Chapter 54: Pursuing I love you, you can always believe in this answer...
Lu Wangshan was stunned for a moment, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, jumping wildly in his chest, pulling his two ribs and causing pain.
"……What?"
Yuntan couldn't really ignore those words, even though she was not a superstitious person.
But when she met Lu Wangshan, she became the person who "would rather believe it than not".
Xiang Wu said that even if he hit his head against the wall a thousand times and repeated the same mistakes, he would never fall in love with anyone else.
If he can't let go, he will encounter disaster. But if they are together, can Lu Wangshan let go of his worries?
What's more, Yun Tan found that it was impossible for him to let him go.
If it was a frivolous liking at 18, then now it is the firmness of maturity.
Yun Tan kept his head down. "I know I left twice. You're not supposed to trust me. If you didn't hate me so much, could you let me pursue you?"
Lu Wangshan was silent for a long time, then asked softly, "How are you going to pursue me?"
Yun Tan was made nervous by this question and clenched his fists. "I don't know now. I've never pursued anyone, but I will try my best."
Lu Wangshan was almost stunned by the surprise before him, and he had to suppress the smile with great difficulty.
"Yuntan, I'm in a relationship. I don't accept secrets or self-centered sacrifices. I don't need them. No matter what happens, we'll face it together."
Lu Wangshan looked her in the eye and said, "My relationship must be for the purpose of marriage. We must share common interests and risks. No underground romances. We must meet each other's friends, enter each other's social circles, meet each other's parents in the future, and spend time together. If you can accept these conditions, then I am willing to be pursued by you."
Yuntan is not someone who can easily enter into an intimate relationship, but at this moment he nodded after thinking for a long time.
If the target is Lu Wangshan, she is willing to give it a try.
Lu Wangshan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
What he said just now sounded like bragging.
"So, what are you going to do with the person you are pursuing now?" Lu Wangshan was in a good mood. For the first time in his life, he attributed his success to fate, feeling that God was really kind to him.
"ah?"
Yun Tan was stunned for a moment. Everything that had just happened was so sudden that her brain felt like it was rusting. She asked slowly, "Are you sleepy? Do you want to rest for a while?"
"Sleepy."
Lu Wangshan lied. He was now in high spirits and excitement, and even the pain in his body seemed to have disappeared.
Yun Tan wanted to say, "Then you should rest for a while," but Lu Wangshan suddenly hugged her waist and carried her back to the bed. He rested his head on Yun Tan's arm and found the most comfortable position: "Sleep a little longer."
Yun Tan's pupils dilated slightly and his eyelashes trembled rapidly.
……ah?
Is this how you pursue someone?
When I woke up, the rain outside the window had not stopped yet, and the sound of the raindrops formed just the right amount of white noise.
Lu Wangshan is not a person with a high need for sleep, but he fell into a deep sleep again after a long time. This time he felt refreshed after waking up.
Xiang Yin called him at noon and asked how he was doing.
Lu Wangshan sat back on the sofa, leisurely reading the latest news reports on his phone: "I'm much better, don't worry."
"I don't have classes on the third and fourth periods in the afternoon. I'll come to see you then," Xiang Yin said.
"No, nothing happened, why bother?"
Xiang Yin understood his character, so he used Leo as an excuse: "Your bones are all broken, so you can't even walk Leo, right? I can't let my grandson be locked up with him, so I'll walk your dog for you."
Lu Wangshan laughed: "Leo is being walked."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yuntan came back with Leo.
The sky cleared up after the rain, but the grass was still wet. Yun Tan bent down to wipe Leo's feet and stomach. Just as he was about to speak, he saw Lu Wangshan was on the phone and shut up again.
Xiang Yin vaguely heard something strange in the tone of voice and asked tentatively, "Who is it?"
"Friend." Lu Wangshan said.
Yuntan looked up and met his gaze.
"Which friend?"
Lu Wangshan smiled: "When did you start caring about these things?"
"Xiao Tan?"
Ms. Xiang Yin is really good at predicting things. Lu Wangshan smiled and said "hmm".
