Chapter 37
The sound of dishes and chopsticks hitting each other could be heard on the dining table. The dishes cooked by Aunt Fang were to everyone's taste and everyone was enjoying the meal.
When Ke Xin raised her eyes and was about to pick up the curry chicken on the table, she saw the others sitting there quietly eating. Her heart skipped a beat. What if, she thought, what if Bao Bao was Fu Xuan's biological child, or if she gave birth to a child for Fu Xuan, then would she and Fu Xuan be a complete family?
In an instant, she broke out in a cold sweat at the thought, and her eating movements suddenly froze. She quickly suppressed the thought, but fortunately she quickly put away her strange expression.
After dinner, Aunt Fang took Bao Bao to change clothes and took him to the first floor to do homework. Fu Xuan curled up on the sofa reading some contracts. Ke Xin stayed close to him and flipped through the text messages on her mobile phone. By chance, she came across a video of a depressed girl crying late at night. In the video, her eyes were swollen and she was crying like rain. She said that she failed to confess her love today. In the past 30 years, it seemed that she had never been firmly chosen by anyone. Her love never reached the spiritual level. More people approached her for the purpose of sleeping. So who is having such a beautiful love, and why can't she have one?
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Ke Xin paused, glanced sideways at Fu Xuan who was concentrating on his laptop, and thought, is he her love?
She may not know it, but when she thought about what he brought to her, which could not be replaced by anyone else, Ke Xin's eyes suddenly became hot and tears rolled down her cheeks.
When Fu Xuan finished writing his last signature, he looked up and saw tears on Ke Xin's face. He quickly put down the notebook in his hand and asked caringly, "Why are you crying suddenly?"
Ke Xin buried herself in Fu Xuan's arms and wanted to say that she was okay, she just suddenly wanted to cry, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she cried even harder, and her whole body was shaking.
Fu Xuan quickly carried Ke Xin back to the room and put her on the bed.
Ke Xin felt that her face must look very ugly after crying like this, so she subconsciously grabbed the corner of the quilt to cover her face.
The sound of crying filled the entire room, and the voice sounded helpless and pitiful.
Fu Xuan patted her abdomen gently, gritting his teeth to suppress the pain in his heart. This scene reminded him of when he was seven years old, her mother Lai Guo was drugged by Fu Lei's mistress, killing her newly formed sister in her belly. At that time, Lai Guo was deeply shocked and cried all night, which left a root of illness. From then on, every time she had her period, she would be like Ke Xin now, clutching her belly and her face would turn blue.
Although the murderer who hurt her mother was brought to justice, when she thought about her mother's illness caused by him and her father's death due to depression after betraying her mother, a resentment that had been buried for many years came flooding back like a tidal wave.
After a while, her crying became softer and softer, and finally only faint sobs could be heard. Her pale lips and face under the tear marks on her eyelashes looked like a broken doll.
In fact, when he first saw her, she gave him the feeling of a lost lamb. No matter how calm and unrestrained she appeared on the surface, he could still glimpse the feeling of being broken and rebuilt, and the feeling of being half dead, from her every move.
The feeling was somewhat similar to when her mother was alive, and he couldn't help but want to be nicer to her.
Ke Xin, who was sleeping, suddenly reached out and pressed her abdomen, and her expression began to look uncomfortable.
This is her usual posture every time she has her period.
Thinking it was her period again, Fu Xuan carefully took off his watch, rubbed his palms to warm them up and placed them on her abdomen, moving his hands slowly and gently in circles.
Sure enough, after a while, Ke Xin's eyelashes trembled slightly and her expression began to relax.
That night, she slept inexplicably peacefully. Even the sky, which was usually covered with dark clouds, turned into a clear blue sky with a pink cloud.
Under the clouds, Ke Xin was wearing a pink bubble skirt. She was holding her unborn baby and welcoming the guests with a smile on her face.
This banquet, which was so ordinary that it couldn't be more important, was of great significance to her, simply because she was attending the banquet as Fu Xuan's wife.
Suddenly, a man rushed into the crowd and hit her hard in the stomach.
"ah!"
Ke Xin subconsciously covered her abdomen with her hands, but the man was too fast and his movements were so swift that he knocked Ke Xin to the ground.
Suddenly, blood began to trickle from under her skirt.
She felt dizzy and heard all kinds of screams, shouts, and cries for help.
Immediately afterwards, Fu Xuan ran towards her like a madman.
He held her stomach with shaking hands.
Ke Xin's consciousness was blurred, and she only felt pain, anxiety, and sadness. She clenched her hands tightly and tears flowed down her face.
"Why are you still crying?"
Fu Xuan's intimate voice entered Ke Xin's ears. She slowly opened her eyes and saw him gently holding her in his arms.
Ke Xin curled up in Fu Xuan's arms and breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out that what just happened was a dream, not real. Ke Xin frowned and wiped the tears from her face, hooked her hands around Fu Xuan's neck, and gently kissed him.
After hesitating for a while, Fu Xuan took out a tissue to wipe the sweat from his cheeks, then poured a glass of lemonade and handed it to Ke Xin.
Ke Xin rubbed her temples, slowly reached out to take the cup of water, tilted her head back and drank most of it.
