Chapter 836 Willing to Talk to Me
Zhou Suihuai ignored everyone again, with a sour face and no desire to talk all day.
Whenever he saw Bian Zhi recently, he would think of what she said: When I look at you, I want to sleep with you.
I always feel uncomfortable all over.
The variety show was suspended for a week, saying that the investors were looking for a suitable radio station to broadcast it.
It was just right that they didn't have to meet every day, and the way they got along changed again to Bian Zhi's car drove out of the yard, and the sneaky man opposite just walked out of the door in a swagger.
Zhou Suihuai felt aggrieved, but he had no other choice for the time being. On the day of recording, Bian Zhi went home to get something, and she took the initiative to knock on Zhou Suihuai's door.
Seeing Zhou Suihuai dawdling as he came up and down the stairs, Bian Zhi looked at him and asked, "Shall I take you there on the way?"
Zhou Suihuai: "No, I'll wait for Li Kun."
Bian Zhi: "Li Kun said he has something to do, so he wants you to take my car. Let's go."
Before Zhou Suihuai could even find an excuse, he was dragged into the car and sat in the passenger seat like a young wife.
Bian Zhi was driving. Halfway through the journey, he glanced at the ostrich next to him and found it a little funny.
It seemed that he was the one who said the harsh words, but he also felt that he had hurt others and could not face people.
Bian Zhi watched the red light turn on, stopped the car, and said to the people around him: "I'm not angry."
Zhou Suihuai said dryly, "Oh."
Bian Zhi smiled, and the laughter reached Zhou Suihuai's ears. The person in the passenger seat was a little angry, turned around politely and glared at Bian Zhi.
"why are you laughing?"
Bian Zhi: "Nothing, are you willing to talk to me?"
Don't be reminded like this. Zhou Suihuai turned his head away angrily. "Why should I talk to you?" After a few minutes of silence in the air, Zhou Suihuai suddenly said slowly, "No matter what I say or do, you won't be angry with me?"
Bian Zhi: “Not really.”
"Right now, these aren't enough to make me angry," Bian Zhi said frankly, "Life is only a hundred years long. You've forgotten the years we spent together. Putting aside other trivial matters, I've spent too little time with you alone. I like you, and I can't bear to get angry with you and waste the time we've finally spent together."
Bian Zhi spoke very sincerely, so sincerely that Zhou Suihuai had no way to refute it.
After a long time, he whispered, "Can I tell you what's in my heart?"
Bian Zhi nodded, "You go ahead."
"Being with you... is quite burdensome," Zhou Suihuai noticed, seeing Bian Zhi's grip on the steering wheel pause after he finished speaking. "I... always feel like I owe you something. You forgive me everything in front of you, but I feel uncomfortable. I know it sounds mean, but I really can't remember. I've seen a doctor and a psychologist, but no, I still can't remember. Everyone around me says that I'm not good and that you're so good, but I really... feel pressured."
This was the first time Zhou Suihuai spoke such a long conversation to Bian Zhi a year after he lost his memory.
Bian Zhi was very happy, but... also very sad.
Those who used to love and pamper her now say that being with her is stressful and a burden.
He is not happy.
"I'm conflicted. I know you're good to me, and I know you're the mother of my child. We might be inseparable for the rest of our lives, but I really want to break away from all this, live the life I want, and do the things I want to do. I found out about this variety show too late, and I didn't expect you to be there."
The subtext of this sentence is -
If I had known you were here, I might not have come.
As the last word fell, the car fell silent. Bian Zhi clenched his hands and could not see the road ahead for a moment.
When the car was less than a kilometer away from the Chinese medicine hospital, Bian Zhi parked it on the side of the road.
Zhou Suihuai looked at Bian Zhi in confusion, only to find that her face was very pale.
Zhou Suihuai: "You..."
"It's okay," Bian Zhi tightened his grip, habitually reached into his pocket, and silently took out a silver needle. "Sorry, can you find a car to take you there?"
Zhou Suihuai never thought that Bian Zhi's reaction would be so big.
Just as he was about to say something, Bian Zhi spoke first, "Go down."
Zhou Suihuai pursed his lips and wanted to say something, but felt that anything he said would be redundant.
He got out of the car silently.
When the car door closed, Bian Zhi slowly released the silver needle in his hand and took his hand out of his pocket.
The delicate fingertips inserted the silver needle, and bright red blood seeped out, looking quiet and tragic.
