Chapter 66 Autumn Night
Let people still rest in the south
Wandering leisurely in that paradise
And here, in the far north
This year, be my girlfriend
I chose Autumn Light
——Akhmatova, "Wild Roses in Bloom"
In the end, it was Lin Yu who sent Chen Wan back to the dormitory.
The two walked hand in hand in the clear moonlight, occasionally passing by lush maple trees.
In the dim light and shadow, the ambiguous feelings are particularly clear.
Chen Wan felt the dry warmth in the palm of her hand, and the thin, undulating joints of her hand, which were clasped with her fingers.
The movements were gentle and solemn.
She waved her hand to confirm its authenticity.
This childish behavior softened Lin Yu's heart. He even felt that the moonlight had turned into water, soaking his emotions and making them more delicate.
Deep affection ferments in this bright scene, and the immature and angular love gradually becomes soft.
She asked, "Are you really mine?"
With a smile in her soft tone, she gently tickled his palm, inadvertently teasing Lin Yu's reason.
She moved closer to Lin Yu, and the faint scent of jasmine floated to his nose, causing Lin Yu to be dazed for a moment. He exerted a little force in his hand and held it tighter.
He replied, "Yes, don't forget that you marked me."
When the word "mark" was mentioned, the two of them paused in their leisurely pace, and Chen Wan slowly looked away.
Lin Yu subconsciously raised his hand to rub his nose, but he didn't feel embarrassed. He just wanted to hide the smile in his eyes.
When Chen Wan recalled the mark, her tenderness suddenly surged like boiling water, bubbling and burning her face.
Lin Yu sensed her embarrassment and raised the back of his hand to touch the corner of her lips. It was not soft, not like a cherry.
He began to recall the taste of the mark, and squeezed Chen Wan's hand nonchalantly, asking her to look at him.
Under Chen Wan's gentle gaze, he solemnly expressed his true feelings.
"Chen Wan, my confession came a little late, and I didn't give you enough time to accept or reject it, because I was afraid that if it was any later, I would miss you. I want to be your only one." Lin Yu said this, his tone becoming increasingly gentle, but his attitude was correct. "Before, I thought I was the one who was watching you move forward. But in love, you are more decisive and brave than me."
"You made me realize that love is very real and exists in ordinary life, so any small change in the details will make me extremely concerned."
"I care about you very much. Whether it's just for a moment or for the eternity I can give you from now on, I will always love you and cherish you."
"I said before that you were still young and didn't understand love, but even though I'm older than you and have more experience and knowledge, I only understood love after meeting you."
Although there is an eight-year age difference between us, your late arrival makes my waiting meaningful.
Lin Yu said this, no longer restraining his emotions, his eyes became bright and calm, and he whispered: "Chen Wan, I hope you will only choose me."
I tried my best to restrain the urge to hug her and give her room to move forward and backward.
Every word and sentence analyzes the sincerity, and the most romantic words are said with the most rational thinking.
The timing of this confession was unequal, it was a belated response, and also an unromantic accident.
But love does not have much logic and order. It is not a question or a strategy. It is just a journey with someone to relax the soul.
The soft moonlight fell into his eyes, and a bright light appeared in his dark pupils, deep and warm.
Chen Wan couldn't resist this, and she had never been on guard against him.
"I know." Chen Wan smiled, "Me too."
"Although I'm still immature, I often pretend to be very sensible. I have a strong and aggressive personality."
Hearing her say that she was fierce, Lin Yu remembered the fight that Chen Wan had at school not long after they met. The girl who started the fight didn't dare to look her in the eye in the end, but she still looked nonchalant.
Despite his young age, he already has the aura of a cold-faced boss.
He raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Anything else?"
Chen Wan looked at his playful expression, narrowed her eyes slightly, gnashed her teeth, and continued, "I'm also very possessive, awkward and withdrawn, not very good at talking, and easily sulked."
After fluently listing a bunch of her shortcomings, before Lin Yu could refute her, she spoke again, "But those were before I met you. I used my bad temper as a protective shell. Now that I've met you, and you're protecting me, I will slowly change those bad habits and work hard to become a good person like you."
"You said before that I could have a better choice, but in my heart you are the only choice."
You are both my retreat when I am helpless and the home I am looking for.
Lin Yu listened to her words, was stunned for a moment, then raised his left hand and guided her hand in front of him.
