Chapter 391 Loving You Is Very Hard

"The knife is poisonous..." Gu Mian's face turned pale, "Take me to have a look!"

"yes!"

Gu Mian quickly arrived at the emergency room and took Ye Junlin's pulse.

Fortunately, just in case, she brought a medicine box with her when she went out, which contained the detoxification pills she and Lu Yueming developed together.

Gu Mian first gave Ye Junlin an antidote pill, drew a tube of blood, and let the doctor continue to clean the wound.

She returned home immediately and began researching the toxin.

A few hours later, news came from the hospital that Xu Yihan's surgery was completed and he was transferred to the ward for observation.

Ye Junlin is still in a coma and is in the ICU.

Gu Mian instructed the doctor to report Ye Junlin's condition at any time and continue to study the toxin.

"Mianmian, go eat." Lu Yueming walked in, "Leave this to me."

"Fuck, I'm not hungry." Gu Mian turned to look at her, "I want to ask you for help with something."

"There's no need to be so polite, just say it directly."

"The poison my brother was poisoned with is quite complicated. I still need some time, but I am really worried about him."

"I understand." Lu Yueming said, "I'll pack my things now and go to the hospital to keep watch. If there's anything wrong with him, I can calm him down first."

"That's what I mean." Gu Mian said, "I've prepared the antidote pills. Take them with you, just in case."

"If I remember correctly, this is the last detoxification pill, right? You will use it when you come back to detoxify the worm..."

Gu Mian said firmly, "We can do it again if the medicine is gone, but my brother must not be in any danger."

"I understand. I'll listen to you."

Lu Yueming did not delay and quickly went to the hospital.

Gu Mian ate the food brought in by the servant and continued with his research.

Madam Li knew that she was anxious and did not come to disturb her. Even Li Tingshen did not call her to influence her.

It was almost dawn when Gu Mian massaged his aching neck, drank a sip of coffee, picked up his phone and called Lu Yueming.

The call was connected for a long time before Lu Yueming answered it, "Mianmian."

"Mom, what took you so long to answer the phone? Is my brother in trouble?"

"It's nothing, don't worry."

Gu Mian was silent for a moment, then said, "Fuck, I can let my hackers directly check the hospital's surveillance, so you don't need to hide it from me."

Lu Yueming sighed, "Half an hour ago, Junlin suddenly vomited blood. Fortunately, the doctor paid attention to him in time. I gave him a detoxification pill right away. He has recovered now, but he is still in a coma."

"Mianmian, this poison is really strong. Even the antidote pills can't suppress it. It can only provide temporary relief."

"I understand." Gu Mian's hands were shaking as he held the phone. "Mom, thank you for your hard work. You must help me take good care of my brother."

"Don't worry, you just took the detoxification pill, so you can suppress it a little bit." Lu Yueming reminded, "Mianmian, don't be too anxious, and don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"I know."

Gu Mian hung up the phone, got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

She looked at herself in the mirror and felt more fortunate than ever before.

She was glad that she studied medicine and that she had a chance to save her brother.

Gu Mian woke up and sat back at the table to study.

......

At that time in the hospital, Lu Yueming confirmed that Ye Junlin's condition was temporarily stable, so he left the ICU ward and prepared to study the antidote simultaneously with Gu Mian.

As soon as I returned to the lounge, I saw Li Tingshen sitting on the sofa.

"Ting Shen, why are you here?"

"I can't go home to sleep with her, so I can only come here to look after her brother."

"I feel much more at ease knowing you're here. At least Jun Lin's safety is guaranteed... By the way, have you caught the person who hurt him and the person who drove the car that hit Yi Huan?"

Li Tingshen's handsome face sank, "I caught him."

"Where is the person? Is he in the police station? Is he Jun Lin's enemy?"

"They were coming for Jun Lin. The kid must have been trained since childhood to lower other people's guard and kill them by surprise. They first stabbed Jun Lin with a poisoned knife and then hit him with a car to ensure that there would be no mistakes. However, they did not expect Yi Huan to rush out and push Jun Lin away."

"When the driver and the child were caught, they were already dead. They died of poisoning."

Lu Yueming frowned, "Such an organized and premeditated murder...was it Gu Xingzhi?"

"Who else could it be but him?" Li Ting closed his eyes tiredly, "Fuck, I know I should have killed him a long time ago, but Gu Mian's life is in his hands, I dare not take the risk..."

