Chapter 146
Wang Jiazhi went out wearing a leopard print coat for the first time.
The dress looked beautiful on her, but the eccentricity far outweighed the beauty. She felt like a leopard, and many people turned to look at her as she walked down the street.
As a spy, this is definitely not the right thing to do; it's too conspicuous. But then he thought, she was already his lover, so why would she dress up?
She went to the bookstore and bought some books and magazines. Then she went to a used book stall and found a very old notebook. It had never been used, but the paper had become soft and yellow. She loved the color pages inside, all of which were still lifes of flowers and plants.
There's one photo I like best: a transparent round vase filled with white gladioli, like a screen opening. Gladioli come in many colors, but white and bright red are the most beautiful. Paired with the emerald green calyx, they look as dignified and elegant as a classical beauty.
Wang Jiazhi walked down the street, always keeping an eye out for anyone following her. Fortunately, Lai Xiujin was nowhere to be found, like a ghost.
She was looking at something in the window when she heard a meow and something furry jumped into her arms. She saw a small leopard cat grabbing her clothes with its two claws.
Its pattern was very similar to her fur, and she had only seen this kind of cat in magazine illustrations.
She held it in her arms to prevent it from falling.
A woman in her thirties said, "I'm so sorry, please don't dirty your clothes."
"It's okay."
She looked at the furry creature in her arms, meowing at her, grabbing her clothes with its little paws, rubbing and crying in her arms, as if acting like a spoiled child.
His fur seemed to be drowning in her coat.
"It might think you're its mother."
Wang Jiazhi smiled. It was all because of this dress. The pattern on it looked very similar to hers, and she was much older than hers.
She reached out and touched the kitten in her arms, just like her own child.
Wang Jiazhi walked alone on the street, her thoughts filled with memories of the past. She had never dared to go back to that cafe, but this time was different. She sat in the same seat, looking out the window at the bustling crowd. It felt as if she was finally going to her destination.
At the time, she hadn't thought about it at all, and even if she didn't have that, she wouldn't have cared. She'd been living with her aunt, starving and underfed for months. She was so tormented at the time that she had no energy to think about that.
She had no reaction at all, but one morning, she woke up very early, it was already daybreak, and the white cat outside had come out of its nest, sticking its tongue out at her. She didn't know why, but this was the idea that came to her.
It was different from the morning sickness in novels and movies where you experience it and then realize it, or even think about it without thinking about it. She found out after going to the hospital, having her pulse taken, and having tests done.
She saw both Chinese and Western medicine doctors. She first saw the Chinese doctor, who said she could feel her pulse after about a month. At the time, she was barely moved. Unconvinced, she remained calm on the way to the Western medicine hospital. The Western doctor also said the same thing, but she still felt it wasn't real.
That day, because she didn't believe it, she was still ignorant and calm. It happened that he asked her to go out that night, and she struggled with him, but she didn't feel anything strange afterwards. Before going to bed, she felt that it must be fake, and she couldn't feel anything.
But it just happened that she didn't feel anything at first, but she started to have morning sickness early the next morning.
She touched her belly but felt nothing, and had no idea that there was already a child inside.
After touching her belly, she hugged her knees and sobbed. She knew that the child wanted her to know that she was real and didn't want her to think that she didn't exist.
She knew that this child could not be born and that she should not exist.
But she always thought, if she could survive, she would be a very beautiful and well-behaved little girl. She would definitely teach her well and not let her be as stupid as herself. Or maybe she would be like her father, born not as stupid as herself, and would understand without being taught.
Yes, she was very smart. She was originally very obedient and would not make her feel uncomfortable. But she still didn't believe she was pregnant, so she used this method to let her know that there was someone like her in her belly and not to forget her existence.
But on the last day, she felt nothing. She was originally very calm. When she was about to die, she remembered that there was still a piece of meat in her stomach. She knew she was going to die, so she didn't want to feel uncomfortable.
If people who come to this world are reincarnated, then what kind of soul is her child? It was not born at all and stayed in her belly for less than two months.
She didn't know why he killed Old Wu's child. When she saw Old Wu again, she thought to herself: He killed his own child, too.
Sometimes, he would touch her belly because he was afraid she was in pain. She thought to herself, "There are things you don't know, right?"
There were some things he would never know, and no one knew them except her.
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