Chapter 1381: He looked resolute, as if he had never liked her.
The Chinese medicine hospital is indeed very busy.
When Zhou Enyou came back, everyone had already eaten dinner and was singing around the campfire in the yard.
When they saw Zhou Enyou coming with four lunch boxes, everyone called her.
She smiled and waved, then entered the restaurant.
It's Chinese New Year and there are many patients. Zhou Enyou has been getting off work very late recently. She usually eats at around 4 o'clock and then waits until 11 o'clock in the evening. Everyone knows her habit and no one urges her to come out.
When Zhou Enyou walked in, there were already many dishes on the table. She took a few glances, took her bowl and chopsticks and sat down at the table.
The bustle in the courtyard contrasts sharply with the quiet in the restaurant.
The floor-to-ceiling window separating the two was opened, and suddenly a person stood next to Zhou Enyou.
Zhou Enyou didn't look up, but she knew who it was. She didn't say anything and just concentrated on eating.
A long time later.
Fortunately, Qin Chuli said, "Eating so late is not good for your stomach."
Zhou Enyou did not ignore her, but acted very magnanimously. She said, "Yeah," and continued eating.
Qin Chuli wanted to find something to say, but he was not good at it.
Just standing in the corner as punishment.
After a long time, Zhou Enyou seemed unable to bear this atmosphere anymore. She looked up at him and asked, "Aren't you going out to play?"
That look was strange and distant, and it pierced Qin Chuli's heart instantly.
"You..." Qin Chuli opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
Zhou Enyou looked at him like this and sighed, "Go play, I'll go out later."
Qin Chuli then nodded.
After Zhou Enyou finished his meal, he went to sit in the yard for a while. Mrs. Zhou's crazy personality remained unchanged. As soon as she appeared, she brought the whole audience to a climax. Zhou Enyou was sweating all over and was crying out that he couldn't go on any longer, so he went upstairs to take a shower.
During this period, she and Qin Chuli had no contact at all. Occasionally, their eyes met, and Zhou Enyou smiled naturally and generously.
Like -
Nothing happened.
Everything between them was wiped out.
Qin Chuli's heart sank little by little.
Dr. Zhou is very self-conscious about being a doctor. He did not rest even during the New Year's Day. After taking a shower, he left the study and read a book until after three in the morning.
Gu Yan and others were still making a fuss in the yard, and the others had gone to sleep. Zhou Enyou went downstairs to drink some water and saw Qin Chuli sitting on the sofa.
Qin Chuli also saw her and stood up immediately.
He looked like a primary school student who had made a mistake.
Seeing him like this, Zhou Enyou lowered his eyes, went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water, and then walked into the living room.
Qin Chuli was still standing there.
Zhou Enyou sat down on the small chair opposite him and asked him to sit down as well. Then he said, "No need to be like this. If you have anything to say, you can just say it directly."
Qin Chuli remained silent.
Zhou Enyou didn't like this, but he still waited patiently. After walking for such a long time, he also wanted to see what he could say.
In fact, Zhou Enyou didn't quite understand Qin Chuli at first.
Isn't it just a light slap on the back of the hand?
In foreign countries, there is also the cheek-kissing ceremony. Is it that serious?
From her perspective, it's really not a big deal.
Zhou Enyou was a carefree person who didn't care about details. Besides, they were already close, so what else could he do?
Let the past go with the wind.
But Qin Chuli really cares about it.
Later, she asked Lin Ling vaguely, and Lin Ling's answer was: Paranoid people have a specific obsession with something. Qin Chuli himself is stubborn, and there may not be many things he is obsessed with, but once he becomes stubborn, it is difficult for him to untie the knot in his heart.
"I..." Qin Chuli didn't know whether Zhou Enyou knew the inside story, but he had to say, "I feel that I am not clean anymore."
Zhou Enyou raised his eyebrows.
I'm quite surprised that Qin Chuli would take this matter so seriously.
"Not really. It's not just women who have this tendency. Men have it too, though not to this serious a degree. But I feel... I'm not clean anymore. I didn't have much to begin with, just a clean self. Now..."
Qin Chuli looked very depressed. It was not easy to analyze this to others, so he spoke very slowly.
It's very difficult.
But he didn't dare not say it, he didn't dare not speak up, he was really afraid that Zhou Enyou would not want him.
"I feel that I can't even give you a clean self now. I hate it, but I don't know who I should punish!" Those who should be punished have already been disgraced. He was irritable and desperate, and did not dare to face Zhou Enyou, feeling that he had done something wrong.
But during the Chinese New Year, he still wanted to come back.
When he first received text messages from Zhou Enyou, he looked forward to them every day. Later, when they stopped, those text messages became his only comfort.
He wanted to leave, so Zhou Enyou let him go.
Never ask, and never try to keep.
This made Qin Chuli even more nervous.
Zhou Enyou nodded, slowly trying to understand Qin Chuli's words. She said, "I understand you, but I cannot agree with your habit of disappearing when problems arise."
"At first I thought something had happened to you, so I gave you some time. I trusted you to come talk to me yourself. I've been waiting. It's good that you told me all this today. However, I can't seem to forgive your disappearance.
I don't like to guess what other people are thinking, nor do I chase after them. I've said before that if two people really want to be together, it doesn't matter whether they say "I like you," "I love you," or whether they want to be together.
Zhou Enyou's tone was slow but serious, completely different from his usual seriousness.
This made Qin Chuli feel uneasy.
Zhou Enyou continued, "So, I think we can tacitly agree on the separation."
Qin Chuli's eyes suddenly widened.
Zhou Enyou said: "Maybe I don't know you well enough. No matter which one, I have observed you for a while and feel that we are not suitable for each other. What I hope for is a stable relationship. You can be unhappy, you can be unhappy, and you can even lose your temper with me.
These are the emotions that a normal person should have, but you can't escape. You can't always escape when you encounter problems. I don't like this, I really don't like it. "Zhou Enyou looked at Qin Chuli's injured look and said calmly: "When we were together, at least I think we were together.
Although I don't know what you think, I didn't ask you when we were together, and now that we're apart, I don't think I need to ask you either. I'll follow your way of doing things, without any discussion, and make the decision directly. Let's just be friends from now on."
Qin Chuli's eyes turned red and he shook his head silently.
Zhou Enyou did not give him a chance to refuse. "Many people asked me before, what is our relationship? I didn't find you, but I still felt that I had to tell you in person before I could tell others about it. If I tell you today, it will be easier to tell others in the future.
I don't like to complicate things. As lovers or friends, we should be open and honest. Qin Chuli, Duxie, you came here because of me. You decide whether to stay or leave in the future. If you find it too difficult to face it, you can leave. You can take away the profits you have created during this period. I won't be at a loss to you."
Zhou Enyou stood up and said, "It's decided. Tell Uncle Yan that I'm sleepy. That's it."
After saying that, Zhou Enyou stood up and left without looking back.
He looked resolute, as if he had never liked her.
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