Chapter 139 Floating Corpse in the River 05 I want to kiss you, can I?
Chapter 5
When Lu Changfeng agreed to sleep with Jing Jue, he was already prepared for him to take advantage of him.
But things did not develop the way he expected. Jing Jue slept well that night and did not take any advantage.
After waking up, Lu Changfeng looked at Jing Jue's face so close to him and his heart beat wildly.
He used to sleep with Jing Jue, but at that time he looked at Jing Jue very calmly.
It is said on the Internet that when you like someone, your heartbeat will speed up even if you are closer to them.
Lu Changfeng's heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat.
Jing Jue has strong facial features, clear lines, thick eyebrows, big eyes, double eyelids, and a high nose bridge.
He is tall, with good body proportions. He may not be considered very handsome in the entertainment industry, but he is definitely a good choice in the modeling industry.
Lu Changfeng discovered early on that Jing Jue could always wear any clothes in his own style.
When other parents buy clothes for their children, they think about what kind of clothes are suitable for their children. Lu Changfeng doesn't have to think about it at all. If he sees something nice, he just needs to buy it according to Jing Jue's size. He will definitely look good in it.
After studying in the police academy for several years, Jing Jue has developed very good muscles with smooth muscle lines, which is the thin muscle type that is currently popular.
Lu Changfeng suddenly realized that after he and Jing Jue met again, he actually hadn't looked at Jing Jue properly.
Jing Jue's feelings for him made him avoid direct contact with Jing Jue, even if they made eye contact he would look away quickly.
That's why I noticed today that Jing Jue has a scar on his brow bone, which is hidden by his eyebrows.
Lu Changfeng's hand involuntarily fell on the scar on Jing Jue's eyebrow.
Jing Jue opened his eyes at the same time.
Seeing that he had woken up, Lu Changfeng did not let go, but asked distressedly: "How did you get hurt?"
Jing Jue said: "I was undercover in the park. In order to get information from the inside, I jumped into the river. The water was too fast and I lost my balance, so I hit a rock."
"It must hurt a lot."
Jing Jue shook his head: "I can't take care of that. There are people chasing me with guns. The most important thing is to escape."
Jing Jue took Lu Changfeng's hand and placed it on his heart, "Everything is fine now, don't worry."
Lu Changfeng had never asked Jing Jue about the mission he was carrying out, and Jing Jue had never mentioned it on his own initiative. Lu Changfeng only knew that he went undercover in the electronic fraud park.
But it is easy to imagine that those who escaped from the cyber fraud park had almost all escaped death.
"Are you afraid?"
Jing Jue nodded: "I am afraid. I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that you will know about my death. Compared with you knowing about my death, I am more afraid that you will know about my death and not care."
"How could I not care?" Lu Changfeng shook his head gently: "How could I not care?"
"We had such a bad fight at that time that I was afraid I would not have the chance to ask for your forgiveness." Jing Jue choked up and said, "I am the only one in the class who is from Yunnan Province, and I am the only one who can understand their local dialect. When the leader found me and asked if I was willing, I actually hesitated, but I still chose to go."
"Why?" Lu Changfeng asked.
When he went undercover, Jing Jue was only nineteen years old.
Still so young.
When in Chuncheng, Lu Changfeng treated him with great pity and never let him suffer any hardship.
Jing Jue said: "I was not in a good state when I arrived at the police academy that year. I only did three things every day: study, work, and miss you. I wanted to find you many times, but I was afraid that you would ignore me because you were still angry. When the leader found me, I thought, then go. Either be a hero or a martyr. Being a hero will make you look at me with new eyes, and being a martyr will make you regret not agreeing to be with me."
Lu Changfeng's heart ached.
"Now I think it was a foolish idea to make you regret it." Jing Jue himself felt that he was too naive at the time. "I entered the park with the determination to die. Everyone must accomplish one thing in their life. But when I really went in, I saw thousands of my compatriots locked up together, beaten, and abused. Everyone wanted to go home. At that moment, I knew that I had more important things to do. I had to bring back detailed information about the park, and I had to rescue everyone and bring them home."
"I know that only a very small number of them were deceived. Most of them sneaked across the border on their own to make money. They deserve this fate, but I still want to take them home."
"After I jumped into the river and hit my head, I really didn't care about anything. My colleagues met me on the other side. After I got ashore and shuttled through the woods, I heard the sound of shooting behind me and didn't dare to look back. Later, I heard from my colleagues that when they found me, I had fainted due to excessive blood loss. I was not clear-headed after hitting my head, and I didn't run in the planned direction to find them, but ran in the opposite direction. Fortunately, they found me earlier than the people chasing me."
"I couldn't see anything clearly at the time, my eyes were full of blood, and I thought I was going to go blind. Later, the doctor checked and said my eyes were fine, just blocked by blood. I had to get several stitches on my forehead."
Lu Changfeng listened with tears in his eyes. Just by listening to the description, he could imagine how much Jing Jue had suffered.
Jing Jue wiped away the tears that were sliding down Lu Changfeng's eyes, "Okay, I'm fine now. I'm back to you with honors. Don't be sad."
Lu Changfeng buried his head in Jing Jue's arms, "I've looked for you."
"I know. My roommate told me." Jing Jue smiled and said, "After I recovered, I returned to school. My roommate told me about it. The school leaders also asked about my relationship with you. I reported it truthfully and even secretly went back to Yancheng to see you many times."
