Chapter 1058 She is the whole meaning of my life
The sentence "I know you were in North America, I went to look for you." brought tears to Bian Zhi's eyes.
She once seriously wanted to let him go.
No matter what the reason was, it was a debt, so that when she faced Zhou Suihuai, she could never feel justified, because she was in the wrong, and everything she did felt guilty.
When Zhou Suihuai said this, Bian Zhi's heart softened. She always thought that these five years would create a gap between Zhou Suihuai and herself, and she always thought that he would hate her.
After losing his memory, Zhou Suihuai is not as passionate as before.
The expression is also implicit.
There is no difference between "I am going to find you" and "You are still in my heart."
Bian Zhi had tears in her eyes and was about to speak when she saw a man rushing out from the direction of Zhou's house. A few seconds later, Bian Zhi watched Zhou Guotao snatch the phone from Zhou Suihuai's ear.
Even from such a distance, Bian Zhi could hear Zhou Guotao's roar, "Zhou Suihuai, are you crazy? You're standing here in the cold wind at night. Get back to the hospital right now! Do you want to die?"
As he said that, Zhou Guotao grabbed Zhou Suihuai's ears and stuffed him into the car behind.
With a "bang", the car door was slammed shut, and the car roared into the thick darkness, sweeping up a gust of wind. Only the rear of the car could be seen.
Bian Zhi: “…”
Zhou Guotao put a lot of effort into bringing the two people together.
Afterwards, when Bian Zhi called Zhou Sui Han, the phone showed as turned off.
She returned to her room, took out a pure black sportswear from the closet, changed into it, and then supported herself on the balcony with her hands, ready to jump down. Bian Yaoyao stood downstairs in horror, her mouth wide open enough for an egg to fit in.
"Are you...going to jump...off the building?!" Bian Yaoyao's eyes were shaking.
Bian Zhi loosened the grip on his hands and jumped back from the edge.
Witnessing this scene, Bian Yaoyao's degree of collapse was comparable to Zhou Guotao's when he saw Zhou Suihuai wearing a thin hospital gown in the bleak wind.
Early the next morning.
Bian Zhi looked at the huge dark circles under Bian Yaoyao's eyes and sighed.
"Mom, not really."
Bian Yaoyao hadn't made it through the night in years, and now she looked like a ghost, completely exhausted. "I wouldn't do that. If I hadn't shouted yesterday from such a high balcony, would you have jumped down? I think you were desperate. Okay, stop talking to me. Come here and have breakfast. We're leaving."
Bian Zhi took a piece of bread and asked, "Where are you going?"
Bian Yaoyao: "Go back to North America."
Bian Zhi: “…”
Bian Yaoyao was worried that she hadn't explained herself clearly enough, so she turned to look at Bian Zhi with sternness in her eyes. "You promised me before that you would cooperate 100% with the follow-up visit. Your doctor is already waiting for you. We'll talk about everything later."
Bian Yaoyao rarely gets strict with Bian Zhi, except when it comes to follow-up visits, when she will never give in even for a single chance.
Bian Zhi ate a piece of bread casually, thinking of finding time to go upstairs and call Zhou Sui Han's cell phone again, but it still showed that it was turned off.
Before she put down her phone, Bian Yaoyao came in and threw a coat and a scarf on her. "Let's go."
Act quickly and decisively.
When Bian Zhi went out, the winter sun had just risen. It was not very warm, but brought a bit of early morning coolness.
The wings of the plane were spinning in the air, making a loud noise.
Under the gaze of Bian Yaoyao, Bian Zhi walked towards the plane step by step. Suddenly, a car came speeding from the distance behind him.
Bian Zhi turned her head immediately, her heart suddenly beat very fast. For some reason, she had a premonition that Zhou Suihuai was coming.
The car grabbed the ground like a tiger and stopped suddenly fifty meters away from the plane.
Zhou Suihuai's face was pale as if he hadn't slept all night, but his eyes were looking in her direction firmly.
He came over.
The Huo family members surrounded them, and the Scorpion members stood behind the Huo family members, forming a solid line of defense.
"Let's go, it's time." Bian Yaoyao said behind him.
Bian Zhi looked over the crowd and met Zhou Suihuai's gaze from afar. Bian Yaoyao got out of the car and pulled Bian Zhi's arm.
Bian Zhi looked back every three steps.
Finally, before boarding the plane, Bian Zhi opened his mouth and said two words to Zhou Suihuai, who was alone and surrounded by others: "Wait for me."
On the plane.
Bian Zhi remained silent all the way, and Bian Yaoyao looked at Bian Zhi's profile several times.
Finally, he spoke, "You two are not suitable. I hope you won't come back for a long time after this follow-up visit. Time will take away everything."
Bian Zhi didn't say anything.
Bian Yaoyao then added, "You still have children, so you should maintain your dignity. Mommy is saying this for your own good, don't you understand?"
Bian Zhi tilted his head to look out the window of the plane.
Her voice was faint, just like the five years she had been away, when her heart was dead and her emotions were flat.
She said, "Mom, but I live for him."
Bian Yaoyao was stunned.
"When you left me, I was sad for a long time. I walked a long way alone. I have friends, faith, and patients, but I don't seem to have anything I'm particularly attached to. I could die at any time. One day I thought, if I really were to die, who would I want to see the most?
At that time, I thought about it for a long, long time, but there was no one. There was no one I wanted to see, no one I cared about. I lived a very lonely life until he appeared, like a ray of sunshine in winter, shining into the ditch without reservation. Can you understand that feeling?
"From then on, there was someone living in my heart. I wanted him to be happy. Because of his existence, I felt that the dark world had become colorful. I was no longer living like a walking corpse. If one day I really had to leave this world, I think the last person I would see would definitely be him."
"We have a child, but in my opinion, he is still the most important. I have had a very hard time these past five years. During the year I was in a coma and became a disabled person, there were times when I could sense the outside world. At that time, my only thought was that I still wanted to see my lover. I must live!"
"Mom," Bian Zhi's voice was hollow, "Without him, my life has no meaning. So, do you want me to die?"
Bian Yaoyao looked at Bian Zhi in shock.
Bian Zhi was still looking out of the plane, and the liveliness in her seemed to disappear as she got further and further away from City A.
The person who was piloting the plane was from Poison Scorpion. After hearing what Bian Zhi said, he was also stunned for a long time.
Bian Zhi didn't say anything.
When a person is born, he has to bear too much.
She has to raise children, support her parents, and not let down the expectations of those around her, who truly care about her.
She understands.
Otherwise, she would not have been able to get on the plane. No one could force her to do anything as long as she didn't want to.
But this is the Huo family, it’s Bian Yaoyao, it’s the poisonous scorpion.
These are the people who have always stood behind her and supported her. These people do not think that she and Zhou Suihuai should be together.
But Zhou Suihuai is the meaning of her life.
What should she do?
What can she do?
Bian Zhi stopped talking, and Bian Yaoyao was also speechless.
The plane continued forward and landed in North America.
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