I always thought I was covering it up well, but I didn't expect my acting skills to be so poor and I could be seen through so easily.
Seeing that I remained silent, Qiu Qiu sighed helplessly.
"I admit that I tried every possible way to bring you and Yan Meng together because I realized that you simply couldn't forget Lu Zhiyuan. But I didn't know about the misunderstanding between you before. I just thought that even if I couldn't be with the person I loved, then finding someone who loved me might be the best choice."
These words coming from Qiu Qiu's mouth shocked me.
In my memory, Qiu Qiu is a very emotional person, but since she fell in love, she seems to have become a different person.
The former novice in emotions can now speak such insightful words.
I looked at Qiu Qiu and felt an indescribable emotion in my heart.
Qiu Qiu continued to persuade me, "But later I found that it's really hard to force yourself to be with someone you don't love. So the reason you don't accept Yan Meng isn't because he's bad, it's because you don't love him at all."
"If that's the case, why not fight for it again and choose the one you love? You both still love each other, so why torture each other so much?"
Qiu Qiu’s words made me a little shaken.
I couldn't help but recall the so-called estrangement between Lu Zhiyuan and me...
In order to conceal his and Yuan Yaxin's identities, I misunderstood that he was cheating.
In order to fulfill his promise to Yuan Zhenglin, he showed mercy to Yuan Yaxin in several choices, which made me disappointed in him time and time again.
And our unborn child...
When I thought of that child, my heart trembled, my eyes welled up, and I couldn't help but cry.
I choked up and cried to Qiu Qiu, "I don't know how I should face him. I don't know if we can go back to the past. The secrets he kept from me, his hesitation, and the child we aborted... all of these things make it impossible for me to fully face the past."
Seeing me like this, Qiu Qiu hugged me in his arms with heartache.
She patted my back comfortingly.
I originally thought that I would be in great pain and even feel wronged if I said this, but at this moment, the depression in my chest was inexplicably relieved a lot, and I felt a lot more relaxed.
Qiu Qiu coaxed me softly in my ear: "Just let it out. You've been holding it in for too long."
For a moment, I felt that what Qiu Qiu said was right.
These so-called barriers are actually understandable. I don’t really care about them, but I have kept them in my heart for too long and have no chance to speak them out.
The best proof is that I don’t hate Lu Zhiyuan in my heart.
Only after my emotions gradually calmed down did Qiu Qiu let me go.
She wiped my tears and whispered, "Shanshan, I really don't want to see you miss the one you love. If you really still love Lu Zhiyuan and have thought about getting back together with him, why not find an opportunity to vent all the grievances and estrangements from the past to Lu Zhiyuan, just like you did with me today."
"Perhaps by venting it out, both of you can untie the knots in your hearts."
At this time, Qiu Qiu was like an emotional mentor. Although he had only been in love once, he was still guiding me.
I was truly comforted by Qiu Qiu. I smiled and nodded and promised her, "Okay, I'll find a chance to vent to him and let him know how wronged I am. But not now, I'll wait for a chance in the future."
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