Chapter 236
She never hid the fact that she liked Lao Yi from the beginning.
This kind of liking is without any pressure, it is a very superficial kind of liking. You can like a man, you can like a woman, you can like a flower, you can like a book, and so on.
It's like watching a movie where the villain is very good-looking and you like him, but it's just a liking, and you won't be sad if he dies.
Just his appearance and temperament made her like him the first time she saw him, so she didn't mind using him as a fantasy object for shameful practice, nor did she mind him possessing her body. But these didn't prevent her from killing him in the future.
She had been running away until the last time that ended the "gaming period".
She kept telling herself that her feelings for him had always been the superficial liking she had at the beginning.
She had her reasons: she had never been in love, nor had she experienced the joy of rain. Moreover, she had no relatives or friends, and had been hurt by those people and suffered terribly.
A man she loved, someone who could accompany her, coax her, and let her experience the joy of passionate sex. Of course, she was grateful to him. But that gratitude was gratitude, or perhaps a stronger kind of liking. But it was just liking, a superficial liking, not what she imagined. It was simply because she was controlled by him, both physically and mentally, causing her to be so distracted and dizzy that she mistook liking for another terrifying emotion.
Although he gave her more than just sleep, and many other things, it was the same. He just wanted her to like him more, and there was no such feeling at all.
The end of the "game period" made her doubt her judgment for the first time.
But she still strongly rejected it.
And his actions, now seemed to her like those of a child.
You obviously like more than just me, why don't you admit it?
Some things are really passed down from generation to generation.
It was just like when she was pregnant. She was originally very obedient, but she kept avoiding it, deceiving herself that there was no child in her belly. The child then complained that she had started to have morning sickness, using this way to complain about why she didn't acknowledge her existence.
Later, she no longer wanted to win over him, nor did she think about that problem anymore. After all, it was all over soon.
She offered herself to him like a sacrifice, allowing him to enjoy her to his heart's content, and their happiness was doubled.
She could feel the changes in herself, and he must have felt it too. His frequent and turbulent ear-to-ear contact day after day not only made her confused and distracted, but also aroused everything in her body.
Her ridiculous and childish bed skills had been polished to perfection by him, and he was obviously very satisfied with his masterpiece.
After a hearty and passionate lovemaking, he whispered in her ear, "It's completely different from the beginning."
She was burning red from face to ears.
But just when she was addicted to his attack, it all came to an abrupt end.
He disappeared suddenly, and his family said he was on a business trip. There was no news for many days, and he didn't ask my mother to bring her any words.
It was as if she had been banished from being a favorite concubine to the cold palace in an instant.
She suddenly realized with horror that it was all an illusion, that he had no true feelings for her at all, and that she was no different from his other mistresses.
The novelty of it made him want her like crazy, but when he got tired of her, he would just ignore her.
Now you may be looking for a new partner and seeking freshness.
Thinking of this, she felt as if her heart fell into the abyss.
At that time, she was in the most agonizing period of torture. What was terrible was that his sudden departure brought her the same painful torture as during the period of amnesia.
The two most terrible and cruel periods of her life overlapped.
She felt like she had been terribly deceived again. That time they had tricked her into losing her virginity. This time he had tricked her...
Because of him, she suffered madly in the torture of Lingchi, suffering from her imperfections and infidelity, but he just treated her as an ordinary plaything.
The worst thing is that even after she realized the horrible truth, she was still suffering in the torture.
Later she got in touch with the other side again, but the date of the action was still unknown, and she didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
During that period, I couldn't sleep even after taking sleeping pills. I finally waited for him to come back in the middle of the night, but he was so indifferent!
She finally decided that he was tired of her.
There are many good things when you are foolishly doing things, but everyone will dislike them when you are watching from a cold perspective.
In the past, he was so clingy that she would fall asleep and he would come back in the middle of the night and go straight to her room to cling to her.
Now, he hasn't been back for several days, and when he came back he didn't even come to see her, and he wanted her to come to him first. When they met, he was still so cold.
She hated it in her heart: "I'd rather kill you!"
That night, she waited for him for two hours, and she was even more certain that he didn't care anymore.
She was angry and wanted to go back, but she couldn't disobey. In fact, she was just angry. If she really turned back, she would feel extremely uncomfortable.
