Chapter 218 You Should Have Told Me Earlier
ah! No matter whether he likes it or not, he was not pushed away.
To round it off, you can continue kissing!
He had not yet forgotten the time limit issue that Qiu Tingxu had mentioned, so he simply opened both eyes and stared at Nie Jianxi.
Originally, the red rings in his eyes were not that obvious, but it seemed that the more excited he was, the larger and denser the red rings became.
This caused his eyes to become extremely weird.
So when he deliberately looked into Nie Jianxi's eyes, Nie Jianxi also looked at him in surprise.
So beautiful.
Eyes, which are almost impossible to see on humans, turned into a beautiful scene after the collision of colors and appeared before his eyes unexpectedly.
The magnificent colors of the world often appeared before his eyes at unexpected moments, making him obsessed.
Nie Jianxi couldn't control his hands, and his white and delicate fingertips gently touched Xie Jinzhuo's eyelids.
To actively touch a person who desires him while their lips are touching.
Isn’t Xie Jinzhuo satisfied with the fireworks in his brain?
This fucking rounding, doesn't it just mean that Nie Jianxi is willing to do it with him?
Xie Jinzhuo became even more excited. Seeing that the dark brown iris in the middle of the red ring was about to turn red, Nie Jianxi suddenly pushed him away.
Xie Jinzhuo: “…”
He stared at Nie Jianxi with fierce eyes, stunned.
Seeing him staring at him, Nie Jianxi began to become dazed, then he remembered what Qiu Tingxu had said before, and in order to wake Xie Jinzhuo up, he turned his head slightly.
This move is tantamount to stirring up a hornet's nest.
Xie Jinzhuo thought that Nie Jianxi had finally come to his senses and hated him.
I was so anxious that I had to twist his head and make eye contact with him.
"Look at me, why are you turning your head away?"
"You are not allowed to hate me, do you hear me?"
Nie Jianxi was helpless, and sighed with his eyes downcast: "I don't hate you, Junior Brother, it's you who is distracted by me."
"I'm worried that you might be affected by my eyes and become stupid."
Xie Jinzhuo didn't care. He didn't believe that Nie Jianxi's eyes had such power. But since he didn't turn his head away because he hated it, he reluctantly accepted this explanation.
"Mu Tou, don't you have anything to say when I treat you like this?"
Nie Jianxi pondered for a while and said, "Yes..."
Xie Jinzhuo's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't know whether it was fear or anticipation that was swelling and tangling in his chest.
This emotion even affected his vocal cords, causing him to speak with a sense of bitterness.
"What... do you want to say?"
Nie Jianxi was still lying on the bed, and Xie Jinzhuo was looking down at him. In this position, it was difficult to miss all the expressions on Nie Jianxi's face.
Including the subtle sense of surprise in the eyes.
He saw Nie Jianxi's lips turn slightly red and slightly opened, and heard his soft and gentle voice spread out.
"Your eyes are beautiful."
It was like falling to the ground from a high suspension bridge in an instant. After experiencing the fear of worrying about life and death, I landed safely.
Xie Jinzhuo was stunned for a moment and reacted extremely slowly.
“…Ah, ah.”
"Just... this one sentence?"
Nie Jianxi was too lazy to see his junior fellow apprentice act stupidly, and for a moment he was a little curious and kept staring at him.
After thinking for a while, he nodded, "One more sentence."
Xie Jinzhuo ran to the suspension bridge again. If he continued like this, he suspected that he would be in danger of sudden death at any time.
Then he started to get angry again, "Can you please finish what you said at once? It's very scary. I'm almost scared to death by you!"
Nie Jianxi curled her lips slightly and didn't care about his attitude. After all, he was just a paper tiger and couldn't hurt anyone at all.
"Junior brother, do you like me?"
Xie Jinzhuo's face was already red, and it became even redder when he asked this question.
This should be the most blood-reddening time of his life, as if all the blood in his body was concentrated on his face.
The amount of blood in his body is originally less than that of ordinary people. A mysterious mechanism works together with this blood to maintain his life, which no one can explain clearly.
"like?"
He shook his head in a trance: "I don't like you."
Nie Jianxi was puzzled for a moment, then he asked, "Can I kiss you even if you don't like it?"
Xie Jinzhuo suddenly lowered his head, keeping a very close distance from Nie Jianxi, staring at him fiercely.
"Of course I don't like you. Can a simple word like "I like you" summarize my feelings for two lifetimes?"
"In my last life, I didn't let you take the risk of reversing time, but you refused to listen. You acted as if the world was your responsibility and never cared about me."
"I was so! So! Angry, miserable, and upset that I wanted to destroy the whole world, but I still let you go."
“Is this love?”
"In this life, I know that you will still follow the same path as in your last life, meet so-called partners in advance, and embark on a road with extremely high risks and an unknown future. I can only watch you go."
“Is this love?”
"If I just like you, I should lock you up, make you obedient, and only make myself happy, do you know that?!"
"I love you! I love you so much that I can only follow your wishes and won't allow myself to block the path you want to take!"
"I regret it ten thousand times every day! Every day! Every day! Why can others satisfy their own selfish desires so easily, but I have to let you fulfill other people's lives over and over again!"
"I should have pinned you down on the bed and violated you a thousand times! Ten thousand times! Countless times before the world ended!"
"Why the hell do I care about the life and death of the world? What does it have to do with us? Why should I sacrifice you, sacrifice my love, to save someone I don't even know?"
“Because you love it, you love this world.”
"You are so noble, so noble that every time I look at you, I feel like I am looking at the sun in the sky."
"Because of this, I feel that I am not worthy of defiling you. I dare not defame you, and I dare not even ask you, can you pity me, look at me, and fall in love with me before the end of the world comes?"
Except for violent people, he rarely expressed his thoughts and emotions so directly, so that his originally excited voice gradually became low and hoarse.
Along with the words, there were actually drops of hot tears falling on Nie Jianxi's chin and neck.
Tears shouldn't be scalding hot. The human body temperature is only around 37 degrees Celsius. How hot can tears be?
What was burning was clearly the other person's scorching emotions, causing Nie Jianxi to shiver on his skin.
He had never thought that in the eyes of his junior fellow apprentice, he was like the sun high above.
The sun is so hot that it can burn everything that comes close to it until not even a trace of ashes is left.
How is he like the sun?
He also never thought that he was just doing what he wanted to do, but he had unknowingly hurt his fellow apprentice so many times.
And it hurts so deeply.
No wonder, no wonder my junior fellow apprentice in this life is so much more vicious than that in the previous life.
He thought that it was because he was missing one soul and two spirits that caused him to lack emotions and be too dull, which made his junior brother impatient.
It turned out that all this was just his guess, and the truth was that his fellow apprentice couldn't bear to see him do anything that would harm himself.
It turned out that his junior fellow apprentice had such deep feelings for him.
Nie Jianxi curled his fingers and raised his eyes to look at Xie Jinzhuo who turned his head away from his sight.
Feeling somewhat helpless, he reached out and stroked the back of Xie Jinzhuo's neck, and said softly, "Junior brother, you have to speak out. If you don't speak out, how can I know what you are thinking?"
Xie Jinzhuo choked up, still very fierce: "Will you listen if I tell you? I've been fierce to you so many times, but you still keep bleeding!"
Nie Jianxi was silent for a few seconds, then hesitantly said, "This... I may not listen, but I will know how you feel about me."
"After I know this, I will learn to give back to you."
"You know, I've always been slow in this regard. I need you to remind me, to remind me that when I love the world, I should not forget to love you."
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