In the moonlight, he gently kissed Chen Wan's ring finger.
This is the vein closest to the heart, so his feelings are directly transmitted to Chen Wan's heart.
The true hearts are connected and love is finally outlined.
He said, "You don't have to change. I like your occasional temper and your childishness. I don't mind if you don't talk much, because these are the real you."
"I won't dislike you just because someone has a better personality, is more mature, or is more passionate than you. The person I like is called Chen Wan, and that's just you."
In this chaotic world, all I want is you.
The warmth and softness from the knuckles made Chen Wan lose his mind, but Lin Yu's affectionate words made everything seem real.
A simple confession, yet full of pure romance.
Chen Wan approached Lin Yu, raised her head to look at him, her eyebrows curved, her smile soft, and her dimples sweet.
"Then I'll accept it. It's a door-to-door gift."
She pronounced the last four words slowly, with the ending tone rising, as soft as a feather.
Lin Yu remembered that he had said he would give her a birthday present. If she couldn't carry it, she could just make a mark on it and he would deliver it to her door.
Now it’s really delivered to my door.
He was waiting for the rabbit to come to him, while she was willing to take the bait.
This relationship has always been equal and willing from the beginning to now.
Lin Yu smiled and said, "Let me make it clear first. You can't return the goods after they arrive. The shelf life is determined by you. A conscientious merchant like me will definitely provide you with lifelong after-sales service."
Chen Wan narrowed his eyes slightly, nodded, and said solemnly: "I will treat you well."
Autumn nights in the north are quieter than daytime, and the wind brings gusts of chill.
The mottled shadows of the trees and the distant stars add a sense of loneliness.
Lin Yu put his arm around Chen Wan's shoulders and saw her black hair falling down her slender shoulders, revealing her fair neck.
He looked away in an instant and raised his hand to straighten the collar of Chen Wan's horn button coat to block out some of the cold wind.
Chen Wan put his arm around Lin Yu's waist, pulling him closer to her for warmth. She rested her forehead on his chest, his body heat lingering on his stiff coat.
Lin Yu was startled by her action, his breathing stagnated slightly, and his eyes were filled with complex emotions.
Her fluffy black hair gently rested against his jaw, creating a sense of intimate dependence.
The innocent posture is the most fascinating.
Sensing his pause, Chen Wan moved closer, staring at Lin Yu without blinking, and said with a smile, "Are you scared?"
Although he was reluctant to admit it, Lin Yu did have some concerns.
There's a line in a song that goes, "Those who are favored are fearless." Chen Wan seems to have no qualms about these things.
Her emotions were straightforward and intense, like a full and light cloud, or a sudden rain.
Attract his attention and make him unable to avoid it.
"Wanzi, do you know what happens when lovers get so close to each other?" Lin Yu looked at her, lowering his voice, his tone much hoarse, "Do you know?"
In the dim light, Chen Wan saw the emotions surging in his eyes, like a deep tide.
Love is like upside-down sea water, calm on the surface but turbulent inside.
Then, a gentle breath replaced the cold wind, and the smell of cypress agarwood became clearer and clearer.
Lin Yu's clear eyebrows and straight nose were tinged with tenderness by the moonlight, and his thin lips with clean lines became bright in the white halo.
In this ambiguous atmosphere, an adjective popped up in Chen Wan's mind.
Rundudu.
Lin Yu's lip shape does not quite match his handsome appearance. The lines are very soft. When he smiles, the corners of his lips are slightly upturned, and the faintly visible canine teeth reveal his youthfulness.
It looks soft, tender and kissable.
Chen Wan tiptoed slightly, clasped Lin Yu's shoulders, tilted her head back, and kissed the corner of his upturned lips. Her small tongue licked his canine teeth, and her voice was soft: "It will be like this."
Lin Yu didn't expect that Chen Wan would take the initiative again. After a moment of surprise, he lowered his head, held her soft lips, and tried to deepen the kiss.
The moment the lips and teeth touch, the warm tongue entangles with desire.
Chen Wan had no experience in this, his mind was blank, and his mouth was filled with a faint scent of lime.
The fingers on Lin Yu's shoulder curled up slightly and touched the short stubble of hair on the back of his neck. The ends of his hair brought a dense numbing sensation, which made her tremble slightly.
Lin Yu felt her slightly cool fingertips become moist like her kiss, and the intersection of coldness and heat contrasted with the growing desire.
