Chapter 134: The Light Boat Ferrying People, Not Ferrying Qingzhou 8
His career had just reached its peak, so how could I let him be exposed for having a gay lover as soon as he entered the stardom?
So what if that gay person is me?
I was the one who pushed him onto this path, so how can I blame him for hiding me in the dark now?
I'm just a little sad, that's all.
But as for visiting the set, I have been there many times, and every time I claimed to be a good friend. People around him also became familiar with me as a friend who cared about him overly.
Under what circumstances would you lie and claim to be your brother when calling a friend?
I couldn't understand it and I was full of doubts.
So I went to visit him again. I entered the theater not quietly, but he didn't see me. Instead, he was quietly receiving service from the assistant.
He was wearing white ancient-style clothes, with clear eyebrows and a smile in his eyes.
Looking at the young assistant wiping his sweat and serving him water and tea, the emotion in his eyes was actually quite familiar.
I was a little dazed and took a closer look at the unfamiliar young assistant. It was a boy, and I guessed he was the one who was talking on the phone.
It's really strange, his features look a bit like mine.
To be more precise, when I was seventeen or eighteen years old, I was outspoken and passionate, like a ball of fire that was ignorant of the world, trying to burn away all the injustices and confusions.
I have only been in college for a year, but I have become a lot more mature, not only in age, but also in face and mentality.
But I think I was still so naive in love. I didn't discover these hidden problems at that time and was willing to believe that Xu Shiming was also fascinated by me.
But he has his own dreams and shouldn't lose himself for love.
I called him, selfishly wanting to see if he would be surprised or frightened.
I was very happy with his reaction. He looked at me freely, and joy slowly exploded in his eyes.
I saw him push the assistant aside and walk towards me. He didn't dare to pull me, so he could only look at me and tell me to go to the lounge with him.
When I went there, he kissed me over and over again, as if he was telling me how much he missed me.
Look, Xu Shiming is also fascinated by me.
What bad intentions could he have? He just wanted to be better.
I think I am not mature enough, at least in love, I am too blind.
In the next few years, my dad really ignored me and told my mom to let me go. He wanted me to experience the pain of love.
I don’t care. It’s not like I don’t have the ability to make a living. My father is still in his prime and can manage the company for many years.
So while attending college, she learned how to be as sweet with Xu Shiming as an ordinary couple.
I learned how to cook and how to match food, trying to make sure Xu Shiming could enjoy the warmth of family every time he came back.
I became an ordinary person, a person who fell in love.
At first, Xu Shiming was concerned about whether I really had no home, and I thought he was worried about me.
But at that time, my dad and I were really at odds, so I never offered any explanation.
Xu Shiming seemed to acknowledge that I was really kicked out of the house. With red eyes, he hugged me to comfort me.
"Qingzhou, is it because of me?"
"They think I can't have children, right?"
No, they say you have no good intentions, but when it comes to you, I only trust you and myself.
I am very grateful to my father. At least he did not think of dealing with Xu Shiming and destroying a rising star like him.
Very contented.
But it doesn’t matter. It’s better that Xu Shiming misunderstood. There is always guilt in love.
He comes back too seldom, and the fact that I'm alone now makes him feel even more guilty. Look, how much I've given up for you, you must not let me down.
In the first two years, Xu Shiming did a great job, and I did a great job too, cooking for him, matching clothes for him, and warming his bed.
I was like a real wife, not aggressive but very gentle, and I had completely forgotten all the dirty words I had ever learned.
I even forgot to maintain my social life. Apart from attending classes, I spent my days staying in our house watching TV dramas and shows in which Xu Shiming appeared.
Becoming a loner and abandoning my social circle was one of the stupidest things I did.
My mother would have called me, but seeing that I never took the initiative to come home and admit my mistakes, she was probably disappointed and only called me once in a while.
How long has it been since you last called? One month? Two months? I forgot...
I just remember how long it has been since Xu Shiming contacted me.
But at that time, I seemed unaware of these changes, because my life was already occupied by studies and Xu Shiming.
I occasionally meet Xu Shijun. He is very capable and has already made a name for himself in the business battlefield.
Even in a suit, it's still cold.
He always looked at me with an unfathomable expression, "Ruan Qingzhou, haven't you noticed that you have changed?"
"Although Xu Shiming is my brother, he has changed now. I used to think you were a good match for him, but now I think he is not a good match for you."
"Let it go soon."
What? Why does everyone want to separate Xu Shiming and me?
We are talking about our own love life. Did it provoke you?
I'm so angry!
I was so angry that I called Xu Shiming on video when I got home, trying to prove that he still loved me.
He was in the hotel room, just out of the shower, wearing a bathrobe, revealing his collarbone and a little bit of his chest.
Honey-colored, very tempting.
Every movement that shows the flesh vaguely is a temptation.
He squinted his eyes and smiled at me: "Qingzhou, I met a fortune teller today when I was filming in the mountains. I showed him our horoscopes and he said that you are the lucky star in my life."
"Do you think I love you?"
Love, you love me, then can you tell me what the red mark on your chest covered by the edge of your bathrobe is?
Was it a mosquito bite?
That was the third year I was with him, and we had our first fight.
In the past, no matter how he ignored me because of work, I would never get upset with him.
After all, it’s just work.
I don’t think I’m so unloved that I’d even get jealous of my work.
Look, I, the son of the richest man, am so sensible. I am so moved that I cry, okay?
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