Chapter 108 You See, You Have Been Growing
After calming down for a while, Qiu Tingxu washed his face and asked Nie Jianxi: "If I can draw Gao Ming in my memory, is it likely that I can eliminate this human trafficker group?"
Nie Jianxi also stopped laughing and answered seriously: "This matter will be reported to the police department, but it is a long way to go to figure out the entire group based on the appearance of one person."
"But we all have to believe in the country. Wherever there is evil, there will always be light."
Qiu Tingxu did not feel encouraged. He was silent for a few seconds and looked out the empty window. There, the sun was pouring down and white clouds were in the sky. It was truly a beautiful scenery.
"But those who have been harmed will never see the light again."
He murmured.
Nie Jianxi followed his gaze and looked out the window, where his gaze fell on the shadows of the trees. The wind blew, the leaves swayed, and the shadows also swayed.
"Ting Xu--" He called Qiu Tingxu like this, ignoring the displeased expression Xu Yansheng gave him.
"You all know that there are so many people in this world. Where there is justice, there is evil. Neither side can completely eliminate the other."
"We cannot guarantee that there will never be a crime in this world, but we can guarantee that after a crime occurs, we will eliminate the criminal with the greatest force and speed."
"But no matter what, in many cases we can only act after the crime has occurred. The damage has already been done and there is no way to erase it."
"There is no God in this world who can send down divine punishment to punish those with darkness in their hearts the moment malice grows."
"You can't do it, and neither can I."
"So, we can only try our best to make amends and help the victim punish the perpetrator."
Qiu Tingxu understood. How could he not understand? He just had never imagined that there would be a life in this world that was miserable from beginning to end, like being fried in a frying pan deep in hell.
With the help of lies, I keep believing and losing, until I finally lose myself. I can't live without going crazy. But I find that even if I go crazy, there is still no so-called salvation to favor me.
Does a mere life have to be so difficult?
He originally thought that his life could be considered hard. He had grown up without a father or a mother, had to fight for even a bite of food, had been involved in countless fights, spent countless days and nights recovering from injuries, had countless part-time jobs, and read books with no end in sight.
Is he suffering?
It seems like his life is pretty miserable, but compared to Wang Zhaodi and her sister, he's nothing.
The only spiritual support Wang Zhaodi had in his life was, at the last moment, his elder sister who had long since died.
Most people are born ordinary, and they think that the suffering they see with their own eyes represents the suffering of the world.
Little do people know that there is a bottomless swamp below the horizon. Some people look ahead, thinking they are moving forward, but they step from the flat ground into the swamp and are trapped there. No matter how they struggle, they cannot escape, but instead sink deeper and deeper.
It's all mud here, there is a lack of air, it's suffocating and it's desperate.
It's... miserable here.
"You're right... You're right. We are not gods. We can't immediately discover all the malice hidden beneath the light."
"We have to do something for them. Since she shared these memories with us, we should do something for them."
Nie Jianxi stood up and patted Qiu Tingxu's shoulder, gently and powerfully, "Tingxu, you are wrong. You don't need to put such a heavy yoke on yourself. She has never been our responsibility. It is not us who should do something for her, but this country and this set of laws should do something for her."
"We freed her yesterday. Believe me, her disappearance is definitely not a bad thing for her."
"All we can do for her is to provide the police with the information we have learned as a special unit, that's all."
"I know that this ability of yours can become your weapon, but it can also become your pressure at some point. You must use your ability correctly and not let it become a nightmare."
No one else in the dormitory spoke. There are countless kinds of suffering in the world, and each one is different. They may not be able to empathize with the pain that they have not experienced, but they can always remain in awe of that suffering.
Remaining silent and not blaming others is the most basic respect they can show.
Although they sympathize, they will not be like Qiu Tingxu.
In their eyes, the female ghost was a complete victim before, but after her death, she became a complete perpetrator.
If we sympathize with such a weak person, how would we feel about those who lost their lives on the bridge and in the river?
Do they deserve it?
They don't deserve it.
They just met with the disaster when they were passing by a bridge.
The scammer was wrong, the human trafficker was wrong, the female ghost was wrong, but these passers-by were not at fault at all.
The cause and effect in this world are so intertwined that in the end, I don’t know how to judge it.
Qiu Tingxu also understood these principles. He sighed, sorted out his thoughts, and said with a wry smile: "I know, I know."
"Jianxi, do you know what my mind-reading ability will eventually become?"
Nie Jianxi guessed: "I'm not sure either, but based on a simple guess, it should be able to advance to the ability to actively read memories."
He smiled and said jokingly, "If I'm more domineering, maybe I can take away your memory."
Qiu Tingxu frowned: "It doesn't sound very decent, and it feels a bit sneaky."
Nie Jianxi: "You can think bigger. If you encounter victims like Wang Zhaodi next time, can you help them forget their painful memories and start over?"
"Some people can digest all memories well, but some people can't. Some memories only add to their pain."
Xu Yansheng interrupted their conversation and said calmly, "What about Tingxu? How many memories belonging to others will he have to accept? Won't he be in pain?"
He would, how could he not feel pain?
In the past, simple mind-reading alone was enough to force its original owner to die, let alone reading other people's memories?
There were so many, so many different, so painful memories, all jammed into his brain. He was going to explode.
The computer's storage area is divided into several disks. He only has one brain, so he can't be so pretentious, right?
Qiu Tingxu felt that what Xu Yansheng said made sense, so he looked at Nie Jianxi eagerly.
Nie Jianxi added: "You underestimate your own abilities. Tingxu, you and Xu Yansheng have unlimited potential. Otherwise, why would I have to find you?"
“You are free to hear the voices of others, and you must also believe that you are free to abandon memories that do not belong to you. Even if these memories are deeply rooted in your bones the moment you share them, they do not belong to you after all.”
"You can forget it, because even if you remember it, it's hard to do anything about it."
"The timing of your memory sharing is very random. The first resonance was with Qingfeng, right? You probably only felt the emotions but didn't see the specific memories."
“You see, you are always growing.”
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