Chapter 1253: You used to chase me, now it’s my turn to chase you, okay?
Lin Ling closed her eyes and cursed in her heart: "God damn Gu Yan!" She smiled on the surface, pretending not to hear, and said, "Huh?"
The decency of adults lies in this tacit "Hmm?"
Qingfeng knew in his heart that it was indeed a bit too fast.
To be frank, the probability of failure is really high at this moment.
But Qingfeng was a little impulsive today and obviously didn't want to let it go like that.
Qingfeng blushed and was about to speak.
Was interrupted by a "Hey--".
The two turned around to find Bian Zhi lying on the balcony, smiling and saying to Qing Feng, "It's three in the morning, why aren't you leaving yet? Do you want to have breakfast at my house?"
Qingfeng looked at Lin Ling.
Bian Zhi smiled again and said, "No kidding, I have something to ask Lin Ling, please let me go."
The latter part was said to Qingfeng.
Qingfeng had no choice but to laugh, feeling that he had been a bit abrupt, "Then...good night first."
Lin Ling nodded and said, "Good night." Then she turned and left.
She went to the second floor, and Bian Zhi leaned against the door and looked at her with a smile.
In front of Bian Zhi, Lin Ling never needed to hide anything. She breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank you, Boss."
Bian Zhi smiled and joked, "Why, are you not satisfied? If you are not satisfied, I will change you one. The next one will be better behaved."
Lin Ling took two steps forward and came to Bian Zhi's side. She also leaned her back against the wall like her, remaining silent for a long time.
"The breeze is nice." said Bian Zhi.
"Yeah, he's a very nice person."
Bian Zhi smiled and said, "You just don't like it. Do you like the bad ones?"
Lin Ling slowly shook her head, "No, it's fine."
Lin Ling couldn't explain what she was thinking, she felt a little confused. During this period of time, many people came and went around her.
There are excellent ones, handsome ones, and gentle and commendable ones.
These people were all very nice to her, but she always stood aside like a bystander, watching them busying around.
She couldn't empathize or even participate mentally.
She watched coldly as those people treated her well, and each scene seemed like she was watching her past self.
Every time this happened, she would think.
Did Shen Tingsi feel the same way when he treated himself before?
Looking at her cold face, he actually feels warm in his heart and wants to get closer to her. Looking at her jumping up and down, scratching her ears and cheeks, trying all kinds of ways to have a place in his heart. Also looking at her being aloof on the surface, he actually still wants some love?
No.
Not a little bit of like.
She wants a lot.
That's all.
Is he as bored as I am now?
Do you feel troubled in your heart?
Lin Ling had never been harassed by anyone in all her years. She always knew what she liked and disliked, and she was decisive and efficient in everything she did. So, when she experienced the feeling of being harassed for the first time, she felt mixed emotions.
Qingfeng is a very good person, he lives very transparently, and he gets along well with the people in the Scorpion, but there is something missing, something missing -
Lin Ling thought, it was probably her feeling of being moved.
Sometimes she would feel a little pity for him when she saw him busy. She even wanted to apologize to him, but would he listen? When she said "Hmm?" at the door just now, Qingfeng should have understood the implication.
He is too tactful and understands that between adults, there are many things that only you and I know and should not be discussed openly.
But he still almost made it clear.
Qingfeng today is just like myself ten years ago, lost and not knowing how to return.
Or perhaps, I am much worse than him.
Lin Ling sighed and felt that she had committed a sin.
"Boss, forget it. I won't be looking for a husband anymore." Lin Ling said.
Bian Zhi also knew this would be the result. She sighed, tilted her head to glance at Lin Ling's profile and said, "Someone has been waiting at the door of your room all night."
The last thing Lin Ling wanted to see now was Shen Tingsi.
There are always those days when you are so stupid that you don't stop, and someone stands by and watches the whole process. Now that person still feels unsatisfied and has to follow you to watch again.
This feeling is almost irritating.
Lin Ling walked towards the door of her room.
Her room was at the end of the corridor. She had chosen it herself because she liked the quietness here and the light from outside that slanted in, falling on the floor in front of the door no matter how late it was. It was as if no matter how late it was, there was always a light guiding her home.
Shen Tingsi took off his coat, put it on the floor, and sat on it.
Lin Ling walked over, and he raised his head in response to the sound. The strands of hair on his forehead fell down, making the originally fierce man look a little fragile.
His face didn't look very good. The light shone in and fell into his eyes, and it seemed as if there was someone's shadow clearly visible.
It's raining outside and the window is not closed.
Fluffy rain came in from outside and fell on the ground, a little damp. It hit someone's white shirt and wet a small spot.
Lin Ling looked at the person in front of her and felt inexplicably tired. She opened the door of the room without saying a word. The person on the ground stood up silently. After Lin Ling stepped into the room, his nose just turned up.
I heard a loud "bang" and the door slammed in my face, almost hitting my nose.
Shen Tingsi stood there in silence, his dark eyes staring at the closed door for a moment, then he slowly leaned his back against the wall and stood aside.
The rain came without warning in the middle of the night.
The fluffy drizzle turned into a heavy downpour in an instant, thunder rumbled with a dull sound, and slanting rain came in from outside with great force, making a "pa pa pa" sound when it landed on the ground.
The door clicked.
Shen Tingsi stood up straight, walked in, and closed the door behind him.
A bath towel was thrown directly over and hit Shen Tingsi in the face, "Wipe it off and get out."
Lin Ling didn't even look at Chen Tingsi. She went straight to the bed, lay down, covered herself with the quilt, closed her eyes and went to sleep.
Shen Tingsi wiped his wet hair, and the room fell into silence for a moment.
"Before, you said sorry, but I didn't accept it." Shen Tingsi suddenly said in silence.
The rain outside was getting heavier, hitting the windows with a loud noise. Only a dim desk lamp was on in the house. In the private and quiet space, Shen Tingsi felt that he had enough time to make things clear.
"If you don't want to accept it, forget it," someone said, but he was obviously too lazy to argue with him. "When you're done, go back to your room."
"I don't think you've done anything wrong to me, so there's no need to tell me," Shen Tingsi said, still holding a white towel in his hand. He slowly walked to the bedside and lowered his eyes to look at Lin Ling's little face. "I don't feel bothered or troubled. I'm just too slow. You can ignore me and be angry with me because of this, but you can't give up on me because of this."
"You can treat me as stupid. I grew up in a very distorted environment. I don't know what a long-term and stable relationship is. I feel that a relationship without interests is too thin and fragile. I don't think I have any advantages that are worthy of others' love.
How do I start a relationship? Can it succeed? How can I make the other person feel more comfortable in this relationship? How can I make the other person never give up on me and never break up? I have no idea about these things. There are many people around me who come and go.
I am very confident about these people, because they all have their own motives, but you don’t. I don’t know how to face you. I always feel that not facing you is the best way to face you. People who come here will always leave, and no one will stay forever.
Then don't fall in love with me. I always think so subconsciously. I admit that I am selfish, but I am just afraid. Whether you believe it or not, I am not lying to you. I never find you annoying, nor do I think it is a happy thing to see you compromise for me.
"I'm also suffering, so I keep going back and forth. I don't understand myself, and I've let you down, but I don't want to say sorry. Just consider it something I owe you, okay? I'll pay it back slowly in the future. You give me ten years, and I'll give you a lifetime, okay?"
"You used to chase me, but from now on I'll chase you, okay?" The last sentence was extremely affectionate, gentle and patient.
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