Episode 24 Past Desires
"Formally introduce myself. My name is Xu Yiwei. Everyone calls me Xiaowei. They say this name is more like me."
Eric had invited her to the drinking party the night she returned from Hong Kong. It made sense for her to come and support Eric's bar opening...
But Xiao Wei's alcohol tolerance is not as good as it looks. After a few rounds of games and singing, and a few drinks, Xiao Wei soon became drunk and staggered, and lost consciousness.
After the meeting, Eric was drunk, but he still did not forget to tell Jiang Shu:
"I'll leave Xiao Wei to you, brother. You're the only one here who knows her."
Knowing that he had misunderstood something, Jiang Shu said, "Don't make trouble. I'm just here to support you today."
Eric had a subtle look on his face. "What? Didn't we have a good time together last time?"
"I'm leaving first."
He put on his coat, swung his sleeves, and walked out of the box. When he passed the restroom, he happened to hear a commotion...
"What are you pretending to be, you stinky bitch? Do you really think you're a seductress who can seduce anyone?"
Snap——
A slap in the face.
"You've been dumped, and you haven't learned your lesson yet? You're so bold and skilled that you dare to sit on anyone's lap."
"Didn't you say you knew me? Judging from his attitude, he doesn't seem to want to bother with you. Is he dissatisfied with your poor life?"
"Weren't you quite arrogant before? You said you could kill one with every one you slept with. Why aren't you doing that now? Or maybe you can find someone to practice your technique with you, huh?!"
The women's restroom was in chaos, a swarm of people buzzing like wasps leaving a nest. The girl being bullied was Xu Yiwei. Her face looked like Halloween makeup, her hair was pulled apart like kelp, and she looked half drunk...
Outside the men's restroom, two boys with malicious intentions came up to her with evil smiles, pretending to take her away.
“Don’t…don’t do this…”
Such a large public space seemed like a lawless place, with no one to stop it.
In the past, Jiang Shu always kept his distance from disputes that had nothing to do with him, but this time, it seemed that walking away was not kind enough - after all, if he ignored it, Xiao Wei would definitely be tortured tonight.
"What are you doing?"
Jiang Shu loosened his tie at this moment and hung it on his elbow together with his suit jacket. He seemed dejected, but his aura was still enough to intimidate this group of hooligans.
When the leader of the group of girls who were making trouble saw that it was him, she let go of Xu Yiwei's hair in a panic - she was the girl whose seat was taken away at that time, and she must have been very angry, so as soon as the show was over, she took advantage of Xu Yiwei's unconsciousness and went to the bathroom to rest, and found someone to bully and humiliate her.
Jiang Shu looked up and glanced at the camera. "Nowadays, the crackdown on prostitution and gambling is quite strict. Eric's bar just opened. If you want to open more bottles of his wine in the future, you should build up his reputation."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Yiwei was the first to react. However, instead of shedding tears of gratitude, he vomited directly onto the floor after a nauseous groan...
Ten minutes later, Xu Yiwei, who was only 20% conscious, lay in the back seat of Jiang Shu's car, half asleep - the designated driver he called had been waiting for him for half an hour. He reluctantly took the girl to the back seat and sat in the passenger seat himself.
Jiang Shu had no choice but to admit defeat. Forget it, it was a blessing that she didn't vomit in the car. It was his fault for meddling in other people's business.
Just like last time, he asked the driver to take her back to school. However, as soon as he finished speaking, the person in the back seat suddenly refused, "I've graduated! There's no dormitory for me!"
"So where do you live now?"
She suddenly burst into tears again: "I have no place to live, my boyfriend dumped me! I've been homeless for a week, I'm almost stinking... Can I... Can I sleep in your car?... "
The wailing accompanied by tears and snot flowed in the air inside the car, which cost the driver an awkward smile. Jiang Shu was even more helpless. He really couldn't bear to hear her continue crying miserably, so he had to silently tell the driver -
"Just return my address."