The steady breathing between them became disordered, and their heartbeats became out of control.
Although the little girl was brave, she was inexperienced after all and relied entirely on her own courage. When she was a little slow in getting started, she began to get nervous.
Lin Yu noticed her embarrassment and chuckled. He put his arm through her elbow and placed his left hand on Chen Wan's thin back, gently stroking it to calm her down.
The fabric rubbed against each other and made a slight sound, the folds were intertwined and hooked together, and the subtle sense of proportion between restraint and indulgence made the atmosphere more ambiguous.
While she was distracted, Lin Yu raised his face slightly and kept some distance from her.
He looked at her with a half-smile, his eyes still gentle and affectionate, but he did not hide his possessiveness. His palms were on her slender waist, holding her in his arms.
The burning gaze lingered from Chen Wan's clear eyes to the pink tip of her nose.
The moonlight on an autumn night was not as pure as her skin color, and her lips looked even more rosy.
"Are you scared?" Same words, different tone. She was joking, but he took it seriously.
Chen Wan finally regained control of his breathing. He puffed up his cheeks, took a deep breath, and wanted to say with great determination that he was not afraid. However, his words came out softly, like a little kitten acting coquettishly.
Hearing this, Lin Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes darkened, and he smiled.
He hooked his hands around her waist and kissed her again. His warm tongue moved to her round lips, grinding them slowly and patiently, yet extremely teasingly.
The gentle sucking and licking made Chen Wan flustered, and the hands that were clinging to his shoulders drooped slightly and lost their strength.
"That was called 'kiss,'" Lin Yu said after a while. He raised his eyes slightly, and put his tall nose close to Chen Wan's slightly cool cheek. He said in a soft and hoarse voice, "This is called 'bobo.'"
After saying that, he kissed the corner of Chen Wan's lips tenderly, and when she was stunned, he gently bit her lower lip.
Chen Wan felt a slight stinging sensation, and his pointed fangs deepened the traces of lust.
The touch is warm and delicate, soft like a peach, and it feels good on the lips and teeth.
As their ears rubbed against each other, their steady breathing and heartbeat became hazy and disordered. Her unfamiliarity and his restraint were both dissolved by this deep kiss.
It seemed like a long time had passed, so long that even the cold wind became warm.
Lin Yu let go of Chen Wan, giving her space to calm down, and put his hands on her waist to maintain balance.
Chen Wan's clear eyes had long become misty. In the dim light and shadow, this unreal beauty was moving.
Lin Yu raised his hand to hold her face, pinched the soft flesh on her chin, smiled, and said in a low voice, "This is called kissing."
He bent his fingers to trace her soft red lips, and his white knuckles were stained with moist saliva, making the color more vivid and revealing temptation.
At this moment, he acted like a gentleman again, looking as serious as if he was investigating the value of a treasure.
His eyes moved to her soft red lower lip. Lin Yu gently stroked the mark left by the canine teeth and murmured, "This is the mark I left for you."
......
When Chen Wan returned to the dormitory, he was still in a daze, his head felt dizzy and his lips were hot.
After washing up, I finally woke up a little. Looking at my blushing face in the mirror, I took a long breath and the hot flash subsided.
You Ran greeted her. Chen Wan wanted to speak, but she couldn't find her voice. There seemed to be a soft warmth and a faint taste of lime lingering in her mouth.
"Are you frozen silly?" You Ran reached out and touched her face. It was warm, like freshly steamed glutinous rice balls. "I thought it was red from the cold. Winter in the north is too cold."
Her fingers were a little cold. Chen Wan was called back to his senses and replied vaguely, "Yeah... Oh... It's quite cold. I... I'm going to sleep first."
After saying that, he climbed onto the bed, his movements very slowly, like a little sloth.
The other three people in the dormitory looked at each other, thinking about the recent "drop-in incident", and after a while, they smiled at each other.
"Wanmei, have a good rest!"
Chen Wan pulled the bed curtains, buried his face in the pillow, his eyelids pressed against the soft fabric, and fell into a drowsy state.
In the dim shadows, everything around her became quiet, with only the sound of her pounding heartbeat remaining.
Lin Yu's handsome appearance, light breath, and soft thin lips became more and more vivid in her memory, making her blush.
Chen Wan held his breath and bit his lower lip, telling himself to look at it calmly, but greedily wanting more tenderness.
