Chapter 180: Sloppy
Qiu Tingxu looked at the white marks on Xu Yansheng's arm that were different from the other intact skin, and was silent for a few seconds.
Then he grabbed Xu Yansheng's arm and gritted his teeth, "Is your brain now occupied by love, huh?"
The pain was barely noticeable and was nothing compared to the pain from being cut by the blade.
In Xu Yansheng's eyes, this little bit of pain was just flirting.
He quite liked it and enjoyed it.
If Qiu Tingxu simply felt sorry for him, and was always concerned about his past when interacting with him, and was always obedient and gentle to him, that would make him feel uneasy.
He doesn't need simple sympathy and pity, what he needs is complete acceptance and sincere love.
In the process of falling in love, there is never only careful care, but also disgust and blame.
Just like how Qiu Tingxu always disliked him for being lovesick, this dislike was not out of disdain from the bottom of her heart because she didn't love him.
Although Qiu Tingxu was very disgusted, he never got bored.
Because when he accepted Xu Yansheng's love, he was already prepared to accept Xu Yansheng completely.
Except for issues of principle, he would not specifically order Xu Yansheng to change.
As a human being, who doesn’t have a few little problems?
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Xu Yansheng put his hand on Qiu Tingxu's hand, not paying any attention to his own mottled arm.
It's not entirely mottled, it's all white, but there are many scars from years of injuries across his originally smooth and white arms.
He was born white, and even his sweat hair was very light in color, like short, light fluff, and could not be seen unless you looked closely.
On skin like this, even the slightest scar would be extremely obvious.
"Ting Xu, these scars will disappear. With you here, I won't hurt myself anymore."
[So, can you please stop paying attention to my arm and pay attention to me...]
Qiu Tingxu: "... Let's just say, do you really need this compensation?"
Xu Yansheng began to repeat what he had said this afternoon.
[Stop nagging, it’s just sleeping, sleep, sleep, I’m going to sleep the fuck off tonight! 】
These were the exact words that came out of Qi Tingxu's mouth when he was pestered by Xu Yansheng in the afternoon.
Xu Yansheng’s brain is really good, his memory points are full and he remembers every word exactly.
It's just the tone that's different. He was simply repeating and couldn't imitate Qiu Tingxu's angry and embarrassed look.
But just based on this sentence, Qiu Tingxu admitted defeat.
You must fulfill your promise even if you have to kneel down. (…Those who understand will understand)
He thinks he is not a scumbag. If he can't keep his word, what is the difference between him and a scumbag?
So Qiu Tingxu rolled his eyes and simply agreed.
"Okay, but don't ask for compensation. It makes it sound like I owe you something."
"Our emotional interactions are all about being unable to control ourselves. It's normal. There's no utilitarianism or compensation involved. Do you understand?"
Xu Yansheng squeezed his hand, kissed his fingers, looked at him with joy, and said, "You mean, not only can we sleep together today, but you also owe me compensation?"
The abacus beads were about to fall onto Qiu Tingxu's face.
His temples twitched, he pulled his hand back, and sneered, "Do you know that I didn't wash my hands when I went to the toilet just now?"
Xu Yansheng, a person with mysophobia, did not look like a mysophobe at all. Instead, he lowered his eyes and looked at Qiu Tingxu's left hand.
Shocking words: "So, you used this hand to support it?"
Qiu Tingxu: “?”
"Would you like to hear what you are asking?"
Xu Yansheng stared at his hand, eager to hold his hand and do something that would go against his mysophobia.
Qiu Tingxu was so frightened that he clenched his fist and retracted it.
"Xu Yansheng! You are a mysophobia! A mysophobia!"
Xu Yansheng raised her eyelashes and looked at him aggrievedly, and whispered: "You know very well that I like you. I like your whole person, your spirit, your body, every part of you, inside and out."
“I like them all.”
He has always been frank with Qiu Tingxu, and now he dares to say anything.
Qiu Tingxu was frightened by him again. An indescribable emotion surged from the soles of his feet to his heart, and then unstoppably surged to the top of his head.
Turned into goose bumps growing little beans on his skin.
Oh shit, oh shit, I can’t take it anymore.
Qiu Tingxu hugged his arms and rubbed them, shrinking back a little.
Well, he’s not a scumbag, but... it’s not too much to take a shower before doing this, right?
It should be okay to delay for an hour or two, right?
So he jumped up from the sofa, moving his hands and feet together, stammering, and talking as he walked.
"Um... Xu Yansheng, wait a minute. I'm going to take a shower first."
Xu Yansheng also stood up silently and followed behind him. He walked the same way Qiu Tingxu walked.
Halfway through the walk, Qiu Tingxu looked back speechlessly at him, and he looked like a robot, with his hands and feet synced.
"What are you doing? You are so confused..."
Xu Yansheng also asked him: "You are also the same hand and foot, I will learn from you, it's cute."
Qiu Tingxu hadn't realized that he had the same hands and feet, and laughed three times: "Hahahaha... I have the same hands and feet? How is that possible!"
So he took another step confidently and continued walking towards the master bedroom.
After taking two steps, he looked at his hands, then at his legs, and became angry.
"Xu Yansheng! It's all your fault that I was led astray! I was doing fine at first!"
Xu Yansheng took the blame without any hesitation.
"Well, it's all my fault. Go take a shower."
Qiu Tingxu adjusted himself on the spot and decided to move his right foot and left hand first, and his steps were finally normal.
"Well, okay, I'm going to take a shower."
Xu Yansheng followed up by saying, “Yeah, I’m going to take a shower too.”
Qiu Tingxu walked into the room.
Xu Yansheng also walked into the room.
Qiu Tingxu turned around and looked at Xu Yansheng.
Xu Yansheng looked at Qiu Tingxu innocently.
Qiu Tingxu hesitated and asked, "Excuse me, Master Yan, why are you following me?"
Xu Yansheng said honestly: "Take a shower."
Qiu Tingxu stretched out his right hand, raised an index finger, pointed to the bathroom in the living room, and said, "If I remember correctly, your bathroom is over there."
Xu Yansheng stretched out his right hand, and with his slender and slightly cool fingers, he wrapped Qiu Tingxu's index finger and said, "Baby, this whole house is ours, why divide it between you and me?"
Qiu Tingxu pulled his fingers. Good, he could not pull back the fingers he had extended.
“…”
It was too careless.
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