Chapter 1135 Courage 4
Everyone felt peaceful and relieved after Bian Zhi entered the operating room.
It seemed that everyone took it for granted that Bian Zhi could handle everything.
Even though Mr. Li himself said it, there is no escape.
But they still believe that Bian Zhi can do anything.
Among all the people outside the field, except for the adopted son who was pacing in place impatiently, only Zhou Suihuai was frowning.
Zhou Suihan laughed at him, "Is it really that serious? Are you so nervous? Look at all the doctors here, they are all leaders in the academic world, they all believe in Bian Zhi, what are you worried about?"
Zhou Suihuai pursed his lips, his expression still uneasy.
Zhou Suihan smiled again and said, "Bian Zhi never does anything she's not sure of. Since she did it, she must have a plan. Besides, Mr. Li said that this is something she must go through. You..."
"What do you have to go through?" Zhou Suihuai's tone was so strong that Zhou Suihan was stunned for a moment. He was about to explain when he heard Zhou Suihuai shouting angrily: "Whoever wants to go through it can go through it! Why do you have to point fingers at her for everything?! She herself is still..."
Having said this, Zhou Suihuai couldn't say anything, and couldn't continue.
My eyes suddenly turned red.
Zhou Suihan didn't expect Zhou Suihuai to react so strongly. He was startled at first, but after coming to his senses, he smiled again. "It seems like you two have a very good relationship. Did recovering your memory have no effect on your relationship? I'm very happy."
"Second brother knows you are heartbroken, but the one you like and fall in love with is not someone else, but Bian Zhi."
"No matter what she does in the future, she will always be a doctor. Treating illnesses and saving lives is in her bones. You can't deny this. Instead of being powerless in the future, why not experience it early? Mr. Li also understands this, so he has been waiting for Bian Zhi to perform this operation on him. This operation is very difficult.
Everyone felt relieved, but they also felt hopeless. But knowing that Bian Zhi was the one to perform the surgery, they felt at ease. This was Bian Zhi's power. So, relax, don't be nervous, we'll just wait outside."
Zhou Suihuai wanted to say.
You don't understand.
Zhou Suihuai wanted to say something more.
She was injured.
Zhou Suihuai wanted to say more.
The mental and physical pressure she faced during this operation was unprecedented. He was even afraid that the moment she stood on the operating table, she would lose her sight due to the excessive pressure.
He was too afraid, his mind was full of random thoughts, and he felt like he was about to explode.
"Everyone feels relieved. If the operation had not been successful, everyone would have taken it for granted. But she will never let herself go. She will think that her own incompetence caused the teacher to leave. She will feel that she has neglected her profession over the years and has let her teacher down. She will take all the responsibility for the teacher's death on herself. She will never feel at ease for the rest of her life."
This is the Gardenia odorifera.
She has a clear and delicate heart, but is also sensitive, anxious and has a strong sense of responsibility.
Zhou Sui Han sighed. He knew that what Zhou Suihuai said was true, but he had no way to persuade him, so he had to change the way he spoke.
"I haven't been home for a long time. When can you come home to visit me?"
"Mom and Dad, I miss you so much and look forward to your return."
"This time I came back, it was a good opportunity to take a detour home. They will be happy."
After Zhou Suihuai shook it, there was a dull thunder outside, and drops of thunder hit the ground with a clattering sound, which made people feel upset.
"What? You're not going home?" Zhou Sui Han tried to chat with Zhou Sui Huai in a relaxed tone.
But how could Zhou Suihuai relax? There was still anger in his words, and he had just beaten up Li Lao's adopted son.
There was some blood on his fist. He took out a handkerchief, wiped it, and threw it into the trash can beside him with disgust.
"I'm not going back." When Zhou Suihuai spoke again, his voice was tinged with the coldness of a thunderstorm. "I won't be going back in the short term."
Zhou Suihan tilted his head to look at Zhou Suihuai, "In a short period of time, how long is that?"
Zhou Suihuai: "I don't know. I have no plans to go back now."
"Sui Huai, what about your career? Don't you want it anymore? That drama has been waiting for you. You can't be so irresponsible."
"I'll contact the crew."
Zhou Suihan frowned. No matter what he said, Zhou Suihuai just kept saying, "I'm not going back for now."
Zhou Sui Han came here with a mission this time. He was rejected so many times that he felt a little depressed.
"Then how can you go back? After all, that's your home, and mom and dad said they won't make things difficult for Bian Zhi."
"Really?" Zhou Suihuai changed his sitting position so that he could clearly see the door to the operating room. However, even so, he was still worried. "Mom and Dad promised me many times before, but what happened?"
"Their assurances are no longer enough for me to believe."
"They have really learned their lesson this time, and Sui Huai, you are still a member of the Zhou family. You can't stay away from home forever, right?" Zhou Sui Han was also very excited when he said this.
He even wanted to speak again, but he didn't even have time to open his mouth.
Zhou Suihuai had already laughed coldly.
Zhou Sui Han was stunned.
"why are you laughing?"
"Second brother..." Zhou Suihuai's voice was filled with anger and sadness, "I said I won't go back for the time being. If you force me, I might really never go back."
"Do you know how much Bian Zhi weighs now?"
"I'm 168cm tall and weigh less than 45kg."
"I've used a lot of methods to achieve this. Do you know how many injuries she has? Do you know how many rehabilitation devices she has at home in North America? Do you know how many serious injuries she has suffered, recorded in her medical records, which are piled up deeper than books?"
"You know she's in this state, but when she has free time, she still reads books, books on Chinese medicine, medical records of Western medicine, forums on difficult and complicated diseases, reads reports for people all night, and makes overseas calls. Did you know that when she herself had a fever, she still treated patients?"
"Do you know how she, a person who is shattered and pieced together bit by bit, can love the world?"
"You see, she seems very relaxed. She just tied her hair and went into the operating room. You all are willing to let her go," Zhou Suihuai pointed to his heart, "but I can't. I've been going crazy day and night!"
"I don't understand. Why would such a nice girl do this?!"
"I've asked this countless times, I've asked God, I've asked myself, I just don't understand. I hate you, and I hate myself. We're such close friends, but she gave us the opportunity to hurt her, taking advantage of her soft heart and acting with impunity."
"Not again, it's impossible!"
Zhou Suihuai clenched his fists, "No one in this world can bully her anymore! Not even her parents!"
"I don't want her to go back and have to face your expressions, and I don't want her to flatter anyone. I just want her to do what she wants to do, and I will always be with her! Don't bother me anymore, and don't come looking for me!"
After Zhou Suihuai finished speaking, he stood up amid the crackling sound of rain. His decisive words mixed with scattered raindrops hit Zhou Suihan's ears.
He heard Zhou Suihuai say, "From now on, just pretend I don't exist."
Zhou Suihuai was really heartbroken today.
He witnessed Bian Zhi's helplessness, her entanglement, and her pain throughout the whole process. He could only stand aside and watch helplessly. At this time, Zhou Sui Han came to talk about his family, which touched the sore spot.
Zhou Suihuai walked to the door of the operating room. The operation was still long, so except for a few of Master Li's disciples, everyone else had left the door.
Zhou Suihuai was as worried about the progress inside as he was about himself. He couldn't swallow or spit out in one breath.
My whole heart aches from suffocation.
How much suffering will his girl have to endure?
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