Ever since I can remember, I know that my father and mother love me the most.
I have two older sisters and one younger sister. My mother always calls them silly girls and bitches, but I really like Zhaozhao, Panpan, and Baoer.
When I was a child, I always wondered why other people’s grandparents were always around, but it was different in our family?
I later found out that I was driven away by my parents.
I often hear my mother say that those two old guys will starve to death sooner or later. Instead of raising their grandson, they raise three money-losing guys.
My grandparents are such good people, I don’t want them to die, but I am too young and I don’t understand anything.
I had the best life during the time when my father went to work on the dam. I could play with my sisters every day and be my younger sister's follower.
I am so envious that Cheng Jie calls Baoer "little sister". He is more like Baoer's biological brother than I am.
My grandparents are very good to me, but I know that when my father comes back, I will have to go home.
But unexpectedly, my father came back with an illegitimate "stepmother".
My life started to get difficult, but I was able to have enough food and clothes, and Big Girl was very nice to me.
I can hardly remember what happened afterwards. I only remember who died, who came back, and who died again...
Why do so many people die in this world?
But fortunately, my mother is back.
My mother hated Big Sister. She beat her every day and didn't give her any food. I had no choice but to secretly hide the biscuits and save them for Big Sister at night.
I know that every night, Big Sister Girl has to work or kneel in the main room to reflect on herself.
How can you live without eating?
My older sister, Big Girl, loved me very much. She often hugged me and called me her brother, crying. She must have wanted to be liberated. She was such a poor child, she actually died of a fever.
Later, when I grew up and started going to school, the children in the village didn’t want to play with me. But it didn’t matter, my sisters and Baoer would still talk to me.
I wanted my older sister, Da Niu, to go to school too, but my mother didn't want to. Fortunately, my grandmother came. Although I didn't understand what she said, my mother still agreed.
My mother said that if I studied hard, I would be able to find a good partner in the future.
People are not things, why are they always being sold? Has my mother forgotten why she was in jail?
But I have no say at home. Even though they love me, they won’t pay any attention to me.
Baoer said that they were disrespecting me.
Later, a winery was built in the village, which caused a big commotion. I don’t understand why the eldest sister was driven away.
I can't bear to leave her. I have a feeling that after this separation, I will never see her again.
But Big Sister left anyway, and I was alone again.
The days go by, it's really boring. I don't understand why everyone is so energetic.
My parents quarrel every day, over money and house. Yes, our family is the poorest in the group.
You will never guess who the richest person is. It’s actually my grandparents, or Xiaobaoer.
She is so amazing. She can calculate the accounts of the whole village at such a young age. No one, from top to bottom, disobeys her.
I feel proud. This is my sister, although she has never called me brother.
I heard everyone discuss that Baoer is a good name, and he is a little lucky treasure for the whole village. He is a god sent down from heaven to bless them with wealth and prosperity.
I think it makes sense, but now people are not allowed to talk about feudal superstitions, so I dare not mention it.
As I grew up, I became more and more distant from my sisters. They were so busy working, studying, and making money, while I was the only one who did nothing but farm every day.
Chengru and Chengjie joined the army. I was very envious. My mother had been in jail, and the person who signed up said I was not qualified.
You didn’t expect that, did you? I actually signed up, but I just wasn’t selected.
Forget it, I'd better farm, I can make money there too.
Look at those educated youth from the city, they also have to farm.
But I didn’t expect that the country’s policy has changed again. It no longer allows everyone to farm, but encourages people to take the college entrance examination to change their destiny.
No matter how it changes, we can only accept it. As ordinary people, we just need to be obedient.
I have poor grades and am stupid, so I am destined not to be able to get into university.
Zhaozhao wants to be a doctor, Panpan likes to speak foreign languages the most, and Baoer is very casual. I think she may know everything, so she is not interested in any of them. In the end, she actually studied Chinese.
I know that she will definitely come back in the future. When she was a child, Baoer said that Qingshan Village is her root. The better it is, the happier she is.
You see, I was right, Baoer is back and has built several more factories. Now when I go out, people look up to me when they hear that I am from Qingshan Village.
Drinks and wine produced in our village are everywhere.
Even the girl I rescued bravely lit up her eyes when she heard that I was from Qingshan Village.
I don't really like her. My elder sister and younger sister are both beautiful women. My future wife cannot be ugly.
But Zhuzhu is a nice person and she doesn’t look down on me.
When he heard about what happened in my family, he didn't say anything, but just laughed at my mother for being stupid.
She's right, our family is stupid.
In order to get my marriage, my mother went to the capital to ask for money. I couldn't stop her and didn't want to care about it. I just let Baoer give her a good beating.
As expected, my mother suffered a great loss and never dared to go to the capital again. That’s good, that’s good.
I thought I would never be able to marry Zhuzhu, but I didn't expect that my mother would rather sell the house to find me a wife.
I feel powerless. Whatever I want to do, I can't do it. Whatever I want to say, I can't say it.
I'm a useless piece of shit.
After getting married, life was not easy. I actually preferred to stay at my father-in-law's house, and I would be willing to marry into his family.
But when Zhuzhu became pregnant, my mother seemed like a different person and praised her to the sky.
I find it ridiculous. What's the point of loving my son so much? A useless son like me is not worth even a finger of my sisters. Are my parents fools?
Zhuzhu gave birth to a daughter. I am very happy. I will work hard to make money so that my daughter can go to college like her aunt and be the happiest child.
But my mother didn't want to, she even wanted to give my child away. I was very angry, so I didn't hold her hand at the first time.
I am a sinner, I am bad, I have no conscience...
When my mother died, I didn't shed a single tear, which surprised my father-in-law and mother-in-law.
But I couldn't cry. Although my heart felt like there was a hole in it, I just had no tears.
I must be terrible in the eyes of others. My own mother died, but I was indifferent.
Only Zhuzhu held the child, held my hand, and smiled at me.
I cried, and my daughter held my fingers. She was so young, but she could already comfort her father.
That's it, I have to move on.
Oh, and my dad. Actually, I hate him the most. He is even more incompetent, useless, and selfish than me.
If it weren't for his indulgence, my mother wouldn't have dared to drive my grandparents out.
He is the one who deserves to die the most.
It’s better for him to run away, I thought silently in my heart, it’s better for him to die outside and not come back to harm others.
Okay, my story is over, and I’m going to live a good life.
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