Chapter 69: Deep Love
And at this time——
In an old house less than five kilometers away from the villa area, Sun Yi was sitting in his small room, staring at his mobile phone in a daze.
His family has lived in this old tube-shaped building for more than ten years. Because his father is an alcoholic and a failure to make ends meet, the whole family relies on his mother, Li Guihua, to work part-time to earn money.
Sun Yi's mother, Li Guihua, was not well educated. Her family favored boys over girls. Although she had good academic performance, she was not allowed to continue her studies and was forced to go out to earn money to save up dowries for her two sons to marry. So she was forced to drop out of school after graduating from junior high school.
Later, in order to escape her parents who favored boys over girls and her brother who kept sucking her blood, she quickly went on a blind date and married Sun Lei, who had a house in the city.
In that era, Sun Lei's family had a small apartment with three bedrooms and a living room in the city, which was already very good conditions. So even though Sun Yi's father was short and had no skills, she still decided to marry him.
She thought that as long as the two of them had a house and a place to stay in the city, and worked hard, their lives would get better and better.
But she didn't know that this wrong marriage was the continuation of her life tragedy.
Sun Lei originally worked in a factory, where he just idled away his time every day. Although the salary was not high, it was enough to make ends meet. Later, the factory went bankrupt due to poor performance, and Sun Lei became unemployed and stayed at home.
At first he was willing to go out and look for a job, but after finding a few unsatisfactory jobs, he stayed at home unemployed and refused to go out again.
Every day I do nothing except playing cards, drinking and bragging with others.
Li Guihua had to work, take care of the children, and be responsible for all the household expenses on her own, so the two of them often quarreled.
Later, they had a quarrel and Sun Lei untied the belt and started beating Li Guihua. Li Guihua resisted at first, but as a woman she was not as strong as a man. That was the first time Li Guihua was beaten.
Once there is a first time, there will be a second time, and then countless times.
This kind of man seems to have gained some kind of status advantage in domestic violence, which makes him unable to stop, so that he starts to attack every time he is not satisfied.
After being pinned down and beaten by him many times, Li Guihua, who had originally resisted, suddenly seemed to accept her fate.
She began to stop resisting, became numb and compromised.
Because she knew that her resistance would only lead to even more violent beatings.
Because of his affair outside, the man turned into a beast and attacked indiscriminately at home, whether it was her or the children.
The only thing she could do was to be patient, only in this way would the beast vent all his anger on herself without involving the child.
Sun Lei also became worse and worse. He drank until midnight every day and often collapsed at the door of his house drunk, or vomited all over the house, leaving the whole house in a mess.
Sun Yi grew up in such a family environment.
He went from being scared at first to being indifferent at last, as if he was used to everything.
Every time his father beat him, he felt ironic when he saw his mother standing in front of him.
He didn't know why anyone would give birth to a child for a man who was good for nothing except drinking and beating his wife.
And why did he become the child of such a person?
He was born into a rotten family and was rotten to the core from the beginning, so he let himself rot and stink in the mud.
Until he met Xie Yangyang, that clean, well-behaved and innocent girl.
He fell in love with her at first sight.
She looks so pure, even her eyes are as clear as a deer's.
In his rotten world, he had never seen a person who could be so pure, just like the pure white moonlight in the middle of the night.
He was obsessed with her and couldn't extricate himself. Every time he got close to her, he felt that she was like a ray of light, illuminating his dark and dirty life.
But why did she resolutely leave him in the end even though he clearly brought her some light?
How could she be so cruel?
He won't allow it! He won't allow it!
So he began to cling to Xie Yangyang, and kept looking for her on her way home from school, begging her to give him a little chance, begging her not to leave him.
The only light in this life.
He was so humble that he put down his dignity, hoping that Xie Yangyang would look back at him.
But she didn't. The look she gave him changed from the initial gentleness and calmness to impatience, warning him not to bother her anymore.
This sentence made Sun Yi completely lose his mind. He pulled her into the alley, wanting to kiss her forcefully and possess her, but she kicked him hard in the vitals.
She was such a quiet and well-behaved girl, but this kick was so fierce and unreserved.
He rolled on the ground in agony.
But his girl didn't even look at him and ran away.
He escaped from the dark and cold alley, leaving him alone inside, living a life worse than death.
That day he lay alone in the alley for a long time. He looked at the sky above his head which was gradually getting darker. There was no one around him. It was as desolate as his dark and decadent life.
Losing itself day by day in decay.
At that moment, the devil in his heart began to grow slowly. He limped out of the alley, and the moonlight stretched his shadow very long, like a man-eating monster.
Eventually it took the girl's young life.
Xie Yangyang's kick was really fierce. The pain in that area lasted for more than ten days before the swelling slowly subsided. During these ten days of pain, the devil in his heart had grown into a big tree, covering the sky and blocking the sun.
Finally, on that day, he stretched out his devilish branch to her...
From then on, she, like himself, rotted in the darkness.
That day, after he knocked out Xie Yangyang who was trying to escape with a brick, he finally got her...
Afterwards, he was so frightened that he ran back home.
He pretended to be sick for several days, didn't go to school and didn't dare to go out. He didn't know what happened to Xie Yangyang that night. He hit her head with the brick in his hand. He didn't know if there would be any sequelae...
I learned from some of the gangsters I used to hang out with that Xie Yangyang hasn't been going to school in the past few days.
No police came to investigate him, so she probably didn't call the police.
Sun Yi just thought that Xie Yangyang was just like him, just staying at home because he was afraid and didn't know how to face it.
He even thought that Xie Yangyang was such a good girl that she might not even dare to tell her parents if she encountered such a thing.
His girl is really good!
When she gets better and figures things out, he will tell her that he will be responsible for her and treat her well, and that in this life, Sun Yi has decided to marry her, Xie Yangyang.
He could be faithful to her till death.
As long as she never left him.
When Sun Yi thought of this, a smile appeared on his face.
He was overjoyed at the thought that he could be with his girl for the rest of his life, and that they would be bound together forever, no matter in light or darkness.
He couldn't help but send a message to Xie Yangyang.
Sun Yi: Yangyang, I'm sorry for what happened that day. I didn't mean it. I just like you too much, so I couldn't help myself. Can you forgive me? I will be responsible for you. As long as you can forgive me, I will bear it if you hit me or scold me. Even if you want my life, I am willing to give it to you.
Sun Yi edited the WeChat message and sent it out.
The smile on his lips was brilliant, and his eyes were full of longing, as if he had seen a dreamlike future, so much so that he did not notice that the shabby window of the bedroom had been quietly opened without him noticing.
A cold wind blew in mixed with the night.