"The industrial park I was undercover in was the largest one there, and it caused them tens of billions of losses. They put me on the dark web and put a bounty on my head. For protection purposes, I couldn't show up, and I was also afraid of bringing danger to you."
Originally, after Jing Jue graduated, according to his leader's instructions, he was supposed to engage in confidentiality work.
But it just so happened that several countries were jointly carrying out a thorough cleanup of the industrial park over there, and they were all busy with their own affairs, so how could they have time to care about Jing Jue's life or death?
Only then were the restrictions on Jing Jue lifted.
Originally, Jing Jue was going to return to Chuncheng, but his leader told him that Lu Changfeng was no longer working in Chuncheng. Jing Jue said that he would stay with Lu Changfeng no matter where they were. The leader could not stand Jing Jue's nagging and helped him apply for an internship in Group 9.
"I knew I was going to meet you that day, and I was really nervous. I was so afraid that you would slap me twice when you saw me. But fortunately, you didn't hit me."
Lu Changfeng recalled his feelings when they met again and said, "I wanted to beat you up. I really wanted to slap you hard a few times, but I couldn't bear to do it."
Jing Jue said: "You are too soft-hearted."
"Yeah, I'm too soft-hearted and I'm always bullied by you."
Jing Jue curled his lips and looked into Lu Changfeng's eyes, "If I really died at that time, and you received my suicide note..."
Lu Changfeng covered Jing Jue's mouth.
Jing Jue took the opportunity to kiss Lu Changfeng's hand, then held it and put it on his face, "Will you be sad?"
"What do you think?"
"I think you will, and you will never recover."
Lu Changfeng nodded, and wanted to speak his heart out to Jing Jue, "When I went north to find you, I was thinking, you want my body, you want me, anything, I will give it to you, I just want you to be safe."
"!" Jing Jue rolled over from the bed and said, "Did I hear you right? You wanted to give yourself to me at that time."
"Yeah." Lu Changfeng admitted it generously, as if it wasn't that difficult to admit it.
"Then why are you unwilling now?" Jing Jue frowned, "Am I not good enough?"
"You're fine, always fine." Lu Changfeng propped himself up on the bed and sat up, facing Jing Jue. He looked into Jing Jue's eyes and said, "It's me who's not good enough. I don't have the courage to be with you. You're like a family member to me, and I can't bear to lose you. At that time, the situation had reached that point, and nothing was more important than you."
"You have a choice now. I'm afraid that if you stay with me, and I don't like you or don't like you enough, you may not be able to hold on for long and we will break up. At that time, I will lose you completely. It's not fair to you to be with you when I don't like you."
Jing Jue listened to Lu Changfeng analyzing his inner thoughts, and he could actually understand them.
At the beginning, Jing Jue also thought that he didn't want fairness, as long as he was with Lu Changfeng. He could even accept that the two of them maintained their current situation. He couldn't have in-depth communication, kissing, and hugging with his lover like a normal couple.
But gradually Jing Jue realized that he could not accept being with Lu Changfeng like this. He was greedy. He wanted Lu Changfeng's love, lots of love.
He couldn't accept that Lu Changfeng fell in love with someone else, and couldn't accept that Lu Changfeng was nice to someone other than him.
Love is selfish possession, and no one is willing to share his or her lover.
"What now?" Jing Jue asked with an uneasy heart.
Lu Changfeng took Jing Jue's hand and pressed it against his heart.
Jing Jue could clearly feel Lu Changfeng's heart beating wildly.
He guessed right.
Lu Changfeng began to have feelings for him.
Jing Jue's tears welled up in his eyes. He had waited for this day for too long.
He was prepared to wait a lifetime.
Lu Changfeng wiped away Jing Jue's tears and said, "Give me a little more time."
Jing Jue nodded, "I've been waiting for a long time, a little longer won't hurt."
"I want to kiss you, can I?" Jing Jue's heart was beating a little fast, and he didn't know whether Lu Changfeng would agree to his request.
This was different from the past, when he was the one who took the initiative to force the kiss.
After thinking for a moment, Lu Changfeng felt that he should take the initiative, so he leaned over and kissed Jing Jue on the mouth.
This was the first time that Lu Changfeng took the initiative to kiss someone on the lips.
Whether actively or passively, he had only kissed Jing Jue.
Jing Jue's heart was beating so wildly that Lu Changfeng could even hear the sound of his heart beating.
The lips separate at the touch of a finger.
Jing Jue felt a little unsatisfied, but he also knew that Lu Changfeng's initiative to kiss him was already a great improvement.
When Lu Changfeng was about to return to his original position, Jing Jue hooked his hands around Lu Changfeng's neck, held him still, and kissed him.
Their lips were pressed heavily together. Lu Changfeng was caught off guard by this sudden change and lost all reaction.
Jing Jue was afraid that Lu Changfeng would run away, so he hooked his arms around his neck tightly and kissed him hard several times, but he still asked Lu Changfeng for his opinion: "Is it okay?"
Lu Changfeng nodded twice and said, "Okay."
Now that we've kissed each other, there's no turning back.
The next second Jing Jue kissed Lu Changfeng hard. Lu Changfeng closed his eyes. He could feel Jing Jue's lips rubbing against his own lips. He was completely controlled by Jing Jue.
Kissing is a human instinct, and Lu Changfeng is not a wooden man.
Slowly, she would respond to Jing Jue's kiss.
Both of them are terrible at kissing and are very unfamiliar with it, so they need time to practice and get used to it.
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