His kiss was so fierce, so irresistible, and bloody. An Zhe couldn't breathe at all. He turned his head away, but was pushed back.
He was feeling sorry for Lu Xun just now, but now he was trembling with anger. The hyphae spread out in large clumps. He could only resist instinctively and wanted to strangle Lu Xun.
But his eyes suddenly became dazed - a scene appeared in front of him.
A figure fell down in front of him. His heart shrank suddenly. He caught him and held him tightly in his arms: "An Zhe?"
In a trance, An Zhe realized that this was a fragment of Lu Xun's memory. He would get something if he drank Lu Xun's blood. What happened now was the scene when he fainted just now.
"An Zhe?" Lu Xun called his name several times in a row, but the person in his arms did not respond at all. He just frowned slightly and trembled all over, as if he was suffering from great pain.
Why did he suddenly become like this? Lu Xun didn't know, he could only hold him tightly.
He seemed to be dying suddenly - just like this ever-changing world.
An Zhe was stunned as he experienced the feeling of that moment. At this moment, his feelings overlapped with Lu Xun's.
Lu Xun was afraid.
He was actually afraid.
What was he afraid of?
Afraid of losing the person in his arms, just like... just like losing him, losing everything.
An Zhe's body trembled violently.
This person -
why could he be so good to him, but so cruel to him.
The force on his shoulder made him sober up from this scene for a short time. His consciousness was split into two halves, one half was kissed by Lu Xun in a near-torturous manner, and the other half was immersed in the memory of the past, witnessing this person holding him in his arms, calling his name over and over again.
But he couldn't be woken up. He looked so painful, so obedient, and such a fragile person, but he was in such severe pain.
Lu Xun wiped the cold sweat from his forehead. He unconsciously grabbed Lu Xun's wrist, like grabbing a life-saving straw. What was Lu Xun thinking at this moment?
He was thinking, I can feel the pain for him, I can do anything, as long as he can wake up.
An Zhe closed his eyes. He was still resisting, but he didn't have that much strength - he seemed to be deflated all of a sudden, and in the end he could only give up all resistance and let Lu Xun grab his lips and tongue, and also grab his spirit, everything about him.
It was like a long war.
The intense emotions were slowly exhausted in this long stalemate.
When he was finally released, he leaned on Lu Xun's chest, not wanting to say anything.
Lu Xun hugged him, still silent.
The blank time stretched infinitely, the judge and the alien had nothing to say.
In the long silence, Lu Xun suddenly spoke.
He said, "How did you become a human?"
"Because of An Ze." An Zhe said.
He leaned on Lu Xun's arms, they had been completely honest with each other, in that kiss driven by both impulses, they had been torn apart.
So he no longer had to hide anything.
In fact, he is not an alien.
He is very weak and cannot infect anyone. He is actually a mushroom infected by humans.
At this time, Lu Xun looked at his mycelium. There was still blood on the snow-white mycelium, which was just bitten out by An Zhe. It turns out that this little mushroom can be very fierce when it is angry.
The blood is disappearing bit by bit, which is absorbed by the mycelium.
An Zhe also looked there.
He suddenly said, "You're dead."
Lu Xun clasped his fingers and asked, "Why?"
"I grow on you," An Zhe said expressionlessly, "I eat your blood, internal organs and flesh, and then grow on your bones."
Lu Xun's other hand slowly clasped his wrist, and his fingertips scratched across the white skin, leaving a light red mark, like pinching a newly grown white mushroom after the rain, and the juice flowed out. He whispered, "Do you know what you are saying?"
An Zhe shook his head, his throat choked, his eyes were full of tears, and he looked up at the dark green moldy wall, and at the twisted and flowing chandelier. The window was cracked by the strong wind, and a radial gap was formed. Rainwater poured in, and it was in harmony with the whispering in the wind.
He thought, he didn't know how to define his emotions, but if he wanted to stay with Lu Xun in peace, there was really no other way to go.
He just looked at the unreachable sky.
Lu Xun: "You are crying."
An Zhe turned his head back to look at Lu Xun, and at this angle he needed to raise his head slightly.
So they looked at each other.
It's hard to explain why, looking at Lu Xun, An Zhe smiled.
The corners of his lips were slightly red, and there were traces of water in the corners of his beautiful eyes.
So Lu Xun also smiled.
He held An Zhe's face: "... so silly."
An Zhe just looked at him. After a long time, he asked: "Has the base come to pick you up?"
Lu Xun: "Yes."
An Zhe didn't say anything. Lu Xun said: "Do you like the base?"
As soon as the word "base" fell, the pain of electric shock spread all over An Zhe's body again. He trembled physiologically and buried his strength in Lu Xun.
Lu Xun hugged him and gently stroked his back. He said: "I'm sorry."
An Zhe shook his head.
It was not until three minutes later that An Zhe calmed down again.
He looked up at Lu Xun and held his hand tightly.
He seemed to be waiting for something, Lu Xun thought.
He thought so and did so. As if by some strange coincidence, Lu Xun leaned forward slightly and kissed An Zhe again.
There was no violent movement, no resistance, just a deep, quiet kiss.