Chapter 195 Let Her Go
Gu Mian held the diary tightly in his hands. "So when Ting Shen came back to my hometown with me and found this diary, he thought everything in it was true."
"He thought you were my first love, that I married him because he looked like you, and that he was your replacement!"
"He even thought that I couldn't keep the child because I fell into the water in winter and was injured because I saved you..."
Gu Mian burst into tears, "No wonder he was acting strange after coming back from his hometown. He always minded your existence. I thought he was weird and his possessiveness was unreasonable. But it turns out that in his mind, you were the one I loved but couldn't have, and he was just a substitute..."
Gu Mian recalled every detail of those days.
Finally, my thoughts lingered on the day when I had the baby aborted.
That was the darkest day in her twenty-year life, but wasn't it also the most painful day for Li Tingshen?
She couldn't imagine how painful it must have been for Li Tingshen when he thought that she had lost the child in order to save Xingzhi.
She didn't dare to imagine how Li Tingshen made up his mind to choose her between her and the child.
He never said he loved her, but if this isn't love, then what is it?
Gu Mian took the diary and stood up and walked out without hesitation.
"Mianmian!" Gu Xingzhi's voice came from behind, "You are going to look for him, right?"
Gu Mian stopped walking, turned around and looked at him, "Shouldn't I explain it to him clearly?"
"Have you ever considered my feelings?" Gu Xingzhi stood up. "For the past two years, I have been waiting for you to let him go, waiting for you to see my existence."
"I think it's my turn now, right?"
"Xingzhi, I have never liked you." Gu Mian wiped the tears from his face and spoke clearly and forcefully, "I have always regarded you as a friend and a big brother next door. I have never thought about developing a relationship with you."
"Love is not like lining up to ride the Ferris wheel and it will always be your turn. In this life, I will never fall in love with anyone other than Li Tingshen."
After Gu Mian finished speaking, he turned around and left.
Gu Xingzhi pulled the corners of his lips and closed his eyes in pain.
"Mianmian, how could you do this to me..."
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Gu Mian rode his motorcycle straight to Yunyue Bay.
Every bit of the past came to mind.
Many things that I couldn't understand before are now clear to me.
When she thought Li Tingshen was jealous for no apparent reason, he actually really thought that Gu Xingzhi was the one she loved but could not have.
He must have been very sad when she got angry with him again and again, right?
The green light came on, and Gu Mian regained his composure and focused on driving.
Just as she was about to pass the traffic light, a truck suddenly rushed out from the left and headed straight towards her!
In a flash, Gu Mian hurriedly changed direction, and the motorcycle flipped over as it brushed past the truck. She fell heavily to the ground and lost consciousness...
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When Li Tingshen received the news, he rushed to the hospital immediately.
Outside the rescue room, Mr. Lu Lang and Gu Xingzhi were waiting anxiously.
Wen Jing sat aside and broke down crying.
"What happened?" Li Tingshen questioned, "Why did a car accident happen out of the blue?"
"Shouldn't I be asking you this?" Gu Xingzhi turned to look at him, his handsome and moist face covered with a thin layer of frost. "Li Tingshen, Mianmian's car accident was not an accident at all. It was He Meiru who drove the car and hit her on purpose!"
"He Meiru?"
This name had already faded from Li Ting's mind, and it took him a while to remember that it was Yin Luoxue's mother.
"Didn't you send her back to jail?" Li Tingshen asked coldly, "How could she suddenly appear and hurt Gu Mian!"
"Her sentence was only extended for half a year, and she was released from prison a year ago." Gu Xingzhi's eyes were filled with pain, "Li Tingshen, if it weren't for you, how could Mianmian have a grudge against the Yin family? And how could He Meiru drive a car to hit her!"
"In the past, you hurt Mian Mian because of Yin Luoxue. Now that Yin Luoxue is gone and things are finally over, He Meiru is venting all her hatred on Mian Mian again!"
"Li Tingshen, you've hurt Mianmian badly enough, but I beg you, let her go!"
The programmer stepped forward and said, "You can't say that. It wasn't our boss Li who ordered He Meiru to attack Madam! And boss Li is the one who least wants Madam to get into trouble!"
"I believe he doesn't want anything to happen to Mianmian, but all of Mianmian's sufferings are caused by him!" Gu Xingzhi stretched out his long legs and walked in front of Li Tingshen, "Lie Tingshen, if it weren't for you, she could have a stable life!"
"Maybe it's being an ordinary doctor in a hospital, like most ordinary people in this city, with an ordinary life."
"But she won't go to jail, and no one will do anything to harm her." Gu Xingzhi raised his hand and pointed at the door of the emergency room. "She won't be lying here fighting with death like she is now!"
Gu Xingzhi was in great pain, "Li Tingshen, I beg you to let her go. As long as you can let her go, don't tell me what I have. Even if you want my life, I will give it to you..."
Li Ting stared at the door of the emergency room.
His heart felt like it was being cut by a sharp knife, and the pain was so severe that he almost suffocated.
He raised his hands to support himself against the cold wall and managed to stand steadily.
"Boss!" Chengxu hurriedly helped him sit down on a chair nearby, "Madam, you are blessed by heaven, nothing will happen to you..."
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Li Tingshen had no idea how much time had passed, he only knew that every second seemed to be stretched infinitely.
And every second was endless torment for him.
He even imagined many possibilities in this torment.
For example, if Gu Mian couldn't make it out alive, what should he do?
He thought he would go with her.
Whether it is heaven or hell, he wants to be with her.
After having this thought, Li Tingshen's heart suddenly calmed down.
Yes.
Now that they can be together, he doesn't have to be afraid.
Perhaps the happiness in another world will be better than that in this one.
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The program was on the phone the whole time and even went out for a while, and didn't come back until more than an hour later.
"Boss Li." The programmer took out his iPad. "I've been to the police station. He Meiru has been detained. This is the surveillance video of the wife when she got into trouble."
Li Tingshen, who was in a daze, slowly turned his head and looked at the iPad.
In the video, Gumian is driving normally and not very fast.
It was obvious at first glance that the truck driven by He Meiru was heading for Gu Mian. She almost stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, intending to hit Gu Mian to death on the spot!
Li Tingshen took the iPad and slowed down the playback speed.
It can be clearly seen in the video that Gu Mian saved himself at the last moment and changed direction.
The man and the car separated, and she fell heavily to the ground. Her thin body rolled on the ground for several times before stopping.
"Boss, the police said that it was fortunate that my wife was a good driver, otherwise if she had been hit, she wouldn't have been able to get to the hospital in time... He Meiru didn't hit my wife and braked immediately, but she still hit another moving car, and the two people in the car died on the spot."
The impact of braking is so great, let alone not braking.
Wen Jing watched the video and cried, "It's my fault! I suggested that she learn to ride a motorcycle to relax. If she hadn't learned to ride a motorcycle, maybe nothing would have happened!"
"He Meiru was determined to kill Mian Mian. No matter if she was riding a motorcycle, driving a car, or sitting in someone else's car, something would have happened." Gu Xingzhi sighed, "So what happened today cannot be blamed on you."
Wen Jing burst into tears.
Li Tingshen replayed the video over and over again.
How he wished he could have gone through this accident in Gu Mian's place!
He would rather get into trouble himself than see her lying in the emergency room...
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At one o'clock in the morning, the red light at the door of the emergency room finally went out.