Xie Rangchen admitted it generously, so frankly that Helian Yu always felt that he was hiding something.

She knew he was not that kind of person.

Helian Yu knew very well that there was a secret, but an unknown feeling of powerlessness spread throughout her limbs, as if it could break her bones, making her feel unknown and terrifying.

"Tell me what happened in the next two years."

Helian Yu reached out to pull him, but seeing that he was shirtless, he had no idea where to start. Feeling full of resentment, he clenched his palm and punched him on the shoulder.

"The crown prince rebelled, and you proclaimed yourself emperor. You then poisoned the entire royal family, not allowing anyone to resist. After you learned of your true identity, you wanted to refine a magical weapon to kill your real body. You sacrificed 100,000 people and dug out my heart as a prelude."

Xie Rangchen's face was cold, and there was a hint of obvious resentment in his calm voice, word by word.

Helian Yu's slender eyelashes trembled, her throat felt sticky and dry, and she spoke with difficulty: "Have I done so much?"

Seeing her reaction, Xie Rangchen suddenly smiled, and the self-mockery in his smile was a bit dazzling.

He thought she would be incredulous.

But she didn't, she could accept these practices in her heart.

Over the years, he seemed to have misunderstood her definition of 'evil'.

He thought... he could change.

Then what does it matter if he comes back? Helian Yu looked up at him, and seeing the mockery on his face, he felt a little hesitant in his heart, and he opened his mouth to say something, but couldn't.

From the very beginning, she was not a "god", nor was she a "god" who took the people of the world as her responsibility. She was just a rabbit.

She doesn't need to understand anything about the people of the world, and she doesn't need to feel compassion for the world.

Because when she was a rabbit, some gods would despise her just because she was a rabbit, and she came to Daxia not to "save Daxia" as she had said at the beginning.

It is true that she wants merit.

She wants merit in order to gain strength.

What she wanted initially was to figure out a way to become a god, and then severely crush those disgusting things in the God Realm.

But now, she is about to die.

Or maybe she will exist in another form.

But she didn't want to.

No! Helian Yu approached Xie Rangchen, their faces close, their breaths intertwined, a cold ambiguity flowing between the two, like a broken love net, tightly binding the two.

"Master, I have a better way." Helian Yu pinched his chin with his fingertips like peeling onions, and the smile in his eyes was cold and unfamiliar. "Just like you said, I have to save myself, right? This time, I won't choose a magic weapon. I have a better place to go."

Xie Rangchen blinked away the hatred in his eyes, and replaced it with a hint of panic. Even with the panic on his gorgeous face, he was still stunningly beautiful.

Helian Yu curled her lips, this smile was very different from her usual obedient smile, she lowered her head and kissed his lips.

"Master, Daxia has come this far, and I have gotten what I wanted. I am leaving now."

Xie Rangchen's eyes tightened and he raised his hand to grab her. The emptiness in his heart finally made him realize his feelings.

He didn't mind her 'viciousness', he didn't mind her 'meanness', he didn't want to retaliate against her or punish her.

He wanted her to be alive and by his side.

"Yu'er..."

"Hush."

Helian Yu pressed on his lips, smiling sweetly, with vigor, wantonness, freedom, and open calculation.

Xie Rangchen didn't have any rejection in his heart.

His heart was falling, falling into the abyss - she was waiting for him in the abyss.

"Master, I'll give you a gift. See you later..." Helian Yu's eyes were red, and she was extremely beautiful and charming. "Please show mercy."

The sunlight sprinkled on every corner of the bedroom and reflected on the shaking curtains, as if it was ashamed and fled everywhere.

Chang An had a gloomy face, and Caiyun noticed it even though she didn't want to pay attention.

"It's good enough for the mansion to know about the master's affairs." Caiyun was confident in Chang'an's character, but she had to remind him, "If it were any other man, it would be a good story, a romantic affair of the master, but the status of the national teacher is different, and the two of them have a master-disciple relationship-"

"I know." Chang An pursed his lips, his frown seemed to darken, "I accept the master's choice."

Chang An took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and recovered as before: "When the master is free, tell her that the envoys of Zhongzhou Kingdom said that the princess of Zhongzhou died mysteriously, and they suspected that it was the master's doing. His Majesty's intention is to attack Zhongzhou on the pretext of something."

"Okay, I'll remember that." Caiyun crossed her hands in front of her and nodded.

"The East Factory still has a lot of things to do. I'll leave first."

Caiyun watched Chang'an leave, and then waited anxiously outside the bedroom, worrying about what the future would bring.

The crescent moon is in the sky, the stars are twinkling, and the inky sky seems to be tempting people to run towards it and sink into it.

"Master, you must protect yourself in the next two years." Helian Yu pinched his face lightly, with a hint of regret, "If possible, we will meet again. If not... then we will never meet again."

Helian Yu didn't think too much for the time being.

She became more and more willful.

Now, in order to survive, she has nothing to give up.

What's more, although she didn't reject him, she didn't feel the so-called "love" for him either.

Xie Rangchen saw her indifference more deeply, he seemed to see the shadow of that person in her.

Can……

His heart made the decision.

Regardless of good or evil, he will firmly choose her.

"You... too." Xie Rangchen bit his lower lip lightly, the contradiction and sadness of his handsome and delicate face swirling around him, "You must stay alive."

"Perhaps."

Helian Yu said maybe, but deep down he meant "definitely".

No matter what the cost, she must live. To her, nothing in the world is more important than her life.

That night, Princess Zhaoyang disappeared, the imperial teacher was seriously injured, and the guards in the princess's mansion were unconscious. The princess's mansion seemed to have become a tomb.

Inside the Hall of Mental Cultivation, there was a constant clattering sound of things being thrown.

Chang Hai paced anxiously outside the palace. Seeing Chang An coming over, he asked hurriedly, "How is it? Is there any news about the princess?"

Chang An shook his head and Chang Hai sighed heavily.

Prince's Mansion.

The prince, now in his thirties, stood under the eaves with his hands behind his back. His back looked lonely and heavy, and it was impossible to tell whether he was sad or happy.

"Are you worried about the princess?"

The prince recognized Liu Qiuyue's voice, but did not turn his head: "I was wondering whether Zhaoyang's disappearance is a good thing. I have been the prince for twenty years..."

Liu Qiuyue had mixed feelings. If she were standing in her position as a concubine, she hoped that the prince would take a step forward. Perhaps she could become a royal concubine and provide a good future for her son.

But from her perspective as a passer-by in history, she hopes to find Princess Zhaoyang as soon as possible. Princess Zhaoyang is the most suitable person to be the emperor. History needs a empress to break the precedent, and history needs more empresses.

Liu Qiuyue didn't know whether she would return to her era after her death, the modern times that she missed more and more, an era that called for gender equality but was implicitly biased towards boys due to historical accumulation, an era that was far more equal and free than the current noble prince's backyard.

These days, she often has a dream. She dreams that she is the time-traveling heroine. She writes articles, does business, and is the most beloved person by all the outstanding men in the world.

She helped the so-called male protagonist ascend the throne and become emperor, and she was the most honorable queen.

However, as the dream continued, it turned into a nightmare.

The emperor will take concubines, become alienated from her as the queen, drain the modern knowledge from her brain, banish her to the cold palace, and turn her into a lunatic.