"If I'm not here, will anyone feel sad for me?"
Nagi, the girl in the Utatane room, had asked herself this question more than once, because she longed so much to be needed by the world.
Because the mother's second child was found to be unrelated to the father by blood, the kind and patient father completely changed. A man who almost never smoked or drank began to smoke and drink every day, and became anxious and insecure. Over time, he began to transfer this pain to the whole family.
Domestic violence and verbal abuse became almost the only way for this man to vent his anger.
Because her affair was exposed, her mother was constantly gossiped about by her neighbors, and even her workplace stopped offering her jobs.
Colleagues, friends, and even family members are all ashamed because of her mother, and no one chooses to forgive her even though they know she has been abused.
Driven to desperation, she didn't even consider her two children before choosing to commit suicide.
She simply left, finding relief.
However, lacking an outlet for her emotions, the father eventually turned his attention to Nagi Utatane and her half-brother, especially regarding the upbringing of this younger brother. Because the younger brother had lost his birth mother and could not be found, he was ultimately awarded to the father, who was then responsible for raising him. This judgment was like the last straw that broke the camel's back, driving the younger brother insane.
It was no longer just simple verbal abuse; they were even imprisoned, expelled from school, and cut off from all communication with the outside world. They were forced to experience each other's pain through mutual torment.
Nagi couldn't understand why her kind, considerate, and loving father would become like this. Even after her mother personally verified that she was the other man's child, her father seemed possessed and firmly believed it was fake.
Everything that woman showed us was fake!
He became increasingly eccentric, even forgetting to prepare food for the two imprisoned women, sometimes for two whole days at a time.
If it weren't for the water source nearby, she doesn't know how she would have survived.
She knew she couldn't go on like this, so when her father had another attack, she stole the other person's key and escaped.
As for her younger brother, who wasn't related to her by blood, Nagi never even glanced at him. If it weren't for his appearance, this happy and fulfilling family wouldn't have turned out this way. He completely took away what should have belonged to her.
Having experienced a life that went from heaven to hell, Konagi Utatane is almost unrecognizable as human, and she is unable to be magnanimous in this matter.
What truly saddened Nagi in the new dormitory was that she thought leaving that place would bring her a new life and freedom, but because she hadn't even finished junior high school, no one was willing to accept her, not even for a job that only provided her with three meals a day.
Aside from those who wanted to raise her as a pet, these passersby didn't even have the courage to approach her.
And so, like a stray cat, she lingered in the park for four days, rummaging through the trash cans for any food she could find, until her stomach started acting up. She knew that if she continued like this, even if she didn't starve to death, her body would be completely ruined.
Nagi was completely confused. Was she really like her father said, just like her mother, good for nothing except using her dirty body to exchange for cheap benefits?
Just when Konagi was so exhausted that she was about to lose the strength to even lift her eyes, she appeared.
She said that her eyes held the same thing as hers.
"I need your eyes. If you can do that, come with me!"
This was the first time Nagi, after experiencing the abyss, felt needed, so she followed her and left.
She helped her continue her studies, taught her how to protect herself, how to dress herself, and how to arm herself.
In these short few years, they gave her the feeling of being cared for and needed that she longed for.
There's no need to worry about hunger, nor to care about anyone's opinion.
And the price for all of this is to become her eyes.
So she made up her mind that she would live her life well for him, only for him, and become someone useful to him.
It wasn't until she accompanied the other person to this manor that Konagi Utatane realized that her purpose in being had been revealed.
Furthermore, I was mentally prepared from the very beginning, even if it meant giving up everything I had.
She consistently performed well, earning affirmation and praise from the other party, which made her feel that her existence was valuable.
Today, although the guy in front of her made a very unreasonable request, Konagi still did not refuse.
Because this was tacitly approved by Ms. Chizuru, she needed to soothe the emotions of the person in front of her.
And so, Nagi even found a carefully arranged room for them, filled with all sorts of props.
As Ms. Chizuru also said, these things will make a man completely drop his pretense, allowing you to see the ugliness hidden in his heart, just like a wild beast.
Therefore, never have any expectations of men. Women need to understand what they need.
"Miss Chizuru, I won't let you down."
Thinking this, Nagi, without needing anyone's command, took off her apron and bow tie after closing the door, and then...
"Wait a moment."
Just then, after looking around at the room's decor, Junichi suddenly spoke up, interrupting the other person.
What is this woman trying to do? Is it very hot?
Nagi, the girl in the next room, was very obedient and immediately took her hands off the shoulder straps. Her eyes were empty, as if she had no emotions at all.
"shoe."
Junichi looked at the other person strangely, then pointed to the other person's shoes.
Nagi knew that there were indeed some people with unusual preferences, so she wasn't surprised. She slowly sat down on the edge of the bed and then slowly reached for her high heels.
Nagi's hips were so perfect that with just a slight bend, her full breasts, encased in her long skirt, pressed into a breathtaking arc on the edge of the bed. The creases made Junichi, who was originally calm, gasp for breath.
Seriously, it's just taking off your shoes, does it have to be so lewd?
Although Utatane Nagi has short hair, her neat bangs still hang down because she is bending over. Perhaps worried that her vision would be obstructed, she uses her free left hand to gather up some of her hair, freeing up her pink earlobes that are usually hidden under her hair.
Furthermore, Nagi's actions of turning over to her new bed were not yet finished.
As she took off her high heels, her jade-like feet, which had been bound by black stockings, were also completely freed from their restraints.
Then, the half of the black stockings on the thigh...
"Wait, there's no need for stockings. Oh well, I might as well take them off. It won't make any difference anyway."
Junichi Sei initially wanted to stop it, but as the crystal-clear white instep and the pale blue veins slowly emerged, he changed his mind.
It does seem like it would be better to take it off, yeah, it would make treatment easier.
Although Nagi didn't understand why the other party kept going back on their word, she didn't say anything out of strong professional ethics.
Thus, those delicate jade feet, painted with light purple nail polish, were also in complete contact with the air, like scallions and jade, inexplicably alluring.
She then closed her eyes indifferently.
Just bear with it for a little while.
Junichi didn't know why the woman had been acting strangely ever since he entered the room, but seeing that she was almost ready, he sighed and said, "Let me see your injured foot."
"Huh?"
Nagi, who had been fantasizing about being humiliated and ravaged, suddenly opened her eyes, her expression changing from ashen to one of utter astonishment.
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