Chapter 177 I Love You

Gu Mian thought he was hallucinating, "You...what did you say?"

Li Tingshen spoke word by word, "I said, I want to give you an abortion."

Gu Mian finally realized that he had heard correctly, and shuddered violently, "Ting Shen, do you know what you are saying? This is our child! It's our child!"

She suddenly realized something and said hastily, "You don't think I had something with another man? You don't suspect that this child is not yours, do you?"

Apart from this reason, she couldn't think of any reason why he didn't want children!

"Ting Shen, I have never betrayed you. This child is yours! Don't hurt him!... If you don't believe me, wait until the child is born and do a paternity test, and everything will be clear!"

Li Ting was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.

Of course he knew that the child was his, but because of this, he felt even more pain!

He had decided last night to take Gu Mian to a private island abroad to wait for her birth so that she could give birth to the baby smoothly.

As for whether her body would be damaged, what did it have to do with him?

But his heart ached when he thought about her health getting worse.

He obviously hated her, but between her and the child, he still couldn't choose to abandon her!

He hated her, and hated himself even more!

"Gu Mian." The more Li Tingshen's heart ached, the colder his voice became when he spoke, "Only one of you and the child can survive!"

Gu Mian was completely stunned, tears rolling down the corners of his eyes.

She wasn't even sure if the man in her eyes was the one who had hugged her and kissed her tenderly two days ago, saying that he would stay with her and her children forever.

"Why..." Gu Mian asked tremblingly, "Why do you treat me like this..."

"No reason." Li Ting closed his eyes, suppressing the pain and hatred in his eyes, "Let's start the operation."

"Yes, Mr. Li."

The doctor quickly began to prepare the anesthetic.

"Li Tingshen!" Gu Mian struggled desperately but could not break free from his restraints.

She screamed like a trapped beast, "If you want a life, I'll give it to you! Don't hurt my child! When I give birth to the child, I'll give you my life!"

"Li Ting Shen! I beg you! Ah - I beg you Ting Shen! I beg you!"

The girl's heart-wrenching screams echoed in the huge room, but no one responded to her.

The needle was inserted into Gu Mian's arm and the transparent liquid was slowly injected into her body.

My sleep-deprived consciousness gradually began to fade, and I no longer had the energy to beg.

Boundless despair swept through all her nerves, and she stared blankly at the face in front of her that she had loved for nearly eleven years.

Memories flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern.

When they first met on campus that year, she fell in love with him at first sight.

That cold winter, she jumped into the icy water without hesitation to save him and almost lost her own life.

She wanted to marry him that year to surprise him, and even though he was a vegetable, she was still very happy.

She loves him more than she loves herself, even to the point of losing herself, but she still persists without regrets.

But why did he push her onto the operating table and kill her child with his own hands?

"Why..." Gu Mian used up all his strength and struggled to speak, "Li Tingshen, why..."

Without waiting for Li Tingshen's answer, she slowly closed her eyes and lost consciousness.

Outside the window, the first thunder of this spring sounded.

"Gu Mian, you are such a good teacher. I think you have taught me to fall in love with you..."

Li Tingshen raised his hand and gently stroked the girl's pale face, and a bitter and sad smile appeared on his handsome face.

"But I love you as much as I hate you..."

"Boom!"

The thunder continues!

A heavy rain fell, washing over the city, and it did not stop for a long time...

......

Gu Mian had a very long dream.

In her dream, she gave birth to a lovely daughter.

When the little girl was just learning to walk, she and Li Tingshen took the child back to their hometown.

Grandpa was lying on a rocking chair in the yard. When he saw them come back, he immediately stood up, walked over and picked up the child.

Grandma came out of the house wearing an apron and said with a smile that she had cooked her favorite dish.

After dinner, the five of them sat under the grape trellis to cool off, laughing and talking happily...

Gu Mian slowly opened his eyes, but what he saw was not a grape rack full of grapes, but a spotless white ceiling.

The air was filled with the smell of disinfectant, which she hated.

"Mianmian, you're awake." Mr. Lu Lang looked at her distressedly, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

"Master." Gu Mian said with difficulty in his hoarse voice, "Where is the child?"

Mr. Lu Lang couldn't bear to look directly into her eyes, "Mianmian, the child is gone."

Gu Mian pulled the corner of his lips, "Where is Li Tingshen?"

"He left long ago."

Gu Mian got up and was about to get off the ground, "I'll go find him."

"Mianmian, don't move!" Mr. Lu Lang hurriedly held her down, "What do you want to do with him?"

"I want to ask him clearly. I don't believe he would not want our child. He must have his own reasons." Gu Mian struggled, "Master, I beg you to let me ask him clearly!"

"Mianmian, calm down!" Mr. Lu Lang said with difficulty, "Boss Li said he doesn't want to see you."

Gu Mian was stunned, "Why?...Why would he treat me like this..."

Tears flowed out uncontrollably, and Gu Mian finally couldn't hold back his tears and cried out, "What did I do wrong! What did the child do wrong! Why did he treat us like this! Li Tingshen!"

"Mianmian!" Mr. Lu Lang hurriedly pressed the call bell to call the doctor, "Give her a sedative quickly!"

The doctor immediately injected Gu with a sedative and she fell into a deep sleep again.

......

Mr. Lu Lang gave her sleeping pills to ensure that she slept most of the day.

I lay in the hospital for a week and slept most of the time.

But from that day on, she never cried again. After waking up, she ate and took medicine obediently, like a puppet without a soul.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Gu Xingzhi came to pick her up and sent her back to Yuhua Mansion.

"Mianmian, Mother Yang wants to come and take care of you."

Gu Mian shook his head gently, "I don't want to see anyone related to him."

"You don't even see grandma?" Gu Xingzhi asked, "Grandma is very worried about you."

“No.”

"Okay, I'll help you refuse." Gu Xingzhi went to get the medicine, "Take the medicine and go to sleep. I've arranged for Wen Jing to take care of you."

"Don't delay her work. I can take care of myself."

"Wen Jing has resigned from MS Group. I will pay her now so that she can spend more time with you."

Gu Mian shook his head gently. "Don't let me affect other people's normal lives. If you really want to help her, just arrange a better job for her."

"Okay, I'll listen to you. I'll arrange a job for her in the Li Group." Gu Xingzhi thought for a moment and said, "I'll find a maid to take care of you."

"Let's find a part-time worker." Gu Mian said softly, "Just help me clean and cook."

"Okay, I'll arrange it."

"I'm tired." Gu Mian got up and walked towards the master bedroom. "You should go to work too. Don't delay your work because of me."

Gu Xingzhi looked at her slim back, a hint of heartache flashing in his eyes.

"Mianmian." Gu Xingzhi called her, "Promise me that you won't torture yourself, okay?"