"Hello, classmate. Are you also a freshman here to take the entrance exam? My name is Ye Wan. What's your name?"

She was so beautiful and had such a good personality. The two of them lined up one after the other. Shi Ruyan remembered clearly that Ye Wan was right in front of her.

It was her first time to take a plane and her first time to visit the capital.

When she saw the majestic and solemn gate of Diying University for the first time, she fell in love with the place from the bottom of her heart.

She wants to stay! Stay in Diying.

Stay in the imperial capital.

Seeing that she didn't reply to her, Ye Wan smiled and turned around.

Following closely, Jiang Keer, who was in front of Ye Wan, turned around and greeted Ye Wan.

The two hit it off right away and were chatting animatedly. When they spoke again, they began to address each other intimately, calling each other "Wan Jie" and "Ker'er".

Girls are so nice! Until this moment, Shi Ruyan could still recall how she felt at that time.

I was envious! The chattering sounded from time to time. I knew that I was in the acting department with them and was in the same examination room.

I heard Ye Wan say in a firm voice, Don't worry, Sister Wan will protect you.

Shi Ruyan regretted it for the N+1th time in her heart.

Obviously Ye Wan greeted her first, but she was nervous and felt inferior at that time, and was just a beat late, so Ye Wan interpreted it as being introverted, or aloof, and then, she missed him.

On that day's entrance exam, Ye Wan got 4A and Super A+.

Finally, he became the Rookie of the Year Award at Imperial Film Studios.

And the distance between her and Ye Wan was getting farther and farther.

Obviously, she envied Ye Wan and wanted to make friends with him, but when did she change? Shi Ruyan couldn't remember.

Did it start when someone tapped her shoulder in the bathroom and called her Sister Wan, and then realized they had recognized the wrong person? When she wore the same high-end imitation skirt as Ye Wan and was recognized as the wrong person again? Or, when she was eager to enter the entertainment industry and prove that she was better than Ye Wan, and then signed with Vanity Entertainment? Shi Ruyan didn't remember.

When the water in the bathtub overflowed and flowed onto the ground, Shi Ruyan came to her senses and looked at the face in the mirror again.

Ye Wan, I'll give you your face back.

From now on, I don't owe you anything! Turning around and sitting in the bathtub, the warm feeling came from all directions, as if returning to the time just now when she was covered by the sun and stepped on the clouds. Shi Ruyan leaned softly in the bathtub.

She really envies Ye Wan!

The professors at Teikyo liked her.

Those old professors with white hair and beards seemed to be able to see Ye Wan as soon as they entered the classroom. Even though they didn't say anything, one could see their admiration for Ye Wan from their eyes.

During breaks, they would joke, "Sister Wan has also taken the time to attend the old man's class?"

The students like her too.

In school, seniors in their third and fourth years, and juniors in their first year, no matter how old or where they meet, will call her "Wanjie" with a smile.

At that time, I sneered at it, always feeling that the title of "Wanjie" sounded like a big sister, with a bit of ruffian air.

But at this moment, Shi Ruyan felt that maybe she was envious?

Originally, she could have been one of the ones called Sister Wan. Even if they couldn't be sisters, at least they still had the friendship of being classmates for four years.

After all, one wrong step leads to all wrong.

My face was burning with pain.

The bleeding area on my wrist was also stinging.

Shi Ruyan stared blankly at the ceiling above her head.

How nice it would be if time could go back!

Don't go back to your childhood when you didn't have enough food to eat and were often beaten.

Don't go back to your teenage years when you were looked down upon and rejected.

Let's go back to... the day when she got the admission letter from Diying and went to the imperial capital with great anticipation?

There is a clear blue sky above.

Before our eyes is the majestic and solemn gate of Diying University.

Around me are the energetic and smiling faces of my new classmates.

And also, there is Ye Wan, who is warm, bright, capable, and like a little sun.

"Hello, classmate. Are you also a freshman here to take the entrance exam? My name is Ye Wan. What's your name?"

"Hello Ye Wan, my name is Shi Ruyan!"

That’s great…

This chapter is so sad to write! 　　Qin Wanyi's evilness is innate, driven by ambition.

Shi Ruyan's badness comes from wanting to make her life better, and then making wrong decisions at every important turning point.

The original intention of writing this character was to say that one should be down-to-earth in life and work. Pies will not fall from the sky. If a pie really falls from the sky, one should think twice before acting to see clearly whether it is a pie or a trap.

But when UU thinks that all this was caused by her lack of love in her childhood and her desperate efforts to prove herself when she grew up, she feels sad. She feels sad for her and also for herself who wrote about her in this way.

I'm guilty! 　　Oh... Another emo day! 　　 　 (End of this chapter)