Shi Ruyan thought that as long as she left the imperial capital and time was long enough, one day she would be able to forget everything that happened in the past and start her new life again.
But Shi Ruyan didn't expect that although she was willing to let herself go, someone was unwilling to let her go.
When she was most desperate, Han Bolin became the life-saving straw.
The moment she saw him and the love in his eyes, Shi Ruyan thought that God still had some mercy on her and did not throw her into hell from which there was no escape.
But in just seven months, Shi Ruyan found that she was too naive! The sweeter the ideal, the more disgusting the reality.
As affectionate as Han Bolin is in bed, he is as ruthless outside of bed.
At first, it was for the business at hand. He bought clothes for her, styled her, and sent her to the hotel room of his partner.
Later, even if it was just a joke with friends or a bet at the card table, he would push her out.
It was as if she was not his woman, but a pet at his feet.
If you like it, just throw a bone to it and smooth its fur.
If you don’t like it, just kick it away.
My period is over, but the bleeding is still going on.
Her stomach would occasionally ache, as if someone was pulling her internal organs and twisting them hard.
It was noon when she walked out of the hospital gate. The sun was shining brightly above her head, but Shi Ruyan felt that this winter was so long, as if it would never end.
On the examination form in her hand, the five big words "Advanced Uterine Cancer" were like the Black and White Impermanence walking out of the Hall of Yama, flashing before her eyes in big and small, sometimes far and sometimes near.
Every word said coldly: Look, you are going to die.
I called my mother.
The woman on the other end of the phone was full of impatience, "Didn't I tell you, don't call me if there's nothing wrong! Didn't you get into the Imperial Film Academy? When you become a star in the future, I won't ask you for money to take advantage of you. Just live your glorious life. Don't call me all the time unless it's something urgent."
Before she could say "Mom, I'm sick and I'm going to die", the phone was hung up.
She called Han Bolin again.
After ringing for a long time, the other end finally answered with the same impatient tone, "Where have you been?"
When she said in a tearful voice that she was sick, Han Bolin suddenly came to his senses, "What disease? Could it be AIDS?"
Hearing her say no, Han Bolin breathed a sigh of relief on the phone.
It was as if as long as she didn't have a disease that could be transmitted to him, whether she was dead or alive had nothing to do with him.
Under the bright sunshine, outside the bustling square, everyone on the roadside was smiling.
Shi Ruyan's face was covered with tears.
She is going to die!
She was only 21 years old, the best age for a girl, how could she die? Mrs. Han's angry words "Ye Wan" gave Shi Ruyan new hope.
Without Ye Wan, she would not have been noticed by Qin Wanyi in the first place, and then became the most beautiful woman in the world, falling from the clouds into the mud.
Without Ye Wan, Han Bolin would not have used her as a substitute, sleeping with her and taking advantage of her.
Even if she dies, she will drag Ye Wan down with her.
I expected the evening breeze wouldn't believe it.
I also expected Ye Wanhui to ignore it.
But Shi Ruyan didn't expect that the marketing accounts and black fans who loved this kind of explosive gossip would not be fooled.
The heat lasted less than a night before it disappeared.
The more sudden the explosion, the faster the silence will fade away.
All her careful planning seemed particularly ridiculous at this moment.
It was just like the disappointed fans in the live broadcast room of the most beautiful girl in the stars: You see, the more you imitate, the more ridiculous you are. You know, now you are like a clown! It was already daybreak, but the video was still hanging there.
Apart from Ye Wan’s studio’s statement “the innocent will be cleared”, there was no further response.
And with every refresh, the number of reposts is decreasing.
So, is this the end? Tears rolled down her cheeks, and Shi Ruyan resigned herself to deleting the video.
When the system prompt box popped up, Shi Ruyan's eyes narrowed.
(End of this chapter)