Chapter 1209 He is so weak that he can’t even say “Happy wedding”
After Bian Zhi left, Lin Ling slowly opened her eyes.
She also looked at Gu Yan with disappointment.
"Gu Yan, we are brothers. Before, you always said that it was unreasonable for Chen Tingsi and I to break up and get back together. You always asked me why." Lin Ling rarely mentioned Chen Tingsi, but she spoke at this moment because she really regarded Gu Yan as a brother and couldn't bear to let him miss her. "I am different from you, and Leng Ruxue's feelings for you are also different.
You have the chance to grow old together. In your hearts... you both have each other. After all these years, you always say that you haven't met the right one. Is that true? Or -"
"Actually, you've been waiting for her to grow up?"
"You waited until she graduated from college, and then watched her study for a master's degree and a doctorate. You have been waiting. Maybe you don't even know it yourself. When others say that Brother Yan's family are all top students and the little girl is studying for a doctorate, you are so proud.
When you came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau on the day of getting the marriage certificate, you looked helpless, but there was a smile in your eyes. No one could force you to do something you didn't want to do. The boss gave you a wedding house, and the key word was "wedding house". You didn't refuse, nor did you resist. You moved in with your wife. In your heart, you had already decided that she was your wife.
The leg issue is a flaw, a regret. People should always look forward and not let one regret lead to countless regrets. The boss just asked you, do you understand what she wants?
"You didn't dare to answer, so I said it for you."
"From the beginning to the end, all she wanted was you, Gu Yan."
The sunlight pierced through the thick clouds and spread its light all over the earth.
Those things that were hidden deep in the darkness and buried helplessly were finally revealed bit by bit in the words of Bian Zhi and Lin Ling.
Gu Yan finally had no way to avoid it.
The yard became quiet again. Gu Yan sat in the pavilion with his head down. After a long time, he clenched his hands heavily.
Just a few seconds.
Then, he walked quickly to the apron, the wind blew up the corners of his clothes, and the man's nimble figure sat directly in the cockpit.
After a moment, the plane circled in the sky, and then it cut through the sky, leaving a shallow trail among the white clouds.
Bian Zhi and Lin Ling finally let out a long sigh.
But after a few seconds, Bian Zhi frowned again.
"What's wrong, Boss? Are you worried?"
Bian Zhi nodded gently. She looked up at the sky, which was boundless and clear. "Leng Ruxue may look weak on the outside, but she's actually very strong at heart. She's not the type to marry someone out of spite. She's always been very methodical in what she does. I'm afraid things won't go well for Gu Yan."
When a psychologist looks at a person, he doesn’t look at his appearance, but at his temperament.
As it turned out, Bian Zhi was right.
Gu Yan didn't bring the person back, so Lin Ling went up to ask him. Gu Yan lowered his head, with stubble on his chin, and he looked very depressed.
He was sitting in the pavilion, holding a beer, looking like a ghost.
"What's going on?" Lin Ling asked.
Gu Yan: "Nothing," he said as he crushed a beer bottle with a dark look in his eyes.
"Didn't she agree to continue being with you?"
"Are you still angry?"
Gu Yan silently picked up the beer beside him, tilted his head back, and took a big gulp.
"Tell me! What does it mean? Why didn't you bring the person back?"
Gu Yan's eyes were bloodshot, he kept his head down, and his words were full of fatigue, "I was too confident, thinking that everything would be solved if I went over there. Although I didn't say it, I was actually thinking about it in my heart.
She was just angry. Angry that I didn't value my marriage to her, angry that I was full of nonsense, and angry that I didn't want to face my inner feelings. She was just - mad at me."
"I have always been confident in her."
'Eight years... It's been eight years. It might be because she was always chasing after me. When I was in school outside, she always tried to find ways to control me. She got along well with every brother of the Scorpion and asked them to keep an eye on me. Whenever something happened to the Scorpion, she was always the first one to arrive. She seemed to always be there.
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When I was a graduate student and then a doctoral student, I was always worried about whether I would be pursued by someone else. That feeling was actually very good, being loved at the top of someone's heart, so much so that I took it for granted that she would always be there, and would not go anywhere except here.
Gu Yan chuckled softly, but Lin Ling's brows furrowed more and more.
"She told me she wanted to have a baby with me. I resisted, but in my heart I had already thought of the child's name. To me, she is my lifelong love."
It was at this time that Bian Zhi came over.
Gu Yan's eyes were finally filled with a thick mist, unable to bear the burden. He raised his head, looked at Bian Zhi, and lowered his voice, saying very softly, yet very seriously, "Boss, she's married."
Lin Ling's pupils shrank sharply.
Gu Yan took another big gulp of wine and said, "When I went there, she had already obtained the marriage certificate!"
"I saw that man. He was handsome and well-groomed, wearing a deep blue suit. He looked very nice when he smiled. I even went to their research institute. There was an introduction of that man on the wall of honor. He was a leader in the academic world, a rare talent."
Gu Yan grabbed his head and pulled it hard, "Everything is fine...but I...but why am I still so sad?"
all is well.
The men are also excellent.
Leng Ruxue got married.
Everything was going as he expected, but why was he so sad?
When he went over, they had just come out of the Civil Affairs Bureau. The glaring marriage certificate made Gu Yan dizzy on the spot. All the words he had prepared were useless at this moment.
He followed them all the way like a pervert, observing them without blinking, and there was evidence that they did not match.
He saw them go to the supermarket together, buy daily necessities, and go to the delicatessen area to buy food. When they were leaving the supermarket, the man bought a bouquet of flowers for Leng Ruxue, and the two looked at each other and smiled tacitly.
He also saw them returning home together.
The lights in the windows of the eighteenth floor were lit in the night. The lights were warm and bright. Gu Yan looked up. The lights were the same brightness as every time he came home late. But now, the lights were no longer on for him.
Ten o'clock.
The lights on the 18th floor went out one by one, and the last one was in the master bedroom.
Gu Yan stood downstairs for the entire night. It was still winter in North America, and he was wearing a thin shirt. However, he felt that the severe winter cold was not even a bit colder than his frozen heart.
What are they doing upstairs?
Stop talking nonsense.
What can newlyweds do in the dead of night?
Gu Yan's eyes were red as he thought of the night when Leng Ruxue took the initiative.
She tied up his limbs, her eyes red, her face almost bleeding with shyness, and said to him softly and gently, "I will be gentle, don't be afraid."
He was a grown man, but she actually told him: Don't be afraid.
She was inexperienced and everything was awkward for him, which was a bit painful.
She was always observing his expression, and she noticed that he was in pain. It would be bad if she didn't care about her own experience. She was also in pain, so she leaned over and said softly: "It's the first time, it will be like this. I... saw a movie that said men like this, you..."
She couldn't continue speaking, and he couldn't listen any longer. Their whole bodies burst out in the mental and physical satisfaction.
She was stunned for a moment, then smiled softly.
Finally, she untied his hands and feet, took the initiative to kiss his lips, and whispered coquettishly: "I don't know how to do it, you teach me."
The more beautiful the past was, the deeper the heartache is now.
Gu Yan couldn't bear it any longer and did the most childish thing in his life.
The fire alarm of the building was sounded.
Then, he flew back to his country without stopping for a moment.
He was so cowardly that he couldn't even say "Happy wedding".
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