"It seems that Mianmian's shooting at Gu Xingzhi completely angered him." Lu Yueming analyzed, "Although we managed to eliminate many of his men last time, there will always be some who slip through the net. Gu Xingzhi is so meticulous that he would never let all his men be wiped out at once."

"The security measures around you and Mianmian are too strict. It's not easy for him to find an opportunity to attack. The others are all staying at home and rarely go out. The easiest person to attack is indeed Junlin."

"If Mianmian's brother died, she would be devastated. Gu Xingzhi is really cruel..."

Li Ting opened his eyes deeply, his dark and deep eyes could not tell his emotions, "We can't let Gu Mian know these things for the time being."

"I understand that she needs absolute concentration to develop an antidote now."

......

Gu Mian did not come out of the pharmacy the whole night. Zhang's mother was worried about her, so she sat at the door and watched. She accidentally fell asleep. When she woke up, she found that it was almost dawn.

Zhang Ma knocked on the door and went in. Seeing that Gu Mian was still busy, she said distressedly, "Madam, take a rest."

"I'm not tired. Go make me another cup of coffee."

"But if you stay up all the time like this, your health will break down."

"My brother is racing against death now. I can't spare time to sleep." Gu Mian said seriously, "Do as I ask."

"yes."

Zhang's mother brought coffee, and Gu Mian instructed again, "Tell my family not to disturb me."

"yes."

Time passed, and there was no progress in finding the antidote.

Gu Mian was exhausted, so he went to the bathroom to wash his face and tried to keep himself calm.

She couldn't panic.

If she loses her balance, Ye Junlin's hope will be even slimmer.

Gu Mian opened the door, went to the restaurant to eat something, came back, locked the door, and continued his research.

When Zhang's mother went to deliver the snacks, she heard the sound of glass breaking in the pharmacy. She knocked on the door and asked, "Madam, what happened? Are you okay?"

"It's okay..." Gu Mian's voice came quickly, "Go away and don't disturb me."

"Yes, I'll leave the food at the door."

It was not until the evening that Gumian finally came out of the pharmacy, anxious to go out.

"Mian girl, what's wrong?"

The old lady stepped forward and asked.

"The antidote has been developed. I'm going to the hospital to see my brother now."

"Great!" The old lady looked at her pale face and said, "You look very bad. You should rest at home. I'll have someone deliver the medicine."

"No, I must stay with my brother. Grandma, I'm fine." Gu Mian patted the old lady's hand gently and rushed to the hospital.

Lu Yueming was very excited. "Mianmian, I have also been researching the poison in Junlin overnight, but there has been no progress. I didn't expect you to develop an antidote in such a short time!"

"Fuck, how's my brother?"

"He vomited blood again during the day. I used all the methods I could to keep him alive for the time being. If you don't come again, I really have no other choice. He won't survive tonight."

Gu Mian immediately rushed to the ward and gave the medicine to Ye Junlin.

Not long after, Ye Junlin, who was in a coma, reacted. He coughed heavily several times and spit out a large mouthful of black blood.

Gu Mian hurriedly helped him wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth.

After a while, Ye Junlin regained his composure and fell into coma again.

Lu Yueming stepped forward to take his pulse and said in surprise, "The pulse is much more stable!"

An hour later, the doctor drew blood for testing and found that the toxins in the blood had been greatly reduced.

Gu Mian breathed a sigh of relief. "I knew my brother was not destined to die. He would not die so easily... Mom, you continue to take care of him here. I will go back and continue to prepare the antidote."

"good."

Gu Mian turned around and took just two steps when he suddenly covered his chest.

The next second, with a "puff" sound, a mouthful of blood spurted out of her mouth!

“Mianmian!” Lu Yueming rushed forward to hold her, panicking, “What’s wrong with you? Don’t scare Mom!”

"Fuck, I'm fine..."

Lu Yueming suddenly thought of something and said in shock, "In order to develop an antidote as soon as possible, you tested the poison on yourself, right? Are you crazy? I told you that no matter how familiar you are with pharmacology, you can't easily test the poison on yourself, not to mention that you have maggots in your body, the situation is more complicated than usual!"

"If you're not careful, something bad will happen!"

"But he is my brother." Gu Mian curled his lips, "I can't just watch him die. No matter what the cost, I have to save him."

"And damn, I succeeded. I vomited blood just like my brother. I will be fine after taking the antidote again."

Lu Yueming felt distressed and sad, "Why are you such a worrying kid..."

