Chapter 140 Do you know how I looked for you in those years?



Jiang Manyue was struck by lightning, and everything had a reasonable explanation.

No wonder he chose reproductive medicine.

No wonder he was as happy as a child.

No wonder…

But I also felt ridiculous. Maybe he just wanted to make up for causing her injury. Why was I being so sentimental?

Even though she felt that he was being too sentimental, Jiang Manyue still didn't have the courage to reject him directly.

She chose a more radical approach and secretly changed her application, deciding to take her mother to go to college in the south, because the south was not cold and her mother was most afraid of the cold.

Before leaving for the south, she gave her cell phone and a letter to her uncle.

In the letter, she lied to him and said that she had found her father and went abroad to study with him.

For fear of being exposed, she also asked him not to tell his uncle and aunt about finding her father and studying abroad, for fear that her aunt would ask her father for money if she knew.

She thought that if she broke the agreement first, Shen Zhongli would give up medical school and continue the path of studying abroad that his family had paved for him.

I just didn't expect that things would be so unpredictable.

You can't blame her at that time.

At that time, she simply thought that everyone should go their own way, and there was no question of abandoning those who were looked down upon.

Jiang Manyue could only continue to say the lie she had told before: "My father found us at that time. He owed a lot of money in China and wanted to take us abroad to avoid debt.

He had been separated from us for many years, so I agreed to go with him.

We didn’t tell anyone because we were afraid that our creditors would get to know the news and we would not be able to leave.

so……"

Jiang Manyue paused, lowered her head and whispered, "I'm sorry!"

"Since you said you're sorry," Shen Zhongli crossed his hands on the table, looking like the party A who was going to negotiate with her, "then tell me how you've done something to make me feel sorry!"

After saying that, he looked straight at her, and his eyes clearly said, I don’t believe a word you say.

Jiang Manyue exhaled, raised her eyes and looked at him, "I shouldn't have said those hurtful words that year.

No matter what, it was you who saved me that year. Instead of thanking you, I blamed you. I was wrong. I'm sorry!

I should have told you about my study abroad. I was wrong. I'm sorry!"

"Is it over?" Shen Zhongli's eyes became colder.

"..." Jiang Manyue was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Yeah!"

Unexpectedly, her apology would make Shen Zhongli even more unhappy.

Shen Zhongli moved his lips, wanting to list all the things he had done to him over the years, but when the words came to his lips, he felt they were too pretentious.

Maybe people don't take it seriously at all.

Why do you have to put your own face under your feet and roll around like a clown?

After a brief loss of control, Shen Zhongli retracted his gaze and returned to his role as a doctor to talk to her.

"Your problem is a bit complicated. I need you..." Shen Zhongli couldn't really say the words like 'husband' or 'lover', so he skipped them and said, "You two come together to develop a treatment plan."

"..." Jiang Manyue reacted for a moment, then hesitantly said, "He... is quite busy. If my question is too complicated, forget it. Thank you!"

When she came here, she thought that even if there was only a one percent chance, she would choose to try, because she probably needed a child to solve all her current problems.

She didn't expect the doctor to be Shen Zhongli, and she felt it was too embarrassing.

"return!"

Shen Zhongli called her.

"Did I say it can't be cured?" Shen Zhongli frowned, feeling a little aggrieved in his irritability, "Am I a cannibal or something? Why do you protect people so well?

Would it cost me anything to take a look at it?”

I want to see what kind of person I can find if I can't even find a look in my eyes.

"I'm sick, not him. There's no need to see him," Jiang Manyue said.

"If he doesn't come, your illness cannot be cured," Shen Zhongli said angrily.

Knowing that he was looking for trouble, Jiang Manyue took a deep breath and said, "Okay, then I won't treat it."

Hearing this, Shen Zhongli was so angry that he took off his glasses and looked at Xiao Hu and the nurse on the side, "You go out and lock the door."

Xiao Hu and the nurse exchanged glances, expressing curiosity about what would happen next, but not daring to disobey.

After struggling for a while, he finally obediently went out and locked the door.

Professor Shen and his men can't afford to offend.

Without his glasses, Shen Zhongli's eye sockets looked even deeper, and his brows were raised, making him look as fierce as a wolf glaring at a hunter.

"Since it doesn't matter whether you can get treatment or not, why are you hanging up my number?"

"I..." Jiang Manyue said, "I explained that my family asked someone to make the appointment for me. I didn't know it was you."

"You wouldn't have come if you knew it was me, right?"

Jiang Manyue, who was guessed, was speechless.

"Jiang Manyue, how did I offend you that you treat me like this?"

"I..." Jiang Manyue wanted to ask herself what was wrong, but the words couldn't come out.

She did seem to be very mean to him.

"I hate the way you're being timid and submissive. It's as if I'm bullying you."

"No, it's my fault!"

"Jiang Manyue, can you change your temper? Can't you just say what you want to say?

That was how it was back then. You didn't say anything when I asked you. You said you hated me, but at the same time you acted affectionate towards me.

It's the same now. If you were a little more generous and called your partner over, I would give up when I see him/her.

You have to pretend that you still have feelings for me."

Jiang Manyue felt that her heart was calm, at least she did not feel sad, upset, angry or other emotions. But just when she moved her throat, tears fell inexplicably.

"Jiang Manyue" Shen Zhongli rushed over and put his arms on both sides of her chair, trapping her in the middle, gritted his teeth and growled, "What do you want?"

“…”

"It's been more than ten years. You have disappeared for more than ten years. Since you chose to disappear, why do you appear again now?

If you have decided to show up, why choose the time after marriage?"

“…”

"Jiang Manyue, do I, Shen Zhongli, owe you anything? Why do you keep playing with me again and again? Is it fun to watch me lose control again and again?"

Jiang Manyue could no longer move her throat to make any sound. If she moved at all, tears would cover her eyes.

"What do you mean by crying now?"

"sorry!"

"What are you sorry for? Why are you sorry?" Shen Zhongli yelled out of control, his hands tightly gripping the armrest of the chair as if he wanted to crush it.

Jiang Manyue had nothing to say.

"Come, let me tell you why you are sorry to me." Shen Zhongli straightened up, let out a long breath, and tried to calm himself down.

“I was afraid that you were malnourished, so I gave you all my food, but you told others that I was not over the rebellious stage yet and didn’t want to eat the food at home, so I asked you to help me solve the problem.

There was a rumor that was not good about you, and I took action to resolve it, but you said I was impulsive and caused the teacher to call your parents.

After I had resolved the issue with my parents, you wanted to transfer to a regular class in order to draw a line between us.

As you wished, I went to the regular class alone in disgrace.

You got lost while skiing, and I rode a snowmobile to look for you for more than two hours. I overturned the car five times and got bruises on the back of my arms.

Even though my arms hurt and I couldn't turn the accelerator, I still endured the pain to look for you. I was worried that you were scared, worried that you were hurt, worried that you...

It was my fault. You got hurt on the way back to the camp.

Not only did I endure your scolding, I also decided to study medicine to solve your problem.

I didn't expect that you would leave me alone without even giving me a chance to atone for my sins.

Or the silent kind.

Do you know how I looked for you during those years? "


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