They were going to have a good fight, but when he said he missed her so much that he forgot about work, his most important job. And she was so unimpressive that she forgot everything.
"Meow~~"
Wang Jiazhi saw a black cat on the low wall nearby. Its fur was shiny except for its four white paws. It was chubby and very cute.
She indicated that she wanted a piece of braised meat.
"Please sit down and I'll bring it to you." The proprietress said with a smile.
After a while, meat was delivered and she came to feed the little black cat.
A warm breeze blew by, ruffling her hair.
She hugged her belly with both hands and looked up at two big white birds flying across the sky. Were they herons?
She played with the little black cat for a while, took away a piece of meat, and when she reached the bridge, the little cat at home was squatting there to take her home.
She fed it some braised meat and went back.
She was a little tired, so she went back home, changed her clothes, and lay down for a nap. The scent of roses filled the room, enveloping her. The kitten came over to sniff her, its furry whiskers prickling her face.
It was too hot, the room was like a steamer, filled with the fragrance of roses, and she was sweating all over.
The child was gently curled up in the belly.
She remembered the first time they went to the apartment. He probably started to do whatever he wanted in the car. When they got there, there was no foreplay at all. They just went crazy.
She had never been happier than this, as if floating on a cloud. Electricity raced through them both, from him to her, then back again, forming a closed loop, swiftly flowing. Her mind felt like a constant stream of fireworks.
They were extremely happy because they had forgotten everything except him and her. They remembered nothing at all, only the person in their arms, and the ethereal, ethereal joy of ascending to heaven.
Later, when it was over and they regained their senses, none of them could remember how many times they had done that night.
Finally, her happiness reached its climax, and she was reluctant to close her eyes. She just couldn't bear to look at him less.
She had to constantly make sure that the man inside her was the one she wanted. She kissed and touched him madly. She was so happy. That kind of ethereal, unreal happiness.
But just when she was happiest, she saw the gun on the bedside, and she was forced to be pulled back from heaven to hell.
One day, she will kill with her own hands the man who wants her to be happy, who wants her to sink, who wants her to be obsessed.
The bullet shot into his head, blood and brain matter gushed out, and his body gradually became cold, stiff and pale, with patches of blue corpse spots forming on it.
God never gave up torturing this poor girl, in her life of wandering and suffering. She just humbly longed to forget her pain for a short time and enjoy the pitiful moment of happiness with her beloved.
But fate refused to grant her even this fleeting moment of happiness. She had to remember everything now, and she could only give up that happiness, ravaging herself like crazy, using physical pain to alleviate her mental torture.
In the past, she was hurt and tortured by others, and now she wants to destroy her own happiness and torture herself.
Finally, she completely broke down. She just wanted a moment of indulgent happiness, but she didn't even deserve it.
She cried heart-wrenchingly. At that moment, she wanted to die. For the first time in her life, she was tired and didn't want to be strong anymore.
She thought to herself, "I want you to kill me!"
When they were both calmer, he kissed her eyes, licked her tears, and held her in his arms.
"Let's move here from now on."
"Okay." She said calmly.
Sometimes his kindness to her only made her suffer more. There was no place for her to settle down in this world. She couldn't keep anything he gave her. Soon, fate would take it back, leaving her with nothing.
The torture that night continued until she went to meet Lao Wu and others.
After meeting them, she figured it out. The worst that could happen was death, so there was nothing to be afraid of.
She later found out that she was already carrying the child at that time.
Thinking of this, the kitten in my belly moved even more violently, as if rolling around in balls.
Oh my god, I must be thinking about something I shouldn't be thinking about. How can I think about this when I'm pregnant?
She covered her stomach with both hands and her face was frighteningly red.
At this time, the aunt on the second floor knocked on the door, which scared her.
As soon as the door opened, she came in holding a fan and said, "It's hot, you're pregnant, this thing is just sitting there for nothing anyway."
She was too busy to use it. Not only did she not want to owe anyone a favor, but she also liked the slightly stuffy feeling. It wasn't so cold anymore.
Seeing that she refused to accept it, the aunt came over with two large buckets of ice after a while.
"Where did this come from?"
"The store on the first floor sells frozen fruits. Lots of frozen fruits."
After the aunt left, I looked at the two buckets of ice on the ground. Isn’t this like going back to ancient times?
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