortably."
"I don't have any other skills. I just know how to please people."
"Besides, it is better to do business with the people you know. I have to please the new family I marry. Even if I do, my life may not be as good as the one I lead in the Fang family. Why should I waste my time?"
"Jinxiu, you are different from me. You are the third daughter of the Fang family."
The third lady.
The corners of Fang Jinxiu's mouth twitched.
What kind of third lady is she?
Her existence was an accident, or a calculation.
It didn't matter whether she gave birth or not.
If she didn't give birth to the child, Su Shi would not leave the Fang family. If she gave birth to the child, she would have more reasons to stay and be trusted by the Fang family.
Isn't it? It's much more convenient to take her along, so I asked her to go when I poisoned the Ganoderma lucidum.
In her eyes, is she still her daughter?
Another hand patted her back.
Fang Jinxiu's sadness and anger were all gone. She sat up quickly and glared at Yuan Shi angrily.
Yuan looked at her with a serious expression.
"What I'm saying is that you are the third daughter of the Fang family. No matter if anyone recognizes you now or not, you were one in the past. And you were also carefully taught as a proper daughter."
"And you also work hard as the young lady of the Fang family."
"You can read and write, read accounts and do calculations, recognize bills and receipts, ride a horse, and dare to deal with business partners."
"You are smart and skilled, Jinxiu. Although you learned these as the Third Miss, no one can take them away. Regardless of whether you are the Third Miss or not, these still belong to you."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her, and her lifeless eyes focused on Yuanshi for the first time.
"Jinxiu, you are different from me. I have no skills and can only please others. I don't have wings and can't fly. I can only rely on others." Yuan Shi held her shoulders and looked into her eyes. "But you are different. You have so many skills. You are young and brave. You have wings and you can fly. Without the Third Miss and the Fang family, even if you fall to the ground, you can still fly to other places. You will definitely live well."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her, her gray eyes gradually dimmed, as if tears were glistening in them, and she lowered her gaze.
Can she still fly?
Fly away from here?
"No one in the family hates you. You should be able to sense that." Yuan said with a sigh, "It's just that after this happened, everyone really doesn't know how to face each other. This is not anger or resentment, but embarrassment."
Fang Jinxiu's tears fell on her knees. She looked towards the corner beside the bed, where was the small package given by Fang Chengyu.
"Jinxiu, things have already come to this. No matter how hard you think, you can't change them. Why not let it go and start over?" Yuan said softly, "You are no longer the Third Miss of the Fang family, but Fang Jinxiu. Start a new life as Fang Jinxiu."
Can starting a new life be so easy?
Fang Jinxiu looked at her knees.
"In fact, I felt it was very difficult at the time, like the sky was falling and the earth was collapsing, and I couldn't bear it anymore, but everything will pass, and once you get through it, it will pass." Yuan said, "Look, Lian Chengyu was cured. If it had been in the past, who would have thought of this."
She reached out and touched Fang Jinxiu's shoulders again, shaking her hard.
"Listen to your aunt, everything will pass. As long as you don't give up, nothing will be impossible."
Fang Jinxiu raised her head and looked at her.
"Why did she..." She started to speak, her voice hoarse, and she seemed unable to continue, with tears in her eyes that she was trying hard to hold back.
she.
Yuan knew who he was referring to and sighed.
"I really don't know how to evaluate her. To be honest, I don't understand her either," she said. "But there are many things in this world that are hard to understand. Nothing is strange."
Fang Jinxiu lowered her head.
"However." Yuan Shi paused for a moment, "Jinxiu, at that time, she didn't need to say so much."
What?
Fang Jinxiu looked up at her.
"When the incident happened, the old lady had it under control." Yuan said, looking at Fang Jinxiu, "The old lady asked her if she was surprised why it happened, and she said she didn't understand. Because of this sentence, she talked to the old lady for so many words, explaining clearly how the incident was designed and arranged and how it turned out like this."
So what?
Fang Jinxiu clenched her hands and looked at Yuanshi.
Yuanshi also looked at her.
"Jinxiu, do you think she really doesn't understand?" she said.
Isn’t it?
Fang Jinxiu watched Yuanshi's lips tremble.
"When she saw Lingzhi like that and heard the old lady's questions, how could she not understand?" Yuan said, "She had poison in her mouth and could have committed suicide immediately, but she still asked so many whys."
Why so many?
Since what happened that day, Fang Jinxiu never thought about it again. Now she recalled the scene for the first time.
Su, asking so many whys, seemed surprised that things had turned out this way.
How could a person like her not understand what happened when she saw Lingzhi like that?
Fang Jinxiu looked at Yuanshi.
"Why isn't she asking this for herself? She's asking this for you," Yuan said.
Fang Jinxiu bit her lower lip.
"To let everyone know that you are innocent and were used by her. This matter has nothing to do with you." Yuan said.
Fang Jinxiu's tears suddenly welled up.
"What's the use of that!" she cried, "She gave birth to me, and I will always be related to her. If she really wanted me, she shouldn't have given birth to me."
Yuan grabbed her shoulders.
"She gave birth to you, but you have nothing to do with her." She also shouted, "You are you. You are an independent you after you were born. Others do wrong things, kill people, and commit crimes, but as long as it is not you, it has nothing to do with you. She gave birth to you, but you don't have to bury yourself for her for the rest of your life."
Fang Jinxiu looked at her for a moment, then threw herself into her arms and burst into tears.