Chapter 7: Undercurrents of inexplicable and inexplicable love and hate...
Before today, the last time Lu Wangshan heard Ding Mian's voice was in Milan.
Apartment in Yuntan Milan.
Separated by a wall.
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Yun Tan suddenly disappeared, and Lu Wangshan was initially worried that she had an accident.
He asked people to investigate what happened to Yun Tan, and also asked Yun Qihui and Yuan Qinrong, but her parents knew nothing.
What she finally found was a plane ticket to Milan, an admission offer from the University of Milan, and her IELTS score of 8 and Italian B2, which she had obtained in the past year.
She flew to Milan without saying a word.
At that time, Lu Wangshan had not slept for almost 48 hours. He booked a plane ticket and flew to Milan overnight.
That day, Milan experienced an unprecedented snowstorm. The plane circled in the air for a long time and almost failed to land. Lu Wangshan began to have a high fever.
He had so much he wanted to ask Yuntan.
Why are you leaving?
Why didn't you tell me a word?
Also, have you ever truly loved me?
But when the door opened, Lu Wangshan, with snow on his shoulders, saw his girlfriend in the room, and suddenly didn't want to ask anything.
That was the truth, so why bother asking for answers? He didn't want to hear them.
He raised his hand and grabbed Yun Tan's neck in a firm manner, then leaned over and kissed her hard.
Yun Tan whimpered a few times and pushed his chest. Lu Wangshan didn't like it, so he kissed her more fiercely, blocking her sobs and holding her hands behind her back.
Their bodies fit perfectly.
Everything started too suddenly and too passionately. When Yuntan was lying on the door panel with his waist supported, there was a knock on the door suddenly.
"Xiao Tan, I bought you some cakes." said the man at the door.
The voice is clear, yet the intimacy cannot be concealed.
It’s Ding Mian.
Lu Wangshan knew him. He was a senior student of Yun Tan's who had a good personal relationship with him in high school.
Lu Wangshan saw Yun Tan frowning, covering his mouth with both hands, turning to look at him with wet eyes, and shaking his head vigorously as if pleading.
These days, Lu Wangshan couldn't understand why Yun Tan left suddenly.
They had no quarrels and no misunderstandings.
At this moment, it seemed as if I had the answer.
Even if that answer seemed ridiculous to Lu Wangshan.
But when all possibilities are denied, no matter how absurd or ridiculous it is, it seems to be the truth.
"Not here." Yun Tan begged him.
Lu Wangshan rejected her with his actions, and the door panel made a loud muffled sound.
The knocking on the door suddenly stopped.
Lu Wangshan whispered, "Is it him? Is it because of him that you left me and flew to Milan?"
Yun Tan could no longer organize her words normally. She was pressed against the scorching hot Lu Wangshan, and her brain seemed to be burned out. The tides brought by Lu Wangshan came one after another, almost drowning her.
The remaining rationality is used to resist the rebellion of men,
Lu Wangshan raised his hand to grasp the door handle and pretended to open it, but Yun Tan held his hand tightly.
So my throat lost another line of defense and I could only bite my lower lip tightly to avoid making any sound.
Lu Wangshan leaned close to her ear and asked, "Why not? Why don't you introduce me to him? Who am I?"
Lu Wangshan's eyes were red, not sure if it was out of anger or sadness: "Shouldn't we let him take a good look at what we are doing?"
Yuntan shook his head vigorously. He bit his lower lip so hard that it started bleeding.
Lu Wangshan finally felt sorry for her and used his index finger to replace her lower lip, then carried her to the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window.
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After finishing, he wiped Yuntan clean and carried her to the bed.
The bed in Milan's apartment was very narrow, so Lu Wangshan sat on a chair beside the bed.
"Does it hurt?" Lu Wangshan wanted to check her.
But as soon as he reached out his hand, Yuntan tucked the quilt under his body to prevent him from reaching in.
Under normal circumstances, with Yun Tan's personality, if he dared to hurt her, she would definitely be like a completely annoyed kitten, baring her teeth, hitting and scolding him.
But this time, Yun Tan just lay on her side on the bed, her red eyes, fresh from crying, staring at him quietly: "Lu Wangshan, I am sorry for you."
Just now, Lu Wangshan was going crazy because of jealousy over the man outside the door, but now he suddenly stopped talking about it. He only said, "If you want to study in Milan, I won't stop you."
"Don't you have anything else you want to ask me?"
"there is none left."
Yun Tan was silent for a long time, until Lu Wangshan thought she had fallen asleep, then he spoke: "Do you know why I have the money to study in Milan and rent an apartment by myself?"
Spending hundreds of thousands of RMB is not a small amount for Yun Tan, and neither Yun Qihui nor Yuan Qinrong will give her too much pocket money.
Yun Tan stared into Lu Wangshan's eyes in the darkness and said calmly, "I sold all the jewelry and bags you gave me over the past year to come here to study."
So you understand? I was with you from the beginning just for the money.
Yun Tan could foresee that Lu Wangshan would be angry and furious, and feel that he had been deceived and cheated.
But he just sat in that chair for a long time, motionless, like a sculpture.
In the end, he just asked: "Do you have enough money now?"
Yuntan felt as if his heart was stabbed, and a dense bitter feeling spread throughout him.
She would rather Lu Wangshan be furious, and would rather the two of them end up arguing with each other and never have any contact with each other again, than to be like this now, with Lu Wangshan's eyes red, calmly asking her, "Is the money enough?"
You cheated me of my feelings and my money. Do you have enough money now?
"Lu Wangshan, don't you understand?"