Bian Zhi stayed there for a long time, relaxing until his hands finally stopped shaking, and then he restarted the car.
A second before she stepped on the accelerator, she subconsciously glanced at the rearview mirror and found that Zhou Suihuai had not left.
She paused, wanting to leave, but didn't. She rolled down the window and asked Zhou Suihuai outside the car, "Do you want to leave?"
Zhou Suihuai got on the car silently.
All the way, we were silent.
The car stopped in the parking lot. Zhou Suihuai turned around and looked at Bian Zhi, his expression still not looking good.
"It's okay." Bian Zhi didn't intend to burden Zhou Suihuai. She pulled her lips together and smiled with difficulty. "Go down. After the last two episodes, I'll let you do what you want."
After Bian Zhi finished speaking, he got out of the car and left.
Zhou Suihuai was silent for a long time. He felt that he seemed to have said something wrong again.
During the show that day, when there was a period of cooperation between the two, Bian Zhi did not go near Zhou Suihuai again. The director team seemed to be very cooperative and never mentioned Bian Zhi and Zhou Suihuai again. Bian Zhi stood in a corner, quiet as if he didn't exist.
But someone wants to cause trouble.
Chen Lu was unhappy about being outdone by Bian Zhi a few days ago, so she found an excuse today and stood by Bian Zhi's side. "Hey—weren't you so arrogant before? Why, you're quiet today?" Chen Lu was a sharp-witted person. She noticed that Bian Zhi and Zhou Suihuai were getting awkward, so she smiled smugly. "Who was it that said they wanted to pursue Zhou Suihuai back when the show was filming? So what happened? Did you hit a wall?"
"I'm telling you, some people just rely on their looks to think they have all the men in the world at their fingertips. Who is Zhou Suihuai? He's the Zhou family's most favored young master, and he used to be the one in charge. Do you think you can catch up with him just by saying you want to? He's a gentleman, so he didn't reject you in person. Do you really think you have a chance?! It's ridiculous!"
Bian Zhi didn't say anything, but Chen Lu became more and more excited. She talked endlessly from the first day of filming to the final dance.
Liao Yu couldn't stand it any longer, "Chen Lu, that's enough. You're bullying people who aren't in the same circle. You don't have a fan base, right? If you have the guts, go talk to Zhou Suihuai. You can't catch up with Zhou Suihuai, right?"
Chen Lu sneered, "Oh - I've offended you, Liao Yu. You can hype your CP, and I'll say mine. What does it have to do with you? Aren't you always cautious and self-protective? Why, are you trying to be a good person now? I can't catch up with Zhou Suihuai, but that's only temporary. We'll be together in Zhou Suihuai's next drama, Pioneer of the Times. We're the male and female protagonists. What do you think? We have plenty of opportunities to get along." Chen Lu looked at Bian Zhi, arrogant and complacent. "So, are you envious?"
Bian Zhi looked at Chen Lu, thought for a few seconds, and then replied quietly, "I'm envious."
After hearing this answer, Chen Lu was stunned.
She didn't even notice that Bian Zhi had left.
Half an hour later, Chen Lu received a phone call and suddenly burst into tears on the spot.
Oh, the heroine's role was taken over by someone else.
The person who was so smug just now now has her makeup smudged due to crying.
"I've been preparing for this play for a long time," Chen Lu went to Zhou Suihuai and cried, "Suihuai, I originally thought that we would be a good match, but I didn't expect... When you have time, can you help me find out who is looking down on me?"
"Just, think of it as a way to repay me for saving you before." Chen Lu took this play very seriously, not only because she could film with Zhou Suihuai, but also because the screenwriter and director of this play were all big names. She was also counting on this play to become a hit.
After Chen Lu said this, it became difficult for Zhou Suihuai to be rejected.
When Zhou Suihuai first entered the entertainment industry, he concealed his family background. People outside didn't know and thought he had no background. Zhou Suihuai was good-looking, and the circle was chaotic. A director took a fancy to Zhou Suihuai and wanted to sneak him in, so he gave Li Kun his business card and room card that day. The meaning was very clear.
The director was a man. Zhou Suihuai had a bad temper and started swearing. As a result, he was tricked and almost dragged into the director's room. It was Chen Lu who reached out to help him.
This is a big favor.
Now that Chen Lu had spoken, Zhou Suihuai naturally had to help, even as a way of repaying a favor. This matter was not difficult for Zhou Suihuai to handle, as he could just call Zhou Suihan.
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