"So this is my first kiss." She thought endlessly about the TV shows and novels she had watched, trying to find the points of overlap.
Gentle, delicate, and quick to stop is her final impression.
And there's the taste of lime, which I probably will never forget in my life. The sweetness after the slight sourness is engraved into her soul with the kiss.
The person who was tossing and turning as hard as Chen Wan tonight was Lin Yu.
After soaking in the bath for more than two hours, I finally suppressed my physical restlessness. I tossed and turned in bed for most of the day, but still couldn't fall asleep.
He simply got up, took a can of White Bear beer from the refrigerator, walked to the balcony to look at the night view, and tried to calm down.
Father Lin is a calm and leisurely person. There are many flowers and plants on the balcony, but the layout is not messy. They are still full of life in the cold autumn night.
Lin Yu lay on the rattan chair, looking into the distance, and saw sporadic lights flickering in the dark blue sky.
As the ice beer went down my throat, the passionate emotions gradually cooled down.
Lin Yu pinched the bridge of his nose and became much more sober. After a while, he began to feel regretful, wondering if he was too impatient.
Outsiders think he is a casual and sloppy person, but in fact, the more casual a person is, the stronger his sense of principles is.
Lin Yu has his own rules and rhythm, where restraint and publicity coexist, and he wants to do everything calmly and with ease.
In front of Chen Wan, his defenses were always easily crossed, and he lost all his maturity and grace.
"I don't know if I scared her." Lin Yu took a sip of beer, which was sour and astringent and not tasty. He hung his hands and casually fiddled with the slender leaves of the spider plant.
The softness his fingertips touched reminded him of Chen Wan's thin eyelids.
She kept her eyes closed while kissing, and even breathed carefully, completely lacking her usual composure.
He is still a child after all.
Thinking of this, he smiled, took out his cell phone and wanted to send her a message, but he didn't know what to say.
Both of them were unfamiliar with things after intimacy. Chen Wan was really inexperienced, while Lin Yu insisted on sticking to the principles.
After thinking for a long time, I sent a message saying good night.
Although it looks very plain, Lin Yu feels that he has put a lot of thought into it.
Good night, I love you, what a romantic meaning.
Chen Wan also replied good night.
Lin Yu stared at the two words, grinning foolishly for a long time, but couldn't help wanting to share his joy.
Just then, Qiao Yue sent him a message, half-jokingly asking about the progress of his relationship.
Lin Yu briefly explained the confession and added, "I didn't want to be so hasty. I wanted to wait until my birthday in a few days to tell you."
He scratched the hair on his forehead and said angrily, "I don't know why, but when I see someone coveting her, I get a little impatient."
Qiao Yue on the other end clicked her tongue twice and said knowingly, "Oh, men, that damn desire to win."
Lin Yu touched the bridge of his nose, feeling a little embarrassed. He humbly asked her, "Senior Sister, do you think we are dating now? Does Wanzi really want to be with me?"
"They've been together for less than ten minutes and they're already kissing. Do you think she's willing?" Qiao Yue was speechless listening to his rambling. Her voice rose a little, "Can you please be more confident?"
"But I still feel it's not serious enough. Squidward said it's best to confess in a romantic place." Lin Yu opened the app and planned to search for highly rated restaurants or attractions. "I need to study it carefully."
Qiao Yue actually agreed with his intentions. After booking a restaurant with him, she asked, "Does Wanzai know when your birthday is?"
Lin Yu was stunned. Although he had talked about family matters with Chen Wan, he had never mentioned his birthday.
He answered Qiao Yue hesitantly: "She should know. Even if she doesn't, I can still invite her."
"But you want to make a formal confession, don't you? You have to keep it mysterious. It's best to use hints." Qiao Yue gave him some advice, "For example, post a circle of friends that only she can see."
Lin Yu suddenly realized that this was possible. After thanking Qiao Yue, he began to study the copy.
Since it is a hint, it must be casual and unintentional, and must not be too deliberate. Lin Yu kept in mind what Qiao Yue said.
Be natural, not deliberate.
“Every year has this day, every year has this morning.”
After editing this sentence, he felt that it was a double entendre that not only hinted at the birthday but also had great commemorative significance.
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Is it visible only to her?
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This was the little secret he left for Chen Wan, and from then on his emotional world was only open to her.
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