Chapter 163
At night, she couldn't sleep in his arms, and he asked, "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
"I don't want to sleep anymore. You go to sleep. This way I can feel you by my side longer. I won't feel you when I fall asleep."
He laughed and said, "Then what can you feel when I fall asleep?"
"Anyway, I know you're around. You're going out tomorrow, so I can just sleep in while you're gone."
"It seems like we're taking over the day-night shift. Go to sleep. It's exhausting to keep your day and night mixed up."
She said, "What's the big deal? Why sleep more when you are alive? You will sleep forever after you die."
"The person who said that only lived to be 31. Don't say that. It's such a pity that he died at such a young age."
She also felt that God was jealous of her talent, but then she thought to herself, "I only lived to be 23 years old."
She said, "Although it's a pity, she achieved her own success. She loved who she wanted to love and went where she wanted to go. Her life was hard, but it was worth it. To be able to leave behind a legend that ended abruptly is also a kind of eternity."
He stroked her hair and said, "Don't think like that. People can't live in fantasy forever. He can eat the soft heart of a piece of bread and leave only the hard shell for her to eat. Is such a person worthy of such love? Don't have unrealistic dreams. It has been like this since ancient times. Men are often unfaithful. The word that misleads people is fame. Most men always think about themselves. They sneer at the love between men and women. Only fame and fortune are the most important. When Emperor Xuanzong of Tang was in Shu, he was not thinking about the dead Yang Guifei, but about Li Linfu and Zhang Jiuling, and where there were capable ministers to assist him in becoming emperor. You must remember that there is no one in this world who is worthy of your love more than you love yourself. Never sacrifice yourself foolishly for others. Never become anyone's appendage. You must have your own ideas and achievements."
She nestled in his arms, her small hands clutching the clothes on his chest, and said, "Stop talking."
He continued, "You have to learn to grow up. When I'm gone, you have to learn to judge people and find someone you can trust. Don't let yourself be deceived or your life will be ruined. Even if you find a good person, don't trust him completely. You have to..."
"Don't say anymore." She choked and cried.
Then he said, "You won't die. You won't die."
Tears glistened in his eyes in the darkness.
"Don't tell me this. I don't want to hear it. I don't want you to die. I will definitely die before you. I don't need to learn this."
"Don't say such ominous words. How could it be?"
"Of course not." She suddenly raised her head, looked at him and said, "Tell me, if I die one day, will you just ignore me? Will you let my body lie exposed on the street?"
"Don't think about these things. You still have a long life ahead of you."
She shook her head and said, "I just want you to tell me whether you will bury me."
"meeting."
She buried her head in his arms and said, "You said that no matter what happens in the future, when I die, you must bury me. I don't want a cemetery or a coffin, just find a place and bury me."
"Stop talking."
She just cried quietly in his arms.
At this time, he actually had a heart attack. It had been a long time since he had felt this way. What was going on?
He felt the realization in his chest, and she asked, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, my heart aches again."
"Hasn't it been painful for a long time?"
She thought that perhaps her words had saddened him.
She stroked his chest and said, "I'm just joking with you, don't take it seriously."
They had all fallen asleep at some point, and when he woke up the next day, his clothes were still damp on his chest.
As he was about to leave, she put her arms around his waist and rested her head on his back.
"I'm going on a business trip for a few days. If you're bored, go out for a walk. If there's nothing good to watch, go see a play."
"When will you be back?"
"About two or three days."
"I'll wait for you to come back."
As the car was about to drive out the door, he looked outside and saw her wearing a white dress, looking at him through the window.
He thought, she always waited for him to come back, and what would she do when one day he could no longer go back?
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