Chapter 205 I promise you I won't run away
Upon hearing this, Shen Qingshu felt a chill run down her spine.
Fu Siyan's calmness at this moment gave people a strangely eerie sense of madness.
Today he can kidnap himself.
Could it be that he might kidnap his daughter in the future...?
Shen Qingshu dared not think any further.
“Fu Siyan, no matter how busy I was when I was on business trips, I would video call Xiao Anning every day. Every night before going to sleep, Xiao Anning would say goodnight to me. Now I haven’t video called her for a day and a night, and she will feel uncomfortable.”
“You don’t need to worry about that,” Fu Siyan said calmly. “I told them that the place you went to was in a remote area with poor signal, so they couldn’t make video calls.”
Shen Qingshu pursed her lips.
Yes, since Fu Siyan dared to kidnap her, he would definitely keep it a secret very well.
"You want me to video chat with Xiao Anning? She's only four years old. She'll be scared if we haven't been in touch for too long!"
"We'll see how you behave." Fu Siyan looked at her. "A-Shu, if you behave, I won't keep you locked up like this forever. Just for a week, you'll stay with me for a week."
A week?
She feels suffocated if she spends even a second longer with Fu Siyan!
“Fu Siyan, it’s impossible for us now. There’s no point in you doing this.” Shen Qingshu looked at him. “Let me go now, and I won’t call the police.”
“Impossible.” Fu Siyan smiled. “Not a single day less, not a week.”
Shen Qingshu was extremely annoyed. "You're completely insane! I can't even stand it for a day, let alone a week!"
"Ah Shu, aren't you going to ask me why I insisted on keeping you here for a week?"
"I don't care!" Shen Qingshu glared at him. "All I want now is to go back!"
Fu Siyan laughed and said to himself, "I've already signed the divorce papers. This time, I really intend to let you go."
"But I'm still a little unwilling to accept it. These days I've been thinking about why things have come to this."
Shen Qingshu sneered, "Fu Siyan, can't you understand?"
Fu Siyan looked at her and said, "Yes, I can't figure it out."
"You just can't understand..." Shen Qingshu laughed, then yelled at him, "You can't understand what the point of kidnapping me is?! You should go kneel down and kowtow before your son's tombstone. Perhaps, in the dead of night, he'll come back and tell you!"
"That's not how it works."
Fu Siyan smiled helplessly, "You used to love me, didn't you?"
Shen Qingshu was taken aback.
"Ah Shu, those five years of ours were clearly very wonderful, weren't they?"
Shen Qingshu frowned and glared at him.
"You were willing to do that for five years because you loved me, so you were willing to be good to me and treat Siyu as your own son, right?"
Shen Qingshu declined to answer.
She was indeed hopelessly in love with Fu Siyan.
It was because he reached out to her in time during the year she was most helpless.
Furthermore, after her mother went to prison, and when both the Shen and Jiang families abandoned her, Fu Siyan gave her a home.
Even if that home is built on a piece of paper.
Her feelings for Fu Siyan were not love at first sight; rather, the initial attraction gradually transformed into affection as they spent more time together.
Those five years truly existed.
For five years, she hid her love for Fu Siyan in every detail of their marriage. She never dared to hope that he would reciprocate her love. Equality and mutual benefit in marriage were her best protection.
She had once thought that she and Fu Siyan would live like that until the very end.
It wasn't until Zhou Yuchu returned to China, and until he told her in person that Zhou Yuchu was indeed Fu Siyu's biological mother;
Regardless of the truth about Fu Siyu's background, Fu Siyan's refusal to offer any further explanation at that time already sealed their fate.
In that marriage, which she believed to be a mutually beneficial arrangement, she was the only one who truly cared about it.
Fu Siyan felt that even a single explanation to his wife was superfluous...
Shen Qingshu closed her eyes. "Yes, I did love you."
This was the first time she had openly confessed her feelings to Fu Siyan.
Upon hearing her answer, Fu Siyan's dark eyes flickered. Before he could speak, he heard her say—
"But that was in the past."
Shen Qingshu opened her eyes and looked at him, her beautiful eyes calm. "After Zhou Yu returned to the country, I made up my mind to leave you. The things that happened afterward gradually killed the last bit of feeling I had for you."
As Shen Qingshu spoke, Fu Siyan's eyes gradually dimmed.
"Fu Siyan, the fact that I loved you during those five years of secret marriage was bittersweet, but I don't regret it. I cherished that feeling immensely. But later, as you hurt and trampled on me time and time again for Zhou Yuchu and Fu Siyu, I began to feel that loving you was a despicable thing..."
"I started to hate myself for being so useless, and I started to hate the fact that I love you..."
"Later, I really made up my mind to leave you. I decided not to love you anymore. I struggled with this process. I didn't even want to keep the child..."
"Fu Siyan, you'll never know how cold the wind is in Lijiang;"
"You'll never know what it's like to step into the operating room three times;"
"You have no idea how much I hated myself the moment I found out my son was gone. I hated myself, I hated that I had ever loved you!"
Fu Siyan's heart suddenly clenched.
He looked at Shen Qingshu, unsure how to respond to her words.
“Fu Siyan, you made me truly understand what ‘love turning into hate’ means. And now you’re telling me you don’t understand why things have come to this?”
Shen Qingshu couldn't help but laugh as she said this.
As I laughed, tears streamed down my face.
Her eyes, brimming with tears, churned with hatred. "Sometimes I really want to rip your heart out and see if it's truly black!"
Fu Siyan sat on the sofa, silently watching Shen Qingshu.
After a long pause, he said resignedly, "I accept that you hate me, but I still can't let you go."
Shen Qingshu's emotions exploded in an instant, "Why?! Why are you still bothering me! Fu Siyan, haven't I made myself clear enough? We can't go back! We can't go back, let me go! Let me go!"
“I said, one week.” Fu Siyan stood up and walked towards her.
Shen Qingshu didn't want to get too close to him, so she took a few steps back.
Fu Siyan's eyes darkened, and he suddenly grabbed her wrist, pulling her in front of him.
"Fu Siyan, let me go—"
Chen Qingshu struggled, the iron chains under her feet scraping against the ground.
"Just for a week, let's get along like before, okay?"
You're sick!
Shen Qingshu was trembling with anger, glaring at him fiercely, "Fu Siyan, if you're sick, go see a doctor. I can't cure you!"
You can do it.
Fu Siyan held her wrist tightly with one hand, preventing her from breaking free.
His other large hand gripped the back of her neck, pulling her close and lowering their heads until their foreheads touched.
Between breaths, Fu Siyan's voice was hoarse, with a hint of illness.
"Ah Shu, even if you're just acting, just for a week, will you act with me for a week?"
A chill ran down Shen Qingshu's back.
Looking at the bloodshot eyes in Fu Siyan's eyes, she felt a chill run down her spine.
Fu Siyan is really not normal!
Is he... mentally unstable?
If that's the case!
Her current situation is extremely dangerous!
If Fu Siyan wanted to force her now, she would have absolutely no chance to fight back...
Take a deep breath and force yourself to calm down.
In any case, angering Fu Siyan at this time is not a wise choice.
“Fu Siyan, if you truly want to repair our marriage, then you should learn to respect me.”
Shen Qingshu spoke softly, looking into his eyes, and said, "What's the difference between chaining me up like this and treating me like an animal?"
Fu Siyan smiled, seemingly satisfied with her attitude, and his large hand holding her neck gently stroked her delicate skin with his thumb.
"If I don't tie you up, you'll run away."
Shen Qingshu frowned, suppressing her nausea and softening her tone, "I promise I won't run away, could you please untie the chains first?"
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