Chapter 395 Chapter 395 It's All Her Fault
Hearing Shen Qinghuan's resolute answer, Zhou Sinian suddenly laughed, "I was just joking with you, did you take it seriously?"
Shen Qinghuan was stunned for a moment, with a look of surprise in her eyes, but she soon thought of something, and her dark blue eyelashes trembled slightly, subtly covering the strange color deep in her eyes.
After hesitating for a moment, she seemed to have made up her mind. She looked at Zhou Sinian very seriously, opened her mouth and said, "Brother Sinian, you are very good, you have always been very good, but we got separated later."
If he had not moved away with his parents, if Uncle Shen had not had a car accident, she would never have been sent to the Jiang family, and she would never have met Jiang Yu. She would have belonged to him alone.
Zhou Sinian curled the corners of his mouth, smiling in an especially helpless manner.
After a moment of silence, he lifted his eyelids slightly wearily, his dark eyes as deep as the night. Zhou Sinian smiled and asked, "Huanhuan, if we hadn't separated, would you like me?"
Shen Qinghuan looked dazed.
If they hadn't been separated, she would have liked Zhou Sinian! He was so outstanding, handsome, good at studying, and both families knew each other well. If she didn't like him, she must be blind.
"Yes, I will."
"I knew you would."
Zhou Sinian slowly curled his lips, his eyes filled with a smile so full that it almost overflowed.
Shen Qinghuan didn't know how to reply to him, but she still maintained proper courtesy and accompanied him patiently, talking about some unimportant things but not mentioning any feelings.
She leaned lazily against the back of the sofa, took another pillow and stuffed it in her arms, puffed her cheeks, and complained to him without hesitation: "Ever since Li Meng got pregnant, she has been taking leave from work. I'm exhausted as a mule, so I immediately hired a new person for the studio."
Zhou Sinian was stunned at first, but then he understood what she meant.
He curled his lips and said helplessly, "After spending a long time in the hospital, you will find that health is the most important thing. Many people work hard at the beginning, but in the end, most of them will use the money they work hard to earn to buy their own health."
"The most pitiful kind of people are those who work their butts off but don't make much money, and end up ruining their health."
Shen Qinghuan deeply agreed with this.
For a moment, she even wanted to close the studio.
Seeing Shen Qinghuan lowering her head, as if thinking hard about something, Zhou Sinian couldn't help but smile, "You should rest early! I won't disturb you. If you get up early in the morning, exercise."
As he spoke, he stood up from the sofa.
Seeing this, Shen Qinghuan also quickly stood up, put on a pair of slippers and followed Zhou Sinian, "I'll take you to the door."
Zhou Sinian walked to the door and suddenly stopped.
He turned and looked at her.
Shen Qinghuan quickly stopped in her tracks, a look of suspicion flashing in her eyes. She looked at him in confusion, "Anything else?"
Zhou Sinian did not respond to her immediately.
He stood there quietly, as if he was weighing and considering. After a while, he seemed to have made up his mind. A slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he asked softly, "Can I hug you?"
Shen Qinghuan was stunned.
She obviously didn't expect Zhou Sinian to make such a request to her!
Seeing that she remained silent, Zhou Sinian did not urge her, but just looked at her quietly, as if he would not leave tonight unless she agreed.
Shen Qinghuan suddenly smiled, walked forward openly, took the initiative to reach out and hug Zhou Sinian, and said with a smile: "Brother Sinian, you are very good. You will definitely meet someone you like and who also likes you, instead of always keeping that childhood promise."
Zhou Sinian was startled and looked at her in surprise.
Then he seemed to think of something, and he pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly, as if smiling bitterly, "You know everything?"
Shen Qinghuan nodded silently.
She saw his diary.
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Zhou Sinian returned home in a daze, as if he had lost his soul. Only one thought remained in his mind: she knew everything! She had read his diary...
Uncle Shen told me to marry Huanhuan when I grow up, and I agreed. So, I can’t break my promise. I must live well and go find her when I grow up...
When he was in high school, under the high-pressure control of his mother, he suffered from severe depression. Many times he wanted to die and end it all, but he always remembered that he had promised Uncle Shen that he would take good care of Shen Qinghuan and would not let her suffer any grievances.
He managed to hold on with this obsession.
But now she told him that she didn't need him.
He got up and walked to the dining room, poured himself a glass of water, then opened a hidden closet and took out a white medicine bottle.
Zhou Sinian hadn't taken sleeping pills for a while. From the moment he met Shen Qinghuan, he subconsciously reduced the dosage of sleeping pills. Until a few days ago, he no longer needed sleeping pills to help him sleep.
He poured out all the pills from the small white bottle and stuffed them into his mouth.
After taking the medicine, he lay quietly on the sofa, his mind full of childhood scenes.
Frame by frame, it's like a colorful movie.
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In the hospital.
Shen Qinghuan lay on the edge of the hospital bed all night. Her whole body felt like it was falling apart and she felt very uncomfortable. But when she looked at Zhou Sinian, whose condition had stabilized on the bed, she felt it was all worth it.
She never thought that she just went to Zhou Sinian's house to return the car he had given her before, but found that after knocking on the door for a long time, there was no response from inside.
She thought about what Zhou's father had told her, that Zhou Sinian suffered from severe depression in high school and had suicidal tendencies. She just made an assumption in her mind, would he... commit suicide?
So she opened the door using the password. Zhou Sinian had told her the password of his home door lock before.
When the door opened, he saw Zhou Sinian lying on the bed unconscious.
Suddenly someone knocked on the ward door.
Shen Qinghuan quickly stood up and walked to the door, opened the closed door in front of him, and saw Zhou's mother with a face full of anxiety and worry, and Zhou's father standing behind her who was equally worried.
She was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously moved aside to let them in.
The moment Mother Zhou saw Shen Qinghuan, her expression instantly turned ugly. She glared at her fiercely and scolded her through gritted teeth, "Shen Qinghuan, didn't I tell you not to get close to my son? You're the one who harmed him, don't you know? He no longer needs to take medicine."
Shen Qinghuan's expression changed slightly and his brows were tightly furrowed.
She obviously didn't expect that Zhou's mother would put such a big blame on her so early in the morning!
On the other hand, Zhou's father hurriedly pulled his wife away and apologized helplessly to Shen Qinghuan: "I'm sorry! Huanhuan, your aunt is too emotional. She is too worried about Si Nian."
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