Yun Tan bit down the trembling in his voice and said, "I have never really considered you my boyfriend. We don't belong to the same world. You are right. I came to Milan just for Ding Mian. So, let's end it here."
Lu Wangshan stopped talking.
He stayed there quietly for about ten minutes, then stood up and left.
Even his clothes, which were soaked by the snow, had not had time to dry before he walked back into the blizzard.
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The next evening.
After get off work, everyone bought some hot pot ingredients and some cooked food, and then went to Yuntan's house together.
This apartment was rented by Yuntan. It is about 80 square meters and seems too crowded after accommodating about ten people.
Yuntan locked Leo in the bedroom in advance - Leo could open the door by himself and come and go freely. There were many people outside, and he was willing to stay in the bedroom because it was too noisy.
"Please bear with me for a while, Leo. Mommy will cook for you first." Yuntan squatted down and said to it.
The food boxes Lu Wangshan sent once again easily attracted everyone's attention: "This is too exquisite! This one must be one or two hundred, right?"
"Well, it should be." Yun Tan said, "Every meal is prepared in advance by its owner."
The male colleague next to me was tortured by the client today, and he felt that humans were worse than dogs: "Ask your friend if he still needs a dog?"
"I can ask for you." Yun Tan joked, "But you have to be neutered before you can be his dog."
The male colleague quickly smiled and waved his hand: "Then I still decline."
After heating up the dog rice, Li Sen and Yun Tan went into the bedroom together to see Leo.
"Wow! A dark-skinned athlete!"
Li Sen kept teasing Leo, but unfortunately Leo had no interest in her and just focused on eating. After dinner, he stayed close to Yun Tan.
"What's going on? Am I so unpopular with dogs?"
Yun Tan smiled and said, "It has nothing to do with you, it just has a unique personality."
The two played with Leo for a while, and the hot pot in the living room outside was ready to eat.
Ding Mian came over to call them, but did not go into Yuntan's bedroom. He just stood at the door and tilted his head to greet Leo.
But Leo lay down on his front legs and suddenly shouted at Ding Mian.
Yun Tan was startled. Although Leo didn't get close to outsiders, he never yelled. She hugged Leo's neck and said, "That's Mom's boss. You can't be mean to him!"
Li Sen laughed heartily: "Si Cao, it's really not easy. It turns out that you can also be disliked by others!"
Ding Mian also found it strange. Usually, stray dogs and cats he met on the road liked him very much?
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Everyone ate hot pot and talked about work.
There was nothing else in Yuntan's house, but wine was always available. In addition to hot pot ingredients, she also bought a lot of snacks to arouse her craving for alcohol.
"Anyone want a drink too?"
When Yuntan asked this question with his fair and clean face, everyone was shocked.
"Miss Xiao Tan, you really are quite a secretive person, aren't you?"
"It's still white! Is it that fierce?"
"Then I have to have a drink with you!"
"Ah, but I was driving."
"Designated driver! I have to try Comrade Xiao Tan's wine."
Yuntan took a few cups and poured water for everyone.
The group of people drank wine and their appetites were whetted. They had finished all the food without realizing it.
Ding Mian ordered some more takeout and had it delivered quickly.
He tilted his head to look at Yun Tan. She had already finished two cups, about four ounces of alcohol, but her face didn't show it at all.
Li Sen was surprised: "How much alcohol can you drink?"
Yun Tan still said the least: "About six or seven taels."
A group of male colleagues in the design department were also shocked, and kept saying that they really couldn't tell.
Li Sen said, "Then you'd better not let those experienced people in the sales department know how much you can drink. You're beautiful and you can drink. Be careful that they won't force you into joining them."
While we were chatting, the doorbell suddenly rang.
"The takeaway should have arrived." Ding Mian pressed Yun Tan's shoulder and stood up to open the door.
He opened the door.
The person outside the door was not a delivery boy, but a man.
Ding Mian was quite tall, but he still had to look up slightly when looking at him.
Men have a strong and oppressive feeling. When they look down at others, they reveal the arrogance of a powerful superior.
Ding Mian was a little intimidated by his aura, and immediately asked a stupid question: "Who are you looking for?"
Lu Wangshan didn't look at him in a good mood at all. The politeness he barely maintained due to his elite education couldn't hide his real impatience.
"Where are the Yuntan people?"
Yun Tan suddenly heard the voice and quickly stood up and walked towards the door.
Not only Yuntan heard Lu Wangshan's voice, but Leo also heard it.
It jumped up and opened the bedroom door by itself, swaggered through the crowd to the door, and affectionately circled around Lu Wangshan to sniff the fresh scent on his body.
Everyone had just witnessed Leo's indifference, and judging from his current expression, it was not difficult to guess that the particularly handsome man at the door was Leo's owner.
Li Sen couldn't help but whistle and jokingly said, "A cool guy has a cool dog."
"Why are you here?" Yun Tan asked, "Didn't you say you wouldn't be back until tomorrow night?"
Lu Wangshan did not respond to this statement.
His gaze shifted from Yun Tan's face back to Ding Mian's face.
At this moment, this scene strangely overlaps with Milan five years ago.
But that time, Yun Tan and Lu Wangshan were inside the house, and Ding Mian was outside.
At this moment, Yun Tan and Ding Mian were inside the house, and Lu Wangshan was outside.
He suddenly let out a self-deprecating laugh, his eyes fixed on Ding Mian, but his words were directed to Yun Tan: "Aren't you going to introduce yourself to others? Who am I to you?"
With a loud "boom".
The undercurrents in the sea that had been calm since the two met again finally stirred up huge waves, and the inexplicable and inexplicable debt of love and hate finally collided with dazzling flames at this moment.
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