It was past two in the morning when we arrived at the villa.
The tear incontinence patient in the car seat seemed to have fallen asleep half an hour ago, so Jiang Shu had to drag her up the steps to the entrance.
After opening the door, he pushed the person onto the shoe-changing chair at the door, pulled out a pair of disposable slippers, and ordered, "Change your shoes."
Xu Yiwei flung off her already loose high heels and lay motionless—clearly ready to fall asleep...
At this moment, Jiang Shu deeply regretted not hiring a nanny. Otherwise, he would have simply walked upstairs and said, "Everything will be fine." Back then, no matter who he brought, it was always the same. In this villa, he was only responsible for sleeping with the women, not taking care of their lives or their moods.
But now, even though he didn't have a nanny to help him, he wasn't so heartless as to just leave a drunken girl unconscious at the entrance...
Who made me meddle in other people's business? I have to be a good person, so I'll be one to the end. I'll take her in for one night and see her tomorrow.
He dragged the girl to the second bedroom on the second floor, put her on the bed, threw the quilt on her, and turned to leave.
Unexpectedly, after such a movement, the other party seemed to sense something and sat up reflexively. She took off her skirt in front of him without any scruples, revealing her bra...
"What are you doing?"
Jiang Shu quickly turned around.
"I need to take off my makeup and take a shower..."
She half-closed her eyes, and as if she were alone, she crawled out of bed naked and staggered towards the bathroom.
Jiang Shu said, "Be careful, the floor is slippery," and was about to leave. But before he even stepped out of the door, he heard the sound of water splashing in the bathroom. A real "Ah!" once again hinted at the panicked situation that person was in at the moment...
She really slipped!
Jiang Shu hesitated for two seconds, then gritted his teeth and decided to help her to the end. The girl was naked at the moment, slumped gorgeously on the bathroom floor. He didn't glance around. He took a bath towel, leaned over to cover her, and then tried to help her up...
At this moment, Xu Yiwei regained some consciousness. His pair of dark but sleepy pupils stared straight at Jiang Shu's absent-minded eyes, and he couldn't help but sigh -
"Boss Jiang, you are so beautiful."
…
Jiang Shu was afraid that she would fall and get hurt again, so he wanted to help her back to bed to rest:
"Don't take a shower, just go to bed."
However, the other party suddenly questioned——
"Don't you mind if I don't take a shower? Let's go to bed after we finish showering..."
"That's not what I meant."
"Don't listen to their nonsense, I'm still living a good life..."
"I already said that's not what I meant!"
The impatient voice echoed in the bathroom, shaking the unconscious Xu Yiwei. Jiang Shu took the opportunity to stuff an extra towel into her hand and turned away.
"It's just a matter of helping you. Just stay here for one night and leave early tomorrow morning."
Jiang Shu returned to the master bedroom, took a quick shower, and lay down on the bed. His consciousness quickly faded...
Thinking of the girl's proactive behavior in the bathroom at that time, he couldn't help but feel it was ridiculous - she was not the first girl to act like this in front of him.
When he was in his twenties, he was just as energetic and curious.
After breaking up with his so-called first love, he felt helpless and negative about sex for a long time.
As a man, the desire for sex is almost instinctive. Before he was 22 years old, he also longed to make love with his beloved, but he knew that it was all delusion - when Lin Ying was 18 years old, she began to officially date Yan Yiming.
He had just graduated and returned home that day, and he had brought a gift for Lin Ying, intending to give it to her after dinner. During dinner, he noticed the subtle, ambiguous atmosphere between her and Yan Yiming. After dinner, he even ran into them kissing under the porch lights in the garden...
Yan Yiming was like a confused piglet in heat, sucking her lips into his mouth. Lin Ying looked a little helpless, but she compromised and let herself be swallowed by his reckless kiss.
Seeing this scene, Jiang Shu felt as if his hand had been burned by a cigarette, and the souvenir fell directly to the ground, which seemed to have startled the two people who were lingering...
