Pan Mingyue looked at the gift boxes and even her breathing became lighter.
She blinked, "How long have you been preparing?"
Lu Zhaoying involuntarily took out a pack of cigarettes and didn't dare to look at Pan Mingyue. "Not long either."
Since going to the special training camp, Lu Zhaoying has rarely smoked.
Pan Mingyue said nothing.
Lu Zhaoying was a little nervous. He leaned back, holding the cigarette box in his hand and smoking a cigarette, smiling: "I originally wanted to put it up for yourself to see. Now that you see it, you can also take a look at whether you like these things."
He thought Pan Mingyue would pretend not to see it. After all, she had deliberately avoided him before and avoided discussing this topic with him.
Cheng Juan told him that Pan Mingyue was different from ordinary people, and her family had a huge influence on her.
She is at the extreme of fragility, but also at the extreme of strength.
Lu Zhaoying also had a serious chat with the homeless man on the roadside of the Inspection Institute. He couldn't understand Pan Mingyue's feelings firsthand, and he was usually very cautious and didn't dare to mention it in front of her.
...
...
From the homeless man's calm words and his faint smile when he talked about his wife and children, Lu Zhaoying knew that this was a scar that they would never be able to erase in their lifetime.
The defense line Pan Mingyue built in her heart was too high.
Lu Zhaoying originally thought that he might never see Pan Mingyue showing any signs of loosening in his lifetime, but this time Pan Mingyue's reaction was completely beyond his expectations.
He suddenly came to his senses, threw away the cigarette box in his hand, grabbed Pan Mingyue's arm, and looked at Pan Mingyue intently.
I don’t know when I started to have feelings for Pan Mingyue.
It could have been the first time she calmly came to the school clinic to get medicine from him, or it could have been when he saw her squatting on the ground with her head buried in her knees at the corner of the street...
When he realized what he was thinking, he was stunned for a moment, then he completely accepted it.
At that time, Qin Ran asked him to help take care of Pan Mingyue. He had the advantage of being close to her, but Pan Mingyue refused his Christmas gift to her.
When Lu Zhaoying went back to find her with the gift box, he happened to see Pan Mingyue and Feng Ci at the school gate.
There is always a first come, first served order in relationships.
Lu Zhaoying also knew Pan Mingyue's character. Once she was sure of her feelings, no one could shake them.
Even from a distance, he could see the rare smile on Pan Mingyue's face, and there was only Feng Ci in her eyes.
He smoked in the school clinic all night, and the next day he greeted Qin Ran as usual.
In the eyes of many people, he is just a playboy, heartless, and his protective coloration over the years almost fooled even his parents, but how could someone who plays with Cheng Juan be a real playboy.
His acting skills fooled everyone, even himself, and he treated Pan Mingyue as his own sister.
He found joy in the midst of hardship. If they couldn't be husband and wife, they could be brother and sister. He treated Pan Mingyue as Qin Ran. This way, at least he could see her from a distance, and she would trust him and call him "Brother Lu".
The Zhou family wanted to adopt Pan Mingyue as their adopted daughter, and Lu Zhaoying also thought about asking his mother to adopt her as her goddaughter.
Until later, Pan Mingyue broke up with Feng Ci.
Lu Zhaoying, who was originally satisfied with just seeing Pan Mingyue occasionally, wanted to go further.
He knew that he was not as good as Feng Ci, and stopped playing around as a playboy. Instead, he followed Cheng Juan to Area 1 and returned to the special training camp.
Mother Lu was right. He, Lu Zhaoying, was not as good as Feng Ci, nor was he worthy of the loyal and brave Pan family.
But Lu Zhaoying was unwilling to give up.
He raised his head and stared at Pan Mingyue without blinking, "Mingyue, how do you think I compare to Feng Ci?"
It is summer now and the air conditioner in the collection room has just been turned on, but the temperature has not gone down.
Through a thin layer of clothing, she could feel the warmth of Lu Zhaoying's palm. She looked at Lu Zhaoying helplessly and wanted to step back.
Lu Zhaoying didn't give her this opportunity. He tightened his wrist, took the cigarette off with his other hand, threw it into the corner, and licked his lips, "Am I worthy of being your boyfriend?"
In the past, when talking about this topic, Pan Mingyue would turn away with a distance before even getting to the edge of the topic.
There wasn’t any this time, and the atmosphere was different.
Thinking of this, his heart beat faster and faster, and the fingers that were holding Pan Mingyue's arm moved upwards involuntarily.
Pan Mingyue was about to ask him if he knew that she was sometimes mentally unstable, but her head went dark. When she came to her senses, Lu Zhaoying's lips had already landed on hers.
She froze in place, and her brain seemed to lose all ability to think.
The room was very quiet. Outside the half-open door, the servant was chattering. However, Pan Mingyue's head was buzzing and she had no idea what the servant was saying. Her mind was blank and even her eyes were a little blurry and she couldn't see clearly.
Lu Zhaoying was a little nervous. He was such a cool guy usually, but those second-generation rich kids didn't even dare to fart in front of him.
But now he was scared.
After this courage that came from nowhere, he looked at Pan Mingyue cautiously.
Pan Mingyue was not angry, nor did she intend to fight with him. She just looked at the gifts and said, "I'll open them and take a look."
“You open it.” Lu Zhaoying was unsure of what she meant, so he just squatted beside her and helped her open the gift.
Each and every piece was carefully selected by him, and some were made by him himself.
**
at the same time.
Feng Ci was drunk and was sent back to Feng's house by Lin Jinxuan.
Feng Loucheng was not at home. He was discussing the divorce agreement with Mrs. Feng.
Mrs. Feng made a fuss and refused to agree. After that, Feng Loucheng never came back. She felt a little uneasy.
Seeing Feng Ci coming back drunk, he couldn't help but step forward and ask someone to pour tea for Feng Ci: "Xiao Ci, are you okay? Didn't you go to see Mingyue today? What did she say?"
Pan Mingyue used to like Feng Ci so much, and Madam Feng saw it.
Feng Ci was willing to lower himself to look for her, and Madam Feng felt that he had great hope. Until now, "Shuang Ning won't do it. There is more than one girl named Mingyue in the world. Mom will find you another one."
Feng Ci went to the bathroom to vomit the wine, but he still didn't seem sober. "If you're not going to get married, why would you find another one?"
He was obviously not joking. Madam Feng was stunned for a moment, then she started crying, "Xiao Ci, it's Mom's fault! Is Mingyue so hard-hearted? I shouldn't have forced her to leave you and the Feng family, but she was mentally ill at the time. She lived in a mental hospital for a year and was almost insulted. How could I bear to let you be with a mentally ill person? Can't I go and apologize to her, kneel down in front of her and ask her to forgive you?"
"What did you say?"
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