Xiang Yin even joked with him: "Oh, I feel relieved that you have this friend to take care of you."
Lu Wangshan tutted, said something briefly, and hung up the phone. He waved towards Yun Tan and said, "My mom's calling."
Yun Tan was stunned for a moment and asked, "Auntie, are you coming over?"
"No, she knows you're here."
“…” Yun Tan felt that Lu Wangshan’s progress was too fast.
Lunch was delivered by a special person, and a doctor also came in the afternoon to re-bandage Lu Wangshan's wounds.
Yun Tan really took on the responsibility of taking care of him and stuffed the bedding into the washing machine. When she saw the mottled splash marks left on the sheets, her cheeks turned red again.
Lu Wangshan didn't ask her when she would return to Guangdong, but asked her directly if it could be done online at work.
The company's leave procedures were all made up later, so Yun Tan found another excuse to apply to work online for the next few days, and borrowed Lu Wangshan's idle computer.
In the afternoon, the two of them stayed in the study, each busy with their own things.
Lu Wangshan was holding an online meeting, while Yun Tan was reviewing and revising the plan.
She suddenly remembered that six or seven years ago, she was a freshman in college locally, and Lu Wangshan was taking over the company while studying for a master's degree in management. They often stayed in the study together like they did now.
After finishing their work, Lu Wangshan would lower the screen and watch a movie together. The two would hug each other, share the same ice cream in the summer and the same blanket in the winter.
She had dated someone like Lu Wangshan, so it was really hard for her to fall in love with someone else.
…
Lu Wangshan refused Xiang Yin's invitation, but forgot about Lu Shiyue.
The new season is about to begin. After training in the evening, Lu Shiyue brought dinner back to his old house.
Yun Tan happened to go to open the door, and the two of them stared at each other for a long time at the door.
Lu Wangshan and Lu Shiyue asked at the same time: "Why are you here?"
“…”
Yun Tan explained, "I saw the news and came back to check it out."
"When did you come?"
"last night."
Lu Shiyue was dissatisfied: "Oh, last night."
"Did I teach you to talk to people like this?"
Lu Wangshan said it casually, and Lu Shiyue immediately admitted his mistake, leaving only a little bit of unconvincedness: "I'm just asking."
Yun Tan was so restless and embarrassed during the meal that Lu Shiyue's scrutinizing and inquiring eyes kept scanning between them.
Lu Wangshan couldn't stand it anymore: "What do you want to say?"
"...I didn't want to say anything." Lu Shiyue lowered his head, looking honest.
It was after dinner, when Lu Wangshan called, that Lu Shiyue came over and asked Yun Tan, "Are you guys back together again?"
The eyes are burning and too direct.
It's really green tea...
He pretended to be so well behaved in front of his brother, but his true colors were revealed as soon as his brother left.
Yuntan secretly complained.
"No." Yun Tan paused, then turned his head to look at him and said seriously, "I plan to pursue Lu Wangshan."
Lu Shiyue frowned, looking incredulous: "Does my brother know about this?"
"nonsense."
“…”
With four years of experience difference between him and his brother, Lu Shiyue had no idea what his brother was planning. He just felt it was incredible that his brother did not agree immediately.
Lu Shiyue felt that she was simply haunting him and sneered, "Oh, who said last time that perhaps having a beginning but no end is the norm in life?"
“…”
Yun Tan refused to give in, "You promised me not to tell your brother that day, and now you've sold me out! I haven't even come to you to ask for an explanation yet!"
Actually, Lu Shiyue is a very cute person, with an innocence that has never been baptized by society. His ears turned red when he was questioned, and he argued awkwardly: "After all, he is my brother."
Yun Tan snorted, "I never told your brother that you cried because of the man in Ruan Zhao's room."
Lu Shiyue was so angry that he said, "Yun Tan!"
As a result, Lu Wangshan happened to hear it.
This time, Yun Tan also imitated Lu Shiyue's green tea look, blinking at Lu Wangshan, looking quite aggrieved.
So Lu Shiyue was immediately scolded and driven away.