He fled in panic, returned to his room, locked the door, and his mind was full of the scene just now - Yan Yiming's lips were tightly pressed against Lin Ying's.
Jealousy, hatred, and regret take over the emotional high ground.
But he had nothing to regret. She was his sister, and he was destined not to be with her, and she had no reason to accept him.
Even if Yan Yiming wasn't there, there would be other men who would kiss her like that.
But he still regretted not doing it earlier. In this way, her first kiss would be his alone and no one could take it away.
But what? What was a first kiss? And who was he?
If I can't possess her forever, what else can I say?
He has no chance.
So after that, he agreed to the confession from his "first love" without even thinking about it.
The girl had been pursuing him for a long time. It was obvious that she liked him very much, understood his preferences, and cared about his feelings. Even during sex, she was the one who took the initiative to please him. It was also at that time that he really indulged himself in these things... He began to frequently experience orgasms with her in different ways.
There was even one time when I agreed to go on vacation with her and just stayed in the hotel for three days.
In the end, she was exhausted and begged him to stop...
That was also the last passionate moment for the two of them. After it ended, she cried for a long time, and finally took the initiative to leave the hotel and unilaterally ended the trip.
A week later, she asked him out for dinner, took the initiative to break up, and said what was in her heart -
"Jiang Shu, I feel like you don't love me at all. I'm just a tool for you to vent your desires."
Before she mentioned this sentence, Jiang Shu was indeed confused. He had been thinking about what kind of "love" he had for this girl. Until she mentioned this sentence, it was like a bullet hitting him right between his eyebrows.
He was just venting his desires and he really didn't love her.
It starts out as a fit of anger and ends as a venting process; anyone can play this role.
"I really don't love you that much, I'm sorry."
He said this, stood up to pay the bill, and left without looking back.
His first love ended just like that. Apart from sex, he didn't feel anything real.
But he had the answer in his heart - falling in love with another person was not his strong point, and it would only drag down both of them. It would be better for them to get what they needed.
That's why he started to indulge in sensual pleasures.
Firstly, he was young and full of energy, which naturally gave him desires. Secondly, it seemed that only at those moments could he pretend to be closer to Lin Ying.
But Jiang Shu knew in his heart that it was just psychological comfort.
He could be intimate with so many women, but not with her.
Xu Yiwei's appearance tonight reminded him of many fragments of the past - a young face, clear eyes, a naked body, but when it was under him, it had changed its face.
Some of those women were after his money, some were after his sex, and some women fell in love with him and pursued him relentlessly, even to the point of wanting to kill him... He used to think that these women were ridiculous. They had clearly agreed to get what they wanted from each other, so why did they keep pushing for more?
After encountering such things so many times, he actually believed for no reason that perhaps a woman's love and sex are one and the same, and getting her body is the beginning of her fall.
Therefore, this also became the reason why he was so rude to Lin Ying.
The last time Xiao Lu invited him to the villa, he hadn't wanted to compromise. She had been very enthusiastic, but he had been as if it was just a formality. Perhaps she was right—knowing Lin Ying was next door, he felt embarrassed to let her be so flamboyant.
He couldn't help but think of Lin Ying, what would happen to her?
She's been married for two years, and she and her husband are rarely together. If she's so unhappy, then her married life must be unhappy too...
Would she like it if she were with him?
Can he make her happy?
Does she want to try it?
Maybe she won't refuse...
But as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Ying in a bathrobe, her hair wet and sticking to her skin. It was as black as ink and as tender as white jade. He couldn't help but want to taste it. Even if the ink was bitter and the jade was hard, he still wanted to lick it and hold it in his mouth...
Everything is messed up.
All the prepared remarks were messed up.
In the end, it became just a trivial reminder...
He knew very well that his thoughts were dirty, but he let them take root in his heart, until his dirty roots collided with her suppressed buds, his body crossed the line, and his feelings went astray.
But the ridiculous man never got the optimal solution he wanted.
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