What Li Tianfeng said was indeed very reasonable. Perhaps he was really too nervous during that period, so he had serious hallucinations.
"How is your sleep recently?"
Li Tianfeng also came over and stood beside Xu Yao, leaning his hands on the railing.
Xu Yao replied: "You should ask me how many hours I slept this week?"
Hearing Xu Yao say this, Li Tianfeng turned his head and looked at Xu Yao. His eyes were indeed full of bloodshot, red and swollen.
Li Tianfeng suddenly felt that the softest part of his heart was poked. As Xu Yao's friends, they all knew that he always smiled in front of acquaintances, but he was extremely hard and stubborn in his heart. He often liked to hold on to things that he couldn't bear.
"Then do you remember what I told you?"
Xu Yao frowned, looking confused, "What?"
"I told you that if you want to overcome the obstacles in your heart, you must face them directly."
Xu Yao turned his head and saw that Li Tianfeng's eyes narrowed slightly, but there was a familiar and strange feeling that made him uneasy.
Li Tianfeng turned around and walked back to the office, opened the drawer of the desk, took out a lighter from it, and with a whoosh, the lighter lit up with a flash of flame.
Like a magic trick, he had another box of beautifully packaged cigarettes in his hand. He used his slender fingers to elegantly take one from the box and hold it in his mouth. As the flame ignited, circles of smoke rose.
Xu Yao had never seen Li Tianfeng smoking, and he had always thought that he never smoked.
They first met three years ago, on a bus, because a thief stole a girl's wallet. Most people on the bus turned a deaf ear to this.
But Xu Yao and Li Tianfeng were the only ones who could not accept this phenomenon. When the thief got off the bus in a hurry, they jumped off the bus as agreed and chased after the thief.
The two cooperated perfectly, attacking from the front and back, and quickly caught the thief. Because of this cooperation, the two became close friends.
Xu Yao snatched the pack of cigarettes from Li Tianfeng's hand, took out a cigarette from it, put it in his mouth, and lit it.
"What kind of cigarette is this? Why does it look a bit like a woman's?"
"I only smoke certain brands, and I rarely smoke."
Xu Yao then looked carefully at Li Tianfeng's office, raised his eyebrows, and found that there was always an ashtray in his office.
"Li Tianfeng, I remember that you seem to smoke very rarely. It turns out that only soldiers are allowed to set fires, but civilians are not allowed to light lamps."
Li Tianfeng didn't think there was anything wrong with what he did. Everything he did was so logical and smooth.
He blew out a smoke ring, looked up at Xu Yao, and said casually:
"I just want to prove to you how strong my self-control is. I also smoke, but I can control myself to smoke very little.
The smell of smoke is also fatally tempting to me, but I face it, accept it, and conquer it."
"Brother, you really can't talk without feeling the pain in your waist." Xu Yao sat down on the sofa opposite and said with a wry smile.
"Li Tianfeng, you keep telling me to face it, but you don't know how terrible it is that I have to face. You have never experienced these things...."
Xu Yao didn't finish his words, but heard Li Tianfeng directly retort: "How do you know that I haven't experienced it, and I don't have past events that I don't want to look back on.
But I got through it, and those past events became clouds and smoke."
Xu Yao looked over deeply, and felt that Li Tianfeng was particularly emotional today. I always felt that there was an unfathomable emotion in his eyes.
Soon, Li Tianfeng's hesitant look disappeared, and was replaced by a brilliant smile.
"Do you want to know how I did it?"
Li Tianfeng took out a few boxes of chocolate from the drawer, "See? When I'm tired or sleepy, I eat a piece of chocolate and it makes me feel sweet inside, and I feel like nothing is a big deal."
Xu Yao took a sip of water from the cup and spat it out, "Li Tianfeng, can you behave yourself? You're trying to make me laugh to death.
Which grown man likes chocolate? But with your elegant temperament, I don't think it's too abrupt."
Li Tianfeng couldn't help but retort, "Don't blame me. Everyone has their own habits. Don't you also like to add more sugar to your coffee?" As
he spoke, he stood up and went to the corner to pour Xu Yao a cup of hot milk, and handed it directly to Xu Yao.
"In fact, you really should drink less coffee in your current situation. If you don't sleep for many years, you will eventually run out of coffee."
"So, isn't that why I'm here? I came here because I believe that you, Professor Li, can help me get a good night's sleep."
Li Tianfeng said, "Then drink the milk first."
Xu Yao took the milk very obediently and drank it all in one gulp. He burped and felt a little sleepy.
Xu Yao directly put his legs on the sofa, leaned on the edge of the sofa and closed his eyes slightly.
Li Tianfeng took out a pen and a notebook from his desk and said, "Xu Yao, let's just chat now."
Xu Yao didn't struggle too much, but said directly, "Okay, ask."
Li Tianfeng asked, "How have you been sleeping recently? How many days have you not slept?"
Xu Yao replied, "I probably haven't slept for three days. Recently, I just close my eyes and rest in bed."
Li Tianfeng asked again, "Do you feel that you are very irritable and angry recently?"
"Indeed, I've been wanting to hit someone lately."
Li Tianfeng asked again, "Then have you been feeling stressed lately?"
Xu Yao sighed deeply, "If I wasn't stressed, would I be lying here? Would I suffer from severe insomnia?"
As he said this, Xu Yao suddenly sat up from the sofa, looked at Li Tianfeng seriously, pursed his lips and said, "Let me ask you something, do you know anything about dreams?
Since you have mastered the technique of hypnosis, you should also understand dreams."
Li Tianfeng sat next to me and asked directly, "Then what kind of dream do you want to tell me?"
"I seemed to be having a nightmare, and 80% of the scenes in the dream were repeated dreams."
Li Tianfeng asked again: "Then describe what exactly are the repeated dreams you have?"
"I dreamed that I had all kinds of accidents, and then I climbed up a small hill covered in blood.
I could only vaguely see that there was a dilapidated cement building on the top of the hill. I felt that there were a few words faintly on the door, but I couldn't see them clearly no matter what.
I walked in through the door of the building, and it was here that I was very afraid. Every time I dreamed of this place, although I was prepared, I would still be scared.
After walking through the door, I saw a group of children with their backs to me, laughing and playing.
But when I greeted them, I didn't expect that these children turned around and I saw that they had no faces."