When Lu Shiyue arrived at the door of his house, he looked back and saw Yun Tan standing behind Lu Wangshan and winking at him.
Ahhhh!
He is going to be pissed off to death by this female bastard!
Yun Tan couldn't help but burst out laughing when he saw his deflated expression.
Lu Wangshan looked at her helplessly: "Are you happy?"
"Ah?" Yun Tan paused. "Don't get me wrong. Lu Shiyue is such a green tea. He was so well behaved when you were here, but as soon as you left, he came to question me about our relationship."
"What did you say?"
"I said I was pursuing you."
Lu Wangshan laughed happily.
"But don't worry, Lu Shiyue and I just bicker, but our relationship is actually much better than before." Yun Tan said, "Last time I ran into him in the hospital when I burned my foot, and he even gave me a ride home. When he ran into my colleague, he actually thought he was my boyfriend."
Lu Wangshan's smile disappeared, and he turned his head and sneered indifferently.
Yun Tan paused: "What's wrong?"
Lu Wangshan said, "No one usually tells these things to the person they're pursuing."
“…”
Yun Tan said with a bit of amusement, "Please, I think Lu Shiyue is too childish, okay? Do you remember that you came to the office to listen to the lecture because I had a fight with Lu Shiyue at school?"
That year, Yun Tan was 14 years old and Lu Wangshan was 18 years old. They never thought that they would have such an intersection with each other in the future.
"I envied Lu Shiyue very much at that time."
"Why?"
"I envy him for having such a brother. I wish my brother was as good as him."
Lu Wangshan almost never heard Yun Tan mention her family on her own initiative. Since she didn't want to mention it, Lu Wangshan never asked.
"What kind of man is your brother?"
"He's such a disgusting person. I've never met anyone more disgusting than him. He's selfish, irresponsible, and arrogant. When I was in school, I felt ashamed every time people knew he was my brother."
Yuntan talked about how she was pursued by attractive male classmates when she was in school because of her pretty appearance.
Yun Jin took advantage of this and made a profit by stealing Yun Tan's things and selling them to the male classmates.
Lu Wangshan frowned when he heard this: "Have you told your father about this?"
"I told him once, but he would just give me a few fake scoldings, pretending to be fair. But Yun Jin wouldn't listen at all, so I just locked my room."
Yun Tan shrugged. "When I was little, I felt it was really unfair. Why did Yun Jin get into trouble every day, and when my parents divorced, they still wanted him and not me?"
Lu Wangshan was stunned.
He has not experienced these things, so naturally he cannot understand them.
Most of the younger generations in his family are male, with Xiang Wu being the only girl, and she is therefore doted on.
"But later I didn't care anymore. If they didn't want me, I wouldn't want them either." Yun Tan said lightly.
Lu Wangshan suddenly seemed to grasp something and understood how her character had been shaped step by step to what it is now.
Why did she choose to leave him when her grandmother passed away and the Yuan family was eyeing her covetously, unwilling to cause him any trouble because of her family?
She was not giving up on him, but on herself.
She has a very low sense of deservingness for love.
I also understood how much Yun Tan had changed at this moment.
"What are your plans for future work?" Lu Wangshan suddenly changed the subject.
"Um?"
"Whether pursuing or confirming a relationship, you don't have to return to Beijing because of me. If you like life in Guangdong and this experience is helpful to your career development, you can continue to stay in Guangdong. Distance is not a problem for us, understand?"
Yun Tan nodded in a daze, not understanding how the topic had turned to this again.
Lu Wangshan raised his hand and gently pinched her cheek, then leaned closer, looked directly into her eyes and said seriously: "Yun Tan, I love you, you can always believe this answer."
The confession came unexpectedly and at an inappropriate time.
How could the person being pursued confess to the pursuer first?
Yun Tan blinked blankly: "Then our current relationship——"
Lu Wangshan pointed at her, then at himself: "The relationship between pursuing and being pursued."
He smiled, his eyes filled with heartache, "But during this process, you don't have to worry that I don't love you. I think I will always love you. The process of you pursuing me is just to make me believe again that you love me."
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