Chapter 241
Since neither of them had ever been in a relationship, they had no idea what their chaotic and chaotic behavior of sticking together all the time meant.
Because they start sleeping violently when they don't have a deep emotional foundation, they tend to mistakenly believe that many emotional actions are the result of infidelity.
That "gambling period" has always been deeply engraved in Wang Jiazhi's mind and she will never forget it. At the beginning of that period, she experienced a rare and brief moment of pure happiness in her life.
The physical and mental torture she had endured over the years had left her numb and hopeless. During those days, he had brought her immense comfort and joy.
But by the time she realized that things had subtly changed, it was too late. The knife had already been stuck in her and could not be pulled out.
Soon, all kinds of painful and struggling emotions came back with a terrifying impact. After the pain from that shameful past faded briefly, it tormented her a thousand times more severely than before. She welcomed her horrific slow slicing.
He also felt her change, the trance and sadness that she tried hard to hide but still showed. He thought that maybe it was her fear and depression about the future, or maybe she treated him differently.
One time he came back late at night and went straight to her place. He didn't want to do anything else, he just wanted to see her.
She woke up and saw him beside her. She didn't know how it started, but the two of them went on like that several times.
But this was different from the pure desire in the past. She admitted that she took the initiative, but it was not because of sex, but because she felt that he needed comfort.
They couldn't turn on the light, although she knew that everyone in the house knew it long ago. He came to her room more than a few times.
Neither of them could see the other in the darkness, but this made them feel each other's presence all the more. They were like two snakes that could not stand the light of day, twisting and turning madly in the bottomless cave.
Gradually the sunlight came through the curtains, allowing them to see each other clearly.
She kissed and licked his bloodshot eyes, and stroked the scars on his face and arms.
At that time there was a strong throbbing desire to burst out.
He not only wants her body, he also wants her whole heart, he wants her whole being.
It was almost noon when she woke up, and she was covered tightly with a quilt.
When she went out, her mother looked at her with those strange eyes again.
To this day, she still doesn't know why her mother always looks at her like that. The other people around her also look at her strangely. She has always thought that her mother may feel that this is unfair to Mrs. Yi and is just protecting her master.
She had always assumed that he and his other lovers went through the same process as she had: with a new partner, there was a honeymoon period of constant clinging due to the novelty, but then things cooled down after they got tired of playing around.
In fact, she didn't know that the number of times he slept with all the women in the past two years was not as much as the number of times he slept with her in the past one or two months.
His other close associates simply wondered why she had done such a peculiar thing to him. Amah was more concerned about the respect she felt for him. After that first daytime orgy at home, she had thought he would stop, but she hadn't expected him to go even further.
Grandma felt that the reason he became so mischievous and embarrassing must be due to her charm, which seduced him to become more and more confused as he grew older.
When he was young, he couldn't understand why his peers were so madly in love, so eager to stay together. At that time, he thought that the so-called honeymoon period might be his current state.
He left her for many days that time, and he felt that he needed to calm down. If he continued like this, he might really get trapped.
After all, she was sent by them to kill him. The two people who were much more powerful than her had already been exposed. They wouldn't be so stupid as to send someone who was even weaker than the previous two to die in vain. Of course, he really didn't expect that Old Wu was just sending her to die in vain.
Maybe she just hid it too well, so he couldn't see any flaws at all. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a chill on his back and his heart was chilled to the bone.
Being betrayed was far more humiliating than being killed. He couldn't bear the thought of someone murdering him and then being mocked as a sentimental fool.
But when they met again, she was still so sad and pitiful, saying that she just missed him, and that his previous determination to distance himself from her was no longer valid. Instead, he desperately wanted to live with her. After all, his life was in danger and he didn't know how long he could live. He wanted her to stay with him, to live one day at a time, one year at a time.
She seemed to like the house very much, and she was very happy that night. He liked women with long, straight, flowing hair, but women always permed their hair into a cloud of mist.
Her hair spread out like a large, flowing peony, and her face seemed to be embedded in the flower. For the first time, he felt that such a gaudy hairstyle could actually be elegant.
The gloom of the past few days vanished, and the two indulged in a passionate embrace. She lay on him, gazing at him with affection and fascination, her slender, white jade-like body swaying before him, and he was simply overjoyed. This person was hers, and her charming and charming appearance at this moment was all his masterpiece.
Of course, her happiness disappeared in the end, and she nestled in his arms and cried loudly.
She wanted him to find evidence that she was sincere to him, mostly to make him feel her struggle and pain. He longed for it in his heart, but he was helpless in the face of her pain.
He wanted her heart, so the poor girl tore it into pieces and gave it to him. But he wasn't satisfied and wanted more. She continued to tear and tear until she had given him her entire heart. Only then was he finally satisfied. But she was in such heart-wrenching pain that she wanted to die and no longer wanted to live.
Her life was so unfortunate. She was sincere to everyone, but everyone hurt and plotted against her. Even the person she loved the most plotted and tested her. But it wasn't his fault; it was just fate.
In fact, it was not easy for him either. He struggled for a long time. If she really pulled out the unloaded gun, what could he do?
Every time Wang Jiazhi reads the line "If only life could remain as it was when we first met," she thinks of that time. Even after all those past lives, she still feels fresh. It's just that she's the only one who remembers it now; he no longer remembers anything. She feels lost.
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