"I'm really fine." Gu Mian comforted, "Time is running out, I have to go back quickly... Oh, don't tell Ting Shen about this, so as not to make him sad."

"I understand. Be careful on the road."

"good."

......

The next morning, after Ye Junlin took the antidote for the second time, he was finally out of danger.

Although the patient was not awake yet, he was transferred to the general ward.

Gu Mian was worried and stayed in the hospital all the time, but he was already exhausted. At Lu Yueming's request, he went to the lounge to sleep.

When Ye Junlin woke up, it was already evening.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Gu Mian sleeping on the side of the bed.

He raised his hand and gently stroked her hair.

Gu Mian suddenly opened his eyes and said in surprise, "Brother, you are awake. How do you feel now? Are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere?"

"Brother, I'm fine." Ye Junlin curled his lips and spoke slowly in a weak voice, "Mianmian, thank you for your hard work."

Gu Mian couldn't hold back any longer, tears welled up in his eyes, "You really scared me to death, you know that? Don't scare me like this again in the future!"

"Okay, I promise you." Ye Junlin asked, "Yi Huan... How about Yi Huan?"

Gu Mian was stunned, "Brother...Yihuan...the baby in her belly was not saved..."

There was no unnecessary emotion on Ye Junlin's pale face, but there was an imperceptible glimmer in his eyes.

"And what about herself?"

"That car was meant to kill you. Yihuan was seriously injured and suffered a miscarriage... Although she is out of danger, she is still unconscious."

"How could this happen?" Ye Junlin forced himself to sit up, "Why haven't you woken up yet?"

"Yihuan's body didn't have any abnormalities that would prevent her from waking up, but she just didn't wake up. I have arranged for the medical team to conduct a comprehensive diagnosis and treatment. The conclusion reached was that Yihuan's lack of awareness of survival was the reason why she didn't wake up for a long time."

"She is too weak to ask for help?" Ye Junlin frowned, "She doesn't want to wake up?"

"Maybe she knows that the child is gone and can't accept it." Gu Mian said, "My godmother and I are already thinking of a solution."

"I'll go see him."

"Brother, you just woke up, take a break first."

Gu Mian helped him lie down and felt his pulse.

"The pulse is stable, but a detailed physical examination is still required. I will arrange it now."

......

Ye Junlin was allowed to leave the ward only after he had a physical examination and eaten something.

He was too weak to walk and could only sit in a wheelchair. Gu Mian pushed him to Xu Yihan's ward next door.

Xu Yihan lay quietly on the hospital bed with a breathing mask on his face.

Ye Junlin looked at the woman on the hospital bed, and the strange yet familiar tingling feeling once again swept through his heart.

"Mianmian, during the days I was unconscious, it seemed like I had a very long dream... or to be more precise, every moment of my time with Xu Yihan over the years was forced to play in my mind like a movie, and it was from her perspective."

"I seemed to see her dedication, her forbearance, her despair..."

"The last picture was the car accident that day. I saw her coming out of the hospital. When she saw me being stabbed, she was terrified. Before she could react, she saw the car hitting me again."

"She is usually quite slow, but for some reason that day, she suddenly became very alert. She rushed up to me and pushed me away without hesitation..."

Gu Mian choked up and said, "Brother, I've seen the video of the scene. You're right. Yi Huan did rush out and push you away without any hesitation. If he had hesitated for a few seconds, you would have been hit."

"With the poisoning and the car accident, it's hard to get through this."

Ye Junlin closed his eyes in pain, "I wasn't good to her, why did she sacrifice herself to save me?"

"I know why, because this is Yihuan's instinct." Gu Mian raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Because she loves you more than she loves herself."

Ye Junlin opened his eyes and said with difficulty, "But hasn't she decided to leave me?"

"Brother, she left you because she had accumulated too much disappointment, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you anymore." Gu Mian explained, "She loved you for so many years, how could she just let go?"

"She just keeps convincing herself to give up on you and keeps her love for you sealed deep in her heart."

"Yi Huan actually has a hard time loving you. No matter how hard she tries, she can't get a response from you. She can only choose to give up on you."

"She decided to abort the baby before. It was actually a very painful decision. How could she bear to abort the baby when she cherished her family so much? But she had no better solution."

"Now that the child is gone, I can imagine how desperate she is, because I have had such an experience myself. Maybe she doesn't want to wake up because she doesn't know how to face the reality of not having a child."