"Why have you been crying these past two days!" Fu Xuan lifted up the fine hair stuck to her forehead by sweat and said gently.
Ke Xin wiped the water from the corner of her mouth, her chest felt heavy, and her eyes dimmed: "I had a weird dream, I hope it doesn't come true!"
"Have you been under too much pressure recently? If you are stressed, I will take you out for a few days to relax!"
Ke Xin took a sip of water and slowly shook her head: "I don't really want to go out, I just want to stay at home with you!"
As she spoke, she put her arms around Fu Xuan, rested her head on her abdomen, and was completely quiet.
Fu Xuan rubbed Ke Xin's head and said lovingly, "Okay, I'll have a meeting later and come back to accompany you. You can just read a book and drink tea at home!"
"Um!"
After watching Fu Xuan leave, Ke Xin opened her phone and searched: "Why have I been so moody these past two days and crying so easily?"
Big data gives physiological stress and psychological stress, anxiety and depression, and the last row is physiological changes.
She has been diagnosed with depression, but she has been living a peaceful life recently. Fu Xuan treats her very well and there is no reason for her to relapse. However, she experienced a physical change in the last line. Ke Xin felt a pang in her heart. Could it be that her mood swings were too great due to her period?
This shouldn't be the case. She didn't have this problem when she had her period before. These past few days, not only has her mood swings been extreme, she also feels weak all over, her appetite is inconsistent, and most importantly, she is often sleepy and sleeps all day long.
Unable to figure out the situation, Ke Xin called Jia Qi.
The other end of the line rang for a while, and then I heard Jiaqi's teasing voice: "Kexin, you said we have a telepathic connection, right? I was just about to call you, and here you are!"
Ke Xin chuckled: "Why, you are busy with love, why do you want to call me?"
Jiaqi paused, holding her forehead with her hand, and said with a frustrated look: "What kind of love is this? This guy actually rejected me. Don't you think it's absurd? Who am I, Jiaqi? He used to only beg me for love. I didn't expect Fang Huai to say such a thing. I don't know how he feels about me!"
"You just don't have any feelings for me, so why did you flirt with me in the first place?"
Jiaqi rolled her eyes and blew her bangs in front of her eyes.
"What? Fang Huai rejected you. Weren't you two already together?"
Ke Xin suddenly couldn't think straight.
"This is really bizarre!" Jiaqi continued, letting out a sigh of relief. "At first, I wanted to sleep with him, but he was out on a police call at the appointed time. Well, when he came back, he ran into my aunt again. A month has passed since then. Lately, I've been thinking he's been getting colder and colder towards me, so I tried to test him to see if he'd still talk about it. You know, he actually said he hasn't made up his mind yet!"
"I have such a bad temper, I didn't expect him to talk to me about anything. I blocked him on the spot!"
Ke Xin's face darkened after hearing this, but she immediately breathed a sigh of relief for Jia Qi: "It's a good thing you two didn't sleep, otherwise, if you said such things after sleeping, wouldn't you be at a disadvantage!"
Jiaqi nodded, then said with a slight nod, "Speaking of being at a disadvantage, I actually feel like I was at a disadvantage because I didn't sleep with him!"
Hearing this, Ke Xin covered her mouth and chuckled: "Jia Qi, I didn't expect you to become a rotten girl too!"
Jiaqi clutched her chest and pretended to be heartbroken: "He's a special forces soldier turned police officer. He's got great stamina and is handsome. It's not easy to meet someone like him!"
After listening to this, Ke Xin had a general idea of what was going on. She couldn't help but sigh and said, "So, you're saying that you're breaking up just like that?"
"Who knows! He hasn't contacted me for a whole day now!" Jiaqi looked self-deprecating and sighed softly.
"Oh, it's okay, just one day!"
Jiaqi suddenly thought of something and asked casually: "By the way, why did you call me?"
Ke Xin paused for a moment, her tone revealing a hint of fatigue: "I've been fine these past two days, but now I've been crying all the time. I don't know what's going on. I also get very sleepy very easily. I'm wondering if my depression has relapsed!"
"Have you been taking your medicine?"
Ke Xin said honestly, "I was afraid that taking the medicine would cause weight gain due to hormones, so I didn't take it. Besides, I'm living a good life now and haven't had a relapse, so I stopped taking it!"
Jiaqi changed her tone: "Silly girl, even if you want to stop taking the medicine, you should ask the doctor. Stopping the medicine without permission is indeed prone to relapse and is quite dangerous. Otherwise, I will accompany you to the hospital for a follow-up visit later."
Ke Xin quickly said, "Forget it!"
"I'll just observe for a few days. If your mood swings are too severe, it won't be too late to go to the hospital!"
Jiaqi thought it made sense, but her tone remained impatient: "Sister, it's really not okay to stop taking the medicine without permission. It's easy to have withdrawal symptoms. And this disease can't be cured just because you have a good life. Otherwise, don't so many celebrities have no money? Isn't it easy for them to get into trouble? Listen to me, listen to the doctor on this matter. If you feel uncomfortable, go see a doctor!"
Ke Xin sorted out the cheongsam she had just bought for a while. She felt inexplicably reluctant to go to the hospital and said perfunctorily, "Okay, I get it. If I really feel something is wrong, I'll go to the hospital!"
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