Chapter 1095 He is not even one ten-thousandth of Zhou Suihuai's former self!
Bian Zhi's voice was like a thunderclap, exploding in Zhou Suihuai's heart.
His head hurt and tears couldn't be restrained from falling from his eyes.
Bian Zhi's voice had stopped for a long time. In fact, Bian Zhi had tried his best to be calm and casual when he was speaking.
But Zhou Suihuai kept hearing those words: [The whole person... has almost died countless times.]
[The whole person...has almost died countless times.]
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I don't know how long the silence lasted in the room.
Suddenly, a loud thunder outside broke the silence, followed by the sound of falling raindrops hitting the glass. The sound was loud, urgent and dull.
Zhou Suihuai's legs were numb from standing. After a long time, he suppressed the surging hatred in his heart and stood up straight with the help of the wall.
He walked to the cupboard and took out a set of pajamas for Bian Zhi. He put the clothes on Bian Zhi very gently and carefully, as if a porcelain doll would be broken if he used too much force. When he was about to button the clothes for Bian Zhi.
Bian Zhi pursed her lips, tilted her head back, and asked him softly, "Are you not going to do it anymore?"
Zhou Suihuai didn't look at her and shook his head, "No more."
Bian Zhi's face turned pale for a moment, and she looked a little sad, but she didn't let Zhou Suihuai notice. She forced a smile, feeling a little embarrassed, but her tone was still relaxed, and she said "hmm".
Zhou Suihuai buttoned her clothes and put on her pants before he stood up straight. He was still naked. The floor-to-ceiling window outside was not closed, and the wind blew in, so it was still cold. Bian Zhi wanted to get him clothes.
Zhou Suihuai raised his hand, wanting to hug her, but in the end he didn't. He just raised his hand and gently rubbed Bian Zhi's head, "I'll get it myself."
Bian Zhi stood there, silently pulling his clothes together to prevent the ugly wound from being exposed to the air.
Zhou Suihuai quickly got dressed. He wasn't wearing pajamas, but outer clothes. Bian Zhi looked at him and couldn't help asking, "Are you going out?"
Zhou Suihuai shook his head, "No, just a set of pajamas. Li Kun hasn't prepared it yet, so you can go to sleep."
Bian Zhi lay on the bed, looking at Zhou Suihuai with her big eyes. Zhou Suihuai smiled at her gently, but there was no smile in his eyes. "Go to sleep."
Bian Zhi: "Aren't you coming up to sleep?"
Zhou Suihuai: "Later."
Bian Zhi was about to speak again, but Zhou Suihuai had already raised his hand, his palm covering her eyelashes, which was cold.
It is actually very tiring to analyze myself. Bian Zhi is really tired, but when he closes his eyes, his mind is very clear.
She was very good at pretending to be asleep. She had been in a coma for a while before, and her mind was actually clear, but she couldn't open her eyes. That feeling was always terrifying. Later, when she woke up, she was always afraid of falling asleep again, but Bian Yaoyao always stared at her while she slept, so she would pretend to be asleep.
So when her breathing became quiet and steady, Zhou Suihuai thought she was asleep.
That night.
Zhou Suihuai sat by the bed all night long. Bian Zhi was awake and felt his gaze. She knew that he needed time to digest it.
She wasn't sure whether a normal man would lose interest after seeing such a scarred body.
She didn't know whether Zhou Suihuai's "no" meant not to do it tonight or not to do it in the future.
Her mind was in a mess. The shocked look in Zhou Suihuai's eyes when he saw her scars flashed through her mind again and again, making her frustrated and sad.
The two lovers spent a silent night amidst the violent thunderstorm.
Zhou Suihuai got up when the first ray of sunlight shone into the room in the early morning. Before leaving the room, he tucked the quilt for Bian Zhi.
Zhou Suihuai was used to getting up early, so no one was surprised. But when he came out of the room today, his eyes were red, as if he hadn't slept all night. An adult man and woman in the same room, after not sleeping all night, could easily lead people to think of something ambiguous.
But Zhou Suihuai's face was not in a good state. He was usually just cold, but now he looked even more icy, as if he was keeping people at a distance. People who usually greeted him could not help but lower their heads and did not dare to greet him.
The director was eating breakfast, and Zhou Suihuai saw it at a glance.
When the director put a tea leaf in his mouth, Zhou Suihuai said lightly, "Lin Sui, I don't want to shoot this play anymore. Find someone else."
The director was a young man who ate quickly. The egg got stuck in his mouth, and he couldn't swallow it or spit it out. He was frantic and hesitant, and just as he was about to say something, Zhou Suihuai had already stood up and said, "The crew should find an actor to contact as soon as possible. I'll ask Li Kun to transfer the liquidated damages to the crew's account."
This drama was one that Zhou Suihuai had been very interested in before. Director Lin Sui also handled the plot and characters very well. When the decision was made to shoot this drama, Zhou Suihuai expressed his interest. The director was also optimistic about Zhou Suihuai, and the two hit it off without even an interview.
During the script reading this time, Lin Sui could see that Zhou Suihuai had put a lot of hard work into the script. While other actors were still reading the script, he had already memorized his lines by heart, and even the emotional control in them was accurate to the last detail.
"Why?" The director finally swallowed the egg. The script tells the story of an adult man who lost his memory and forgot his lover in an accident, and finally reunited with his lover and the two got married. Some of the experiences were very consistent with Zhou Suihuai himself. "Haven't you been looking forward to this script?" the director asked puzzledly.
Zhou Suihuai's eyes were dull, and his gaze had been fixed on a certain spot on the table. There was no expression on his face since he sat down, but he sneered after hearing what the director said.
When he spoke, his voice was hoarse and deep. "I was really looking forward to it." The male protagonist in this script was so affectionate, loyal and tolerant in his relationship. He once thought he was very similar to the male protagonist in the play, but now it seems, "I don't think I deserve such a character. I don't deserve to act in this drama! I am the most asshole lover in the world!"
He actually had a lot of opportunities in recent years.
Although the Zhou family is far less powerful than the Poison Scorpion, they are not completely blind. If he wanted to, not only Zhou Guotao, but also his brothers would find ways to find out the whereabouts of Bian Zhi for him.
But he didn't.
Because of his ridiculous self-esteem, because he stubbornly felt that he was not the one at fault, he was obsessed with waiting for an apology from Bian Zhi!
He is not worthy of a good girl like Bian Zhi!
Whenever he calmed down, he would think about how difficult it must have been for Bian Zhi to face everything alone in the past few years when she was abroad!
And what about him? What did he do!
When she tried hard to walk back to him, he had a cold face and never gave her a good look!
Cheng Yuyu and Yu Shengsheng kept causing trouble for her. He watched coldly and felt that he should teach a heavy lesson to the one who left first, to let her know that he didn't have to have her!
He is selfish and arrogant!
Stupid and blind.
He always competed with the former Zhou Suihuai, but now it seems that he is not even one-tenth as good as the former Zhou Suihuai!
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