Chapter 337 She will no longer seek revenge; she will escape the deep palace!
Seeing Meng Yanzhi like this, Zhao Bailu only felt sorry for her: "There's so much food, eat slowly, don't stuff yourself, okay?"
"I'm telling you, you can't treat yourself like this anymore. It really hurts me to see you like this."
"Rouge, it's all in the past."
As Zhao Bailu spoke, she couldn't hold back her tears.
Meng Yanzhi was such a lovely young girl who loved life before, but now, because of this incident, she has lost all hope for life and even the most basic will to live.
"You're right, it's all in the past."
"I really should change my way of living."
After swallowing what was in her mouth, Meng Yanzhi smiled at Zhao Bailu.
Zhao Bailu had just breathed a sigh of relief, but now, after hearing these words, she tensed up again and looked at her in disbelief: "You, you, you, please don't talk nonsense!"
"I am not talking nonsense."
"I feel that I have let my child down, and even more so, I have let myself down."
Even though Xiao Xingyuan didn't say anything, Meng Yanzhi knew that someone must have plotted against her, which was why she lost her child.
She didn't know who was plotting against her, but she knew it was her current identity that was causing all this trouble.
If she weren't the Empress, the child would have been born safely; if she weren't the Empress, she wouldn't be experiencing this heart-wrenching pain.
She truly loathed this identity.
Seeing Meng Yanzhi like this, Zhao Bailu was at a loss for words. She could only sigh softly, "Did you know that Mingchu is gone?"
What?
Meng Yanzhi even doubted her ears, wondering if she had misheard.
She looked at Zhao Bailu in disbelief, then suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist: "Why? What are you saying? How is this possible!"
"She committed suicide by poisoning herself, Rouge. Everyone wants to keep this from you, but I feel that this is your business and shouldn't be kept from you."
“You…should know why she did that.”
Zhao Bailu sighed and looked at Meng Yanzhi with some helplessness.
Why do this?
Meng Yanzhi's eyes darted around and she quickly realized: "She killed my child?"
"Rouge, please... take care of yourself." Zhao Bailu opened her mouth, not even knowing how to comfort her.
Upon hearing this, Meng Yanzhi burst out laughing, and as she laughed, tears streamed down her face.
"Turns out we've all become trapped beasts, haha, we're all trapped!"
Meng Yanzhi stood up and walked to the window, a move that startled Zhao Bailu. She rushed over and hugged Meng Yanzhi tightly from behind.
"Rouge, you mustn't do anything foolish!"
"You...you come back quickly!"
Feeling Zhao Bailu tremble, Meng Yanzhi smiled gently and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't jump. My life is precious, and besides, I have my own child. How could I really just jump like that?"
"So what exactly do you mean now?"
"I won't let you go until you explain yourself clearly."
Zhao Bailu looked at Meng Yanzhi with a worried expression.
She originally thought that Meng Yanzhi would cry her heart out after learning about this, but to her surprise, Meng Yanzhi seemed to take it all in stride. She felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't figure out what it was.
Seeing Zhao Bailu's nervous expression, Meng Yanzhi smiled gently: "Zhao Bailu, look how vast the world is outside. I really want to see it. I want to leave the palace. I want to go."
this……
Zhao Bailu had long known that Meng Yanzhi loved freedom more than anything else, but since she became empress, it seemed that she had never said such a thing. So now Zhao Bailu didn't understand why Meng Yanzhi suddenly brought this up.
"You are the Empress; the outside world ultimately has nothing to do with you."
"Rouge, things have changed, and we're not the same people anymore. Please don't say such silly things. I'm really scared!"
Fear? What's there to be afraid of?
Meng Yanzhi tilted her head and looked at Zhao Bailu's frightened expression. A slight smile appeared on her lips, and she said calmly, "It's nothing, it's not a big deal at all. I just won't be the empress."
As expected, Zhao Bailu's worst fears came true.
She knew that Meng Yanzhi must be heartbroken this time. She had considered many possibilities, but she never expected that Meng Yanzhi would choose to let go and give up everything.
"Yanzhi, although this was done by Ming Chu, it is inextricably linked to Consort Huan and the Canglan Kingdom. Don't you want to avenge your child? You're no longer the Empress, so how will you take revenge?" Zhao Bailu looked at Meng Yanzhi with a worried expression, hoping to say something that would rekindle her fighting spirit.
However, Meng Yanzhi shook her head.
Since her rebirth, she has been seeking revenge, and she is truly fed up and exhausted.
Meng Yanzhi really doesn't want revenge anymore; she'll just let it go.
She looked at Zhao Bailu and said, "I just want to live my life properly."
this……
Zhao Bailu could hardly believe that Meng Yanzhi would actually say those words.
"Rouge, you look completely different from before. I'm really scared. Are you... are you alright?"
"I'm fine."
Meng Yanzhi turned around and strode downstairs.
During this time, Meng Yanzhi had been in a state of living death, but now, Meng Yanzhi has made up her mind. She wants to escape this suffocating place and abandon the identity that killed her child!
Xiao Xingyuan and others waited at the entrance of the manor. When they saw Meng Yanzhi riding back alone, they hurriedly went to greet her: "Are you alright? Why did you come back by yourself?"
Meng Yanzhi dismounted and stared intently at Xiao Xingyuan. Suddenly, she reached out and hugged him tightly.
Xiao Xingyuan was stunned for a moment, then asked incredulously, "Yanzhi, what's wrong with you?"
"It's nothing." Meng Yanzhi smiled gently, took his hand, and walked inside together.
Xiao Xingyuan felt that Meng Yanzhi's current gentleness was too strange.
He followed Meng Yanzhi and even felt a chill all over his body.
"Rouge, are you... really alright?" Xiao Xingyuan asked again, tentatively.
Meng Yanzhi paused, looked at Xiao Xingyuan, and frowned slightly: "What do you think I should have to do?"
That's not what I meant. I was worried about you.
"Rouge, I only hope you can be better, I want you to be happy."
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