Chapter 388 To Shen Qingshu, he was dispensable.
Inside the luxury RV, Shen Qingshu took a quick shower and changed into clean casual clothes.
As I opened the shower door and stepped out, I happened to see Fu Siyan coming up.
She asked, "Are the children all asleep?"
"Hmm." Fu Siyan looked at her. "I checked the weather, and it might rain later. I thought it would be better to carry them to the car to sleep."
“Yes, the tent is just for them to experience.” Shen Qingshu looked at him. “You take a shower first, I’ll go watch them, and I’ll bring them up after you’re done showering.”
Fu Siyan replied, "Okay."
...
After taking a shower, Fu Siyan changed into a loose short-sleeved shirt and casual pants.
Afterwards, he returned to the tent and carried the two sleeping babies to the car.
The tent will be left there for now. If it doesn't rain tomorrow morning, the kids will probably still want to play.
Shen Qingshu followed her up.
The car door closed.
Fu Siyan lowered all the blackout curtains.
Before long, it really started to rain outside.
Shen Qingshu opened the blackout curtain and looked outside. "The rain is quite heavy."
Behind her, a tall man pressed close, his hot breath falling on her. "Hmm, if it's any later, the children will get soaked in the rain."
Shen Qingshu gently pushed him as soon as she lowered the sunshade, "Let's get some rest too."
Fu Siyan refused to let go, "A-Shu, are you rejecting me?"
"Don't overthink it." Shen Qingshu turned around.
The man's infatuated gaze was fixed on her, his eyes filled with a deep, dark darkness, like a whirlpool that seemed to want to pull her in.
Shen Qingshu, however, said calmly, “I cherish this time when the four of us are together. Fu Siyan, Xiao Anning and Nian'an are both very happy today. I have never seen Nian'an laugh so heartily before. Today he laughed loudly several times and held my hand several times, saying, ‘Mom, I’m so happy.’ This touched me deeply.”
Therefore, she felt even more strongly that she had made the right decision.
Hearing her words, Fu Siyan was also touched.
But he felt it still wasn't enough.
In Shen Qingshu's words, there is only the child.
Fu Siyan could vaguely sense that Shen Qingshu's reconciliation with him was largely for the sake of the child.
Even so, Fu Siyan did not want to give up.
"It's getting late." Shen Qingshu patted his shoulder. "Let's go to sleep."
When Fu Siyan saw her about to leave, he felt a sudden pang of sadness in his heart.
He held her waist and lowered his head to kiss her lips fiercely.
Shen Qingshu did not resist, letting him lift her onto the small table, allowing him to hold the back of her head, pinch her waist, and kiss her passionately.
On a deep and somber rainy night, the sky seemed to be soaked in thick ink.
The rain was fine and rapid, like a string of pearls left behind by the gods, relentlessly striking the car body.
The "patter-patter" rhythm sounded just like the rapid beating of their hearts.
Perhaps she still has feelings for this man, but perhaps it's just a woman's instinctive reaction to temptation.
Shen Qingshu didn't want to delve into it further.
After a long while, the woman raised her hand that was supporting her on the table and gently pushed against the man's chest, which was pounding with his heart.
The man's kiss stopped, his eyes half-closed, revealing a mixture of passion and restraint.
His Adam's apple bobbed slightly, his breath hot, his voice low and husky: "What's wrong?"
Shen Qingshu pursed her lips, her breathing becoming smooth and even. "It's time to rest."
In short, four words: clear-headed and untainted by any lust.
The boiling blood in the man's body seemed to be extinguished by cold water in that instant.
A sense of powerlessness crept in from the depths of my heart.
Fu Siyan knew it wasn't his imagination.
Shen Qingshu may not be averse to him, but it doesn't reach the level of enthusiasm or impulsiveness.
In her heart, he was actually... neither here nor there.
"Ah Shu, are you still resentful towards me?"
Shen Qingshu was taken aback, seemingly not expecting him to ask such a question.
She raised her eyes, her gaze calm, but she did not ignore his doubts.
Why do you ask that?
Fu Siyan gently stroked her flushed cheeks, "I don't think you're very happy being with me."
"No, that's not true." Shen Qingshu raised her hand and gently cupped his cheek. "I'm very satisfied with the current situation. The four of us are a warm and happy family, and I feel at peace."
Fu Siyan still felt uneasy after hearing her response.
But Shen Qingshu is not wrong either.
The family of four lived a warm and happy life, their days were simple but fulfilling.
What more could one ask for?
The man sighed inwardly, picked her up, and carried her toward the bed.
Shen Qingshu hooked her arm around his neck, her fingertips touching his furrowed brow, her voice gentle, "Fu Siyan, don't overthink things."
Fu Siyan placed her on the bed and then leaned down to kiss her on the lips. "No, I'm already very content with you and the baby by my side."
Shen Qingshu could vaguely sense that his emotions were not quite right, but she didn't pay much attention to it.
They were not a couple in the throes of new love, nor were they a loving couple who had experienced various forms of pain and, unwilling to have any regrets, reconciled for the sake of their child.
The road ahead is long, and Shen Qingshu doesn't want to become too obsessed with this relationship.
She was approaching Fu Siyan with the mindset of going as far as possible.
Love is no longer a necessity for her.
She is quite satisfied with her current situation; her child is happy, and she and Fu Siyan each have their own careers and personal space.
No one needs to depend on anyone else, and if we get tired of each other in the future, we can accept separating.
“Ah Shu.”
Inside the RV with the lights off, the family of four lay on the 1.8-meter-long bed, with Fu Siyan embracing Shen Qingshu from behind.
Shen Qingshu replied softly, "What's wrong?"
"I actually think love is quite important." His lips brushed against her ear, his voice low. "What do you think?"
Shen Qingshu patted the hand that was on her waist. "I think you should go to sleep. The two little ones will definitely wake up early tomorrow morning, and once they wake up, you won't be able to sleep anymore."
Fu Siyan: "..."
I was just giving him the runaround again.
But he had no choice but to comfort himself, thinking that there would be plenty of time in the future, and he would prove his love to Shen Qingshu with his actions.
He wanted to restore Shen Qingshu's faith in love!
Fu Siyan hugged her tighter, burying his face in the woman's neck, his nose filled with her fragrance.
He sighed softly, and his restless heart gradually calmed down in this gentle embrace.
The night rain fell softly, and I slept soundly through the night.
…
On Sunday, Shen Qingshu and Fu Siyan took the two children to the amusement park again.
They enjoyed many attractions and stayed until nightfall, watching the amusement park's fireworks show before heading home.
The children had so much fun that they fell asleep on their car seats on the way home, their heads tilted to the side.
After arriving home, Fu Siyan first carried Xiao Anning upstairs, then returned to the car to hold Nian'an.
Both children were fast asleep. Shen Qingshu and Aunt Yun simply washed them, changed them into pajamas, and let them sleep.
After leaving the children's room, Shen Qingshu went straight back to the master bedroom.
Children this age are full of energy, and after playing with them for two days, she herself was exhausted.
She washes her hair and takes a shower as quickly as possible. After drying her hair, she doesn't even bother to apply skincare products. She just lies down on the bed, closes her eyes, and falls into a deep sleep.
After taking a shower, Fu Siyan knocked on the door, but no one answered for a long time.
He tried to open the door, but found it locked from the inside.
Fu Siyan pursed his lips, stood outside the door for a while, and finally sighed inwardly before turning around and walking up to the third floor.
Some people slept soundly that night, while others couldn't sleep at all.
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