Lu Zhiyuan would misunderstand that I was afraid of urging the birth, probably because Zhao Xian often complained to Lu Zhiyuan about me in private about having children.
Seeing his nonchalant look, I couldn't help but ask, "What about you? Do you want a child?"
Lu Zhiyuan hesitated for a moment and did not answer me directly.
"Having children is your right, not your obligation. Besides, aren't you at the peak of your career? Having children at this time might have some impact on you, so if you don't want one, I respect your opinion."
He was so considerate and always thought of me, which made me soften my heart involuntarily.
He smiled and said seriously, "Actually, as long as we stay together, I'm willing to be a DINK. I'll take care of you anyway!"
Seeing his affectionate look, I was a little distracted for a moment and almost blurted out and told him that I was pregnant.
But in the next moment, I remembered everything that happened between him and Yuan Yaxin, and I couldn't help but laugh at myself.
I am really stupid. I still want to believe what he says.
Of course he doesn't care whether we have children or not, and I also believe that as long as I don't want to have one, he won't force me.
After all, if he really wanted it, there would always be women willing to bear children for him. Yuan Yaxin was the first one. She must be eager to give birth to a child for Lu Zhiyuan to tie him down!
My heart, which was a little panicked just now, has now completely calmed down.
I changed the subject and said calmly, "You don't have to come pick me up. I live well at Qiu Qiu's place, and Qiu Qiu won't find me troublesome."
My sudden change in attitude made Lu Zhiyuan feel a little lost. He wanted to say something, but I stopped him.
"I'm not asking for a divorce out of spite. I really don't want to live with you anymore. If you've thought it through and agree to a divorce, you can contact me anytime."
After saying this, I didn't even look at Lu Zhiyuan's expression. I turned around and left without looking back.
I don't want to give myself another chance to waver, and I don't want to live in a marriage full of lies and deception.
As I got in the car, I felt nauseous again and felt a little uncomfortable.
I originally planned to go back to the company, but I didn’t expect my early pregnancy reaction to be so severe.
Fortunately, I had taken the afternoon off in advance. After enduring this period of discomfort, I drove back to Qiu Qiu's home.
Because my stomach was really uncomfortable, I didn’t even eat lunch and went straight back to the bedroom to rest.
I couldn't help but put my hand on my lower abdomen, and recalled the doctor's words in my mind.
I have to decide as soon as possible whether this child should stay or go.
If I keep this child, my career will definitely be affected, especially in my position in the sales department. If I don't place any orders for a few months, my position as deputy director may be removed at any time.
Lu Zhiyuan and I are about to divorce. I don't want him to know about the child, otherwise he will definitely fight for custody. I can only raise this child with my own abilities, so I naturally cannot lose my job.
I don’t have my parents’ support, and I don’t have the confidence to leave my child to them after giving birth. I have to do everything myself.
When I thought about having to travel between the company and home, and the possibility that I wouldn't be able to take care of both, I started to feel annoyed.
For a moment, I really felt that this child came at the wrong time, and perhaps abortion was the best choice for me and the child.
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