Chapter 145 Will You Regret It?
After Gao Li left, the car fell into silence for a short time, and Yu Huan had no idea how to start.
She hit Meng Tan on impulse today, but everything that happened after that was intentional.
She deliberately asked Gao Li to send a message to He Xiaowei and deliberately mentioned Meng Tan's name, because she knew that He Xiaowei would definitely tell Meng Han about this.
She knew he would come, and she just wanted him to see clearly that he liked her more than he thought.
What do you mean it's just desire?
If it was just lust, why would he come over so late to clean up her mess? Why would he praise her for hitting his brother after she hit him? Why would he hold her so tenderly and comfort her? Why would he lie to so many people and say she was his girlfriend?
It's not like she can't feel how much he protects her.
But she has always been timid after the fact, not caring about anything when doing it, and only becomes helpless after the thing is done.
When she really met Meng Han, she didn't know what to do. How could she keep him?
The first to break the silence was Meng Han. He looked at her and said softly, "Does Meng Tan often cause trouble for you?"
Yu Huan looked up at him, her red eyes sparkling with stars. She looked pitiful and spoke with a nasal voice, "It happens sometimes when we meet, but he only says it in words and doesn't do anything to me. Today, I was too impulsive."
Meng Han sighed softly and raised his hand to touch her head. "I don't mean to blame you. On the contrary, I think you did a great job today. You should slap someone like him. But next time, you have to do it when there are companions with you. When you are alone, you should still prioritize safety."
He was really happy that Yu Huan took action, because it meant that she was no longer the little girl who could be bullied by anyone.
When he received the news from He Xiaowei and knew that Meng Tan was looking for trouble with her, he was very anxious and left his friends who were drinking with him and hurried over.
He was worried that she would be bullied and wronged. The thought of her being embarrassed by others made him feel depressed.
Especially when she cried and threw herself into his arms, at that moment he even wanted to kill Meng Tan.
The person he was reluctant to even touch was actually bullied by others.
Fortunately, she already knew how to protect herself, which made him feel relieved.
I feel a little lost again.
She grew up faster than he imagined.
Perhaps before long, she would be able to transform into a tall and vigorous tree and no longer need his care and protection.
Realizing this, the bitterness that had been accumulating in my heart for the past few days reached its peak at this moment.
"Since you think I did a good job, can I still ask you for something?" Yu Huan looked at him and spoke in a low but firm voice.
Meng Han felt more and more upset when he saw her eyes. He could actually guess what she wanted. His reason told him that since he had made the decision, he should not leave her any room for fantasy.
But his selfish desire was to make her speak, to make her say that she wanted him, longed for him, so as to satisfy his despicable desire.
In front of her, his reason rarely prevailed, and in the end, desire took over. He said in a hoarse voice: "What reward do you want?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he cursed himself in his heart for being despicable.
Yu Huan didn't know what he was thinking. She only knew that this was her only chance, and she wanted to use this opportunity to stay by his side.
Every minute without him these days was torture for her.
She missed him so much that it ached and even she herself found it unbelievable.
When did she start to like him to this extent?
Lowering her eyes, she took on her most humble and pious attitude, gently grasped his hand, and spoke in a pleading voice: "I want to stay by your side, in any capacity."
"If you just want to be an ordinary colleague, then we can be ordinary colleagues. I don't want anything else, as long as I can stay by your side."
"May I?"
Meng Han looked at the person in front of him with her head down, and his heart ached because of her words.
"Yu Huan."
He had just opened his mouth when he was interrupted by Yu Huan.
"Please, promise me, okay?" She cried, and tears fell at this moment, hitting the back of his hand drop by drop.
Her voice became broken and unclear, but she still begged him word by word.
"Please don't push me away, I'm really, really sad."
"I will be good from now on, I really will be good, please let me stay with you, okay?"
"Please."
Every word she said pierced Meng Han's heart like a knife, causing him pain and deep remorse.
Meng Han, look at what you did to her.
Just to satisfy your own despicable desires, you made her like this. Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?
He kept asking himself this question in his heart.
Is he satisfied?
No, he regretted it. He wanted to slap himself twice. He shouldn't have agreed to her from the beginning.
How tragic it is to fall in love with someone like him. He is so selfish, despicable and shameless. On the one hand, he enjoys her affection and guides her to approach him actively, but on the other hand, he pushes her away for his so-called sense of responsibility.
He really is a terrible, disgusting person.
He doesn't deserve her love.
He doesn't deserve it.
Pulling his hand back from hers, he heard himself say, "Yu Huan, I'm not as good as you think. Staying with me is not the right decision. Your life should be centered around you, not around someone else."
When Yu Huan didn't hear the answer, he was so nervous that his heart almost stopped beating and his whole body was shaking.
She even suspected that if she heard an answer she didn't want, she might faint from the overwhelm.
But what she didn't expect was that after hearing Meng Han's answer, she calmed down instead. She still felt as uncomfortable as before, but she didn't feel particularly disappointed.
Maybe she didn't have much hope from the beginning. After all, he had rejected her too many times.
She lowered her head and remained silent for a long time. Only when her tears stopped flowing, her lips stopped trembling, and she could speak in a calm voice did she raise her head.
She looked at her with her red and swollen eyes, and used up her last bit of courage to ask the last question.
"Will you regret it later?"
Meng Han did not answer her question because even he himself did not know the answer.
Will he regret it?
He already regretted it. He regretted agreeing to her and he also regretted rejecting her.
He always does things against his will, and then falls into internal friction because of it, struggling repeatedly with self-loathing.
There is no peace.
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