Chapter 103: Red Beauty's Resentment 1 (Red Ghost's first-person perspective, those who mind should be careful)
My name is Wang Zhaodi. I have an older sister and a younger brother.
My family wasn’t actually very poor, but regardless of whether we were poor or rich, they all had the same desire to have a boy to carry on the family line.
When I was a kid I thought my name was nice, and so was my sister’s.
I especially like introducing myself to others. Zhao means bright and di means a beautiful musical instrument.
This is what my sister told me. Look, isn’t my name nice?
My sister’s name is also very nice, it’s Wang Laidi, but she doesn’t like her name.
Every time she saw me happily introducing myself, she would touch my head silently.
My sister is only two years older than me, but she always takes good care of me.
For me, my sister gives me more company than my parents.
I thought all parents in the world were so busy until my younger brother was born.
I used to like my younger brother very much, but my sister hated him.
Later I found that my parents were unable to accompany me and my sister, and gave all their time to my younger brother.
I was very confused, so I asked my sister if it was because the family was no longer short of money that my parents were no longer busy?
At that time, my sister was twelve years old and I was ten years old.
After me, I heard that my mother beat several children.
Although my sister is young, she is much more sensible than me.
She said that all the babies her mother aborted were girls.
So she hated her younger brother, not only because our names were given for his arrival, but also because girls were like lives in front of boys.
I asked my sister: Our names are so nice, why do you say they were chosen for our younger brother?
The elder sister said: My name is Lai Di and your name is Zhao Di. Using homophones can only fool children.
She said: Xiao Zhaodi, listen to your sister. When we grow up, our parents will definitely let us put Jinbao first in everything. We should not listen to them.
She said: We all need to study hard, get into a good university, and go out and walk our own paths.
Jinbao is the name my parents gave to my younger brother. I think it’s tacky, but my sister said: Although it’s tacky, it’s very precious, isn’t it?
My sister and I were raised by our grandmother when we were young. Our grandparents didn’t like us, and our parents rarely came to see us throughout the year.
After my younger brother was born, my parents asked my grandmother to send us back.
I was so happy and thought that it would be my parents who would take care of us in the future.
But I was wrong. They asked my sister and I to take care of Jinbao.
No matter how much you like Jinbao, you still have to work, otherwise where will you get the money to support Jinbao?
At that time, we were living in the county town. My sister and I started school later than others and were both in elementary school. After returning home from school every day, we had to cook dinner for the whole family.
I asked my sister: Why doesn’t mom cook?
My sister always looked at me sadly and said: Mom has to take care of my brother personally.
We also have to wash my brother's diapers and feces. He always poops a lot and it's so dirty.
In the middle of winter, my sister and I's hands were chapped and painful.
So I asked my sister again: I see that the babies in the neighboring aunt’s house all use diapers, why doesn’t my brother use one?
My sister blew on my hands, put my hands in her arms to warm them, and said: Those things are so expensive. Although our family is not so poor that we can't afford to eat, it is still a bit difficult to raise three children. We have to be patient. Zhaozhao, you must listen to your sister and study hard.
I listened to my sister. We both had good grades, but mom and dad didn't care about our grades at all.
When I was in junior high school, my sister graduated with the highest score in the school entrance examination.
However, my parents were not happy and told my sister that only one of us could go to high school.
They said: The nine-year compulsory education is over, high school will charge tuition, and we will have to support Jinbao to go to college in the future, so we can't afford to support you.
The sister seemed to have expected this and looked at them coldly: Okay, I won’t go to high school, but you can’t get a penny of the money I earn, and you’ll just have to spend the rest of your life around Wang Jinbao.
I hate Jinbao, and the older he gets, the more I hate him.
His mother raised him like a pig, eating a lot and having a bad temper.
Every time he made a mistake, mom always blamed my sister and me.
I hate him. He made it impossible for my sister to continue her high school studies.
I also hate myself. My sister said she didn't want to study so that I could study, even though my grades are obviously not as good as hers.
I hate my parents, grandparents the most. They are extremely patriarchal.
So I studied harder, because my tuition and living expenses were given to me by my sister.
My sister told me not to do housework anymore and to stop being their servant.
After she went out to work, she never came back home and always met me secretly.
I asked my sister if I could live with her.
My sister said that the people in the dormitory where she lived were not nice at all and always bullied others.
I asked my sister again, did they bully you?
My sister said no, she is very smart.
But as I watched my sister leave, I saw her getting thinner and thinner.
She was unhappy and there were purple bruises on her arms.
There was no way I could help her, I didn't even know where my sister worked, she didn't let us know.
I thought I could help my sister as long as I studied hard, but she died.
She jumped off the building.
Because there were no two children left to serve as servants and I also lived in the school dormitory, my mother found it difficult to take care of Jinbao alone.
We have made her lazy. Things that usually we could accomplish by beating and scolding us, now she has to do them by herself.
Jinbao was also disobedient, and she couldn't bear to blame Jinbao, so she could only blame us.
But she can't control us anymore.
In order to squeeze out the value of my sister, the couple who were not worthy of being called parents found out where she worked, rolled on the ground, and called my sister an ungrateful person.
They said they raised their sister, but in return she ignored them, which made them feel like they had given birth to her in vain.
They said they found a good in-law for my sister and offered a dowry of 300,000 yuan, but she refused to marry.
My sister watched the farce coldly, and the people around her also looked at them as if they were watching a good show.
Some people looked at my sister with contempt, saying that she looked innocent and pure, so how could she be so unfilial.
My sister took off her coat and was only wearing cheap underwear, revealing her skinny body.
She pointed to the large bruises on her body and said: Do you know how this happened? Do you remember that it was you bystanders who beat him up? Because you think I'm young and easy to bully, and you can't beat me alone, so a group of you bully me together, take off my clothes, take pictures and threaten me. Oh, and there was also the workshop director, the pig who could also take pictures. He said I was pretty and asked me to accompany him.
She glanced at everyone with her dark eyes and smiled: This world is rotten, and so are you! You all! Hahaha! None of you will have a good ending, because even if I become a ghost, I will not let you go!
She pushed the crowd away and walked towards the rooftop, revealing a large area of skin and standing on the roof, looking at the audience below with a smile: I will jump from here today, and you will see ghosts tomorrow.
The people downstairs didn't believe it. They didn't seem like real people, but evil spirits from hell. They sneered and showed disdain.
They said: We don’t believe it, just jump if you have the guts!
They took out their mobile phones to live broadcast, cheered and laughed.
They said my sister herself was a little bitch who seduced the workshop director and was shameless.
The parents were among them. They heard that my sister had saved a lot of money in recent years, but did not give them a penny.
They were angry, they pointed fingers, they stood so low but acted so condescending.
They didn't believe that their sister would really choose to commit suicide. After all, she was still so young.
Finally, my sister really jumped down.
On the tenth floor, the sister appeared in front of them and suddenly, red flowers bloomed.
This is what I saw from a video circulating on the Internet. I searched for it for a long time and hesitated for a long time.
I didn't dare to look, but I had to.
I will remember the sinful faces of those people, and I even hope that there are ghosts in this world.
But my sister broke her promise and she didn't turn into a ghost. I think she must have been extremely disappointed with this world and couldn't stand it even for a minute.
My sister left me her inheritance, which means she had no intention of just making do with her life.
Her jump landed the workshop director in jail.
Her leap left the heartless couple with nothing.
Her jump made me lose the only person who loved me in this world...
Before she jumped, she shouted to the camera: Zhao Zhao, you must go your own way. I'm sorry, I can't accompany you anymore. It's too hard. This world is really too hard.
I watched the entire video with hatred, but this sentence alone filled me with sadness.
I burst into tears and opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.
I find even the simplest breathing difficult.
I thought my sister must have taken away the oxygen that kept me alive. After she died, I lived like a walking corpse.
…
At the age of 20, I took the tens of thousands of dollars my sister left me, re-read my senior year of high school three times, and finally got admitted to a key university.
I moved my household registration to the town’s collective household registration, as I was ashamed to be in the same household registration book with them.
I stole the household registration booklet.
I hired a few people to beat Wang Jinbao up. They were so anxious that they rushed him to the hospital.
They probably thought that I hated them so much that I would never return to this gloomy home, but they didn't expect that I didn't even throw away the rusty key.
I really don't want to go back, but I have to.
Staying in one household registration book would make me sick to death.
After moving their household registration, I threw away their household registration books.
They are not worthy of being human beings, so why do they need household registration? Just use the household registration of animals to harm them.
I boarded a train to the far south to start a new life.
I said to my sister in heaven: Sister, look, I was admitted to a good university, but I am so lonely and I need love.
Yes, I need love.
I need lots and lots of love.
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