Yan Meng seemed to be very worried about my health and tried to persuade me.
"This sequelae is not serious, but it's also serious. Why don't you go and get treatment before that psychiatrist leaves the capital?"
Looking at Yan Meng's urging look, it seemed as if he was afraid that I would give up treatment.
But I really hesitated.
I thought of that strange nightmare and the voice I vaguely heard in my dream, and a ridiculous idea vaguely emerged in my mind.
After waking up from being beaten by Yan Lirong, I drifted on the boat for a month, and I never felt unwell.
The first time I felt a clear aversion to Lu Zhiyuan was after my first hypnosis.
After that, things got out of control.
I remember that at that time, there were still many happy things in my mind that I had experienced with Lu Zhiyuan, but there was a voice that told me to forget them, and then it seemed that there was only hatred in my heart.
I was shocked and didn't want to believe my guess, but I also wanted to confirm it.
Perhaps it was because of hypnosis that I had such a strong reaction to Lu Zhiyuan.
I refused: "Not yet."
Seeing my hesitation, Yan Meng asked with concern: "What's wrong? Is hypnosis making you feel uncomfortable?"
He stared at me with burning eyes, as if trying to see through my thoughts.
I shook my head, not knowing how to explain it to him.
After all, this is just my guess, and I don’t want to misunderstand Yan Meng’s good intentions.
I said ambiguously, "I feel like I've been feeling a little better lately, but I don't necessarily need hypnosis treatment. Let's try it out for a while."
Hearing my answer, Yan Meng frowned subconsciously.
He had good intentions in asking me to receive treatment. I guess he must be feeling uncomfortable if I reject him like this.
I changed the subject: "By the way, I have something else to give you."
I went back to my car and returned the bouquet of roses to Yan Meng intact.
"You can take this too."
Yan Meng was stunned and looked at me in confusion: "How can you accept flowers and then give them back?"
I let out a breath, some things are better said out loud.
I lowered my eyes slightly, still harboring resentment, and spoke to him as calmly as I could, "I already know the terms of your deal with Lu Zhiyuan. You used Zhao Xian to blackmail Lu Zhiyuan, asking him to plot to make me give up. You're truly calculating!"
I sneered and asked him ridiculously, "What were you thinking when you used me as a bargaining chip?"
Yan Meng's expression froze, and his hands clenched into fists.
"Xiao Shan, I just hope you can completely let him go. I don't want Lu Zhiyuan and his mother to hurt you again..."
"Enough!" I couldn't suppress my anger. His behavior made me feel that he was too self-righteous.
I asked angrily, "Who are you to make the decision for me? I said I don't want to get involved with you, but do you really take my words to heart?"
"Before, at the company gate, I couldn't expose you. Thinking that today is Xiaofeng's birthday, I didn't want to part ways with you on bad terms. But just because I didn't get mad at you on the spot doesn't mean I will pretend that this incident never happened."
Yan Meng's eyes also darkened, and I couldn't guess what he was thinking.
But I suppressed my anger and reiterated to him in a cold voice: "Yan Meng, I can't possibly fall in love with you. The obstacle between you and me has never been anyone else, but you."
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