Chapter 138 Reasons
Meng Han’s words just now suddenly popped up in my mind.
"I can't even guarantee that I can push you away the next time you come close to me."
She stood up and followed Meng Han to the bathroom.
Meng Han looked back at her before entering the bathroom and said, "Go downstairs and wait for me. I'll wash my face and then come down."
As he said that, he walked into the bathroom.
He was indeed just washing his face, so he didn't close the door, and he didn't expect Yu Huan to be so bold.
The sound of the faucet covered the sound of footsteps. When he bent down to wash his face, he suddenly felt a heat behind him, and a soft body pressed against him tightly.
He paused while washing his face, turned off the faucet, wiped the water off his face, and turned to look at the person behind him.
"Didn't I tell you to go downstairs and wait?"
Yu Huan didn't look at him, her face pressed against his back, her arms around his waist, palms down.
Meng Han's scalp tightened, and he held her hand, his voice hoarse, "What are you doing?"
Yu Huan still didn't say anything, and his palms began to feel hot.
Meng Han pulled her hand, trying to take it away.
But Yu Huan held her tightly and refused to let go, and Meng Han was afraid of hurting her, so he didn't dare to use too much force.
"Take your hands off me!" His voice started to become stern.
Yu Huan subconsciously shrank his head, but did not loosen his grip.
Meng Han raised his head, exhaled, and then spoke again, "Yu Huan, don't do this kind of thing. I don't like it."
Yu Huan finally spoke this time, "You're lying, you obviously like it."
"This is a normal physiological reaction and has nothing to do with my personal will."
Yu Huan poked her head out from behind him and looked up at him. "Your body is more honest than you are. You obviously like it. You like me to be close to you, you like me to kiss you, and now, you also like me touching you like this."
"If you like it, just accept it. Why refuse? I don't want you to be responsible."
She was determined to break this last layer of relationship with Meng Han today so that he would have no reason to reject her anymore.
My hands began to become restless again.
Seeing that he couldn't persuade Yu Huan, Meng Han became really angry and pushed Yu Huan away with force.
This attack came so suddenly that Yu Huan was forced to let go of his hand before he could react. He was thrown out by his force and took several steps back before he could stand firm.
As soon as he looked up, he met Meng Han's angry eyes, "Why do you do this? Yu Huan, don't you know how to love yourself?"
As soon as he said this, Meng Han regretted it.
He didn't want to say it so harshly. He was just very angry and couldn't do anything about her, so he blurted it out.
"I'm sorry, I..." Before he could finish his apology, Yu Huan spoke.
She stood there with a look of frustration on her face, her head hanging. "If wanting to have sex with you means I don't love myself, then you can just treat me as if I don't love myself."
"Anyway, the people I love don't love me back, which probably means I'm not worthy of love."
These words made Meng Han even angrier. He couldn't bear to see her like this, and he wanted to teach her a lesson.
Let her realize her mistakes and stop her from saying these infuriating words.
Taking a deep breath to suppress his anger, he said to her in a calm voice: "I spoke too quickly just now. I didn't mean that. I apologize to you. But Yu Huan, you can't think like that."
“Whether others love you or not cannot prove your worth, but loving yourself can make you more valuable.”
He tried his best to make Yu Huan listen to him, but Yu Huan just couldn't listen.
What Meng Han had just said really hurt her.
She admitted that her current behavior was indeed unself-respecting. How could a girl who loved herself use her body as a bargaining chip in an attempt to keep someone?
But apart from this method, she really didn't know what else to do.
She was so scared, so scared of losing him, as if she was possessed by a demon.
Looking up at Meng Han, she asked seriously, "If I love myself, will you love me?"
The bathroom was silent for a few seconds. Meng Han turned around, took the towel, wiped his face, and walked past Yu Huan to leave the bathroom.
"Come out, I'll ask someone to take you back."
The words sounded stiff and unfamiliar, causing Yu Huan's heart to tighten, and a feeling of unease washed over her again.
She turned around and ran out of the bathroom. Meng Han was no longer in the bedroom. She ran out of the bedroom again, chased after Meng Han and grabbed him.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong. I will be obedient in the future. I will do whatever you ask me to do. I will also go to work for Brother Xiaowei. Just don't push me away."
"Okay, please, I'll be obedient. I really will be obedient. Please don't do this, please. I beg you!"
Meng Han shook off her hand, his expression so cold that every glance hurt her.
"Yu Huan, a good relationship will make both people better. But look at you now, there's no way we can communicate at all. Your entanglement only becomes a nuisance to me!"
His words broke her defenses more than if she hadn't loved herself.
She bit her lip and stared at Meng Han, feeling a surge of grievances that she could no longer suppress. "You said it was over, but you didn't even give me a reasonable reason. Now you're blaming me for pestering you. Isn't this a bother for me?"
"Why? What did I do wrong? Why do you have to do this?"
She had never used such a hysterical tone with Meng Han. She seemed to have returned to the state she was in when she confronted her parents the night before.
The same hysteria, but one wants to escape and the other wants to stay.
Meng Han looked at her with a frown, "I've already told you the reason."
Yu Huan thought about it in his mind and found the so-called reason he said. Disbelief filled his eyes. "Just because you're afraid that you can't push me away, you want to end it with me?"
"I said I don't mind, what kind of excuse is that!"
"You obviously like me. Your body and your heart like me. I can feel it! I just don't understand why you push me away when you like me! What are you afraid of?"
Yu Huan became more and more excited as he spoke, and walked towards Meng Han, pressing him:
"Why do you think this isn't a reason?" Meng Han lowered his eyes and looked at her. "If this reason is acceptable to you, will you stop making trouble?"
Yu Huan bit her lip tightly, stared at him for two seconds, and nodded. "If you can give me a reasonable reason to convince me, then I will listen to you and end our relationship."
Meng Han nodded, took her hand and led her forward. He walked so fast and hurriedly that Yu Huan could hardly keep up.
She didn't know where he was taking her, and was feeling uneasy when Meng Han stopped in front of the forbidden area.
Without waiting for Yu Huan to speak, he unlocked the door, pushed it open, and dragged Yu Huan into the house.
This was Yu Huan's second time entering this room. Compared with the last time, the room was much messier.
The floor, the table, and even the sofa beside them were all covered with written words, piled up one on top of the other.
The